shopping, shopping and more shopping

everyone knows it's the 'Mega Sales' now..i went to 1 Utama last sunday with my mum and dad..met up with mel and joleen there..since they'll be going to midvalley afterthat so i followed them there..but too bad my mum is not following, so i had to spend as much as i can in 1 Utama... =p

and so i did..i bought one levis jeans, 4 spagetti stripe and 3 blouse...that's not the end of my shopping list you see...yesterday, my mum had to attend some high tea with her old friends in sunway, so afterthat we went shopping again..this time i bought another 3 blouse..lol..tell me..how happy can i be?? if you ask me..i don't think my shopping marathon ends here..i still have another month to shop before the sale ends... *smiling*..hope to see more that attracts me in weeks to come...there's only one reason i can think of why my mum actually allows me to shop that much is because my birthday's coming..*a reminder to my friends* haha....

anyway, i'm seriously one lucky girl..that i have to admit!!my friends will know why..

dilemma

*don't ask me why*...just feel like blogging about my feelings only...

something to share

i attended my friend's (see ting) birthday party today..everything were fine till me and two other younger guys were talking about relationships..and the birthday girl joined the conversation too..well when she said..do you think that true love ever exist in this world??....it made me ponder for a while..

yes, does it really exist? honestly i don't think so..here's why...i was once deeply in love but now my heart's shattered into pieces..i have a fragile heart which will get hurt easily..i was so in love till i didn't wanna let him go although we broke up..i cried and moan for 3 months..YES i did..i know it's stupid but i really loved him so much..during my break up period...all my fellow friends and family members will give me one whole lot of advices, i listened but i can never do what they ask me to do..telling me what to do is easy, but for me to DO it..it's difficult, if you ask me, did i totally let him go? then answer is NO...yes i am a happier person now..without him i can live my life to the fullest, but at times when i'm feeling lonely i'll think back of all the memories i had..

sad to say, but he's my first love that's why is hard for me to let go..i don't know why..maybe it's just me..who's trying to be stubborn..now, i'm in dilemma..i don't know how to express it out..but it's still about guys..you know, i really hope i'd never been into a relationship before..when i start to learn what is love, how is it like having a boyfriend who cares for you and learning how to love someone, i can never forget these three things and maybe more that i'd learned...although i'm enjoying my single life, but at times, i can feel there's a hole in my heart which no one can patch it except for the guy i love..

i really envy my close friend, who had never start any relationship before, yes she might have like someone, but she had never love anyone before..and because of this she's such a happy go lucky person, who doesn't know the meaning of love..which makes life much easier now..

i admit that i'm now a girl who's affraid of accepting LOVE...i might want someone to care for me but at the same time i'm affraid to fall for him...i'm affraid that i will get played another time which i cannot afford to let that happen cause if it happen's again, i will suffer from depression..i'm only 19 and yes i know there's still a long way to go...but along this long way, who knows what will happen..

sometimes i hope very much that i can see the future befoer i accept anything because i'm affraid to try..but if i don't try i don't learn..so..*sigh* i really don't know what to do..i leave my fate in god's hands..i wish he'll know what's best for me..

i finally started going to the gym again~~

my migraine from yesterday night has not fully recovered..this morning i still felt some pain in my head but then i swallowed one panadol to get rid of it cause if not, i won't have the mood to do anything but lying on the bed..

i did my house chores before i went out..at about 4.30pm, i left the house and went to pyramid..i shopped alone today..*smiles*..it's nice shopping alone once in a while..you don't have to worry about anything when you are alone..you just shop as you wish and you have all the time in the world to shop!! i ended buying another pair of sandals from "nose"..

i left pyramid at 7pm to meet up with chin huang at the elephant walk..he wanted to follow me and weng wai to the gym today...so i fetched him there..and yes, i finally went to the gym..!! after 2 weeks of continuous eating without exercising i think i put on some weight, but surprisingly one friends from gym say i didn't...lol..gosh i'm so happy..!!

after gym, since i wanted to eat western food, so we went to ss3 to have our...how do i call this?? i didn't have my dinner and by the time we finish gym and all it's already 10..so maybe supper lar?? i rushed home immediately after supper cause i will be going to malacca tomorro with my aunty..!! i know i know i'm damn happening *perasannya* haha but i can't help it..it's holiday and i need to enjoy before uni starts..!!

got to go!! i have to wake up at 7.30am cause my aunty will be fetching me from my house at about 8am..so adios..!! will blog about malacca when i'm back..~~

migraine sucks!!

though i had a wonderful time today, but my migraine attack half way through and this sucks!! i hate migraines as it'll make me feel sick...usually only one part of my head will get damn pain, but today my whole head is damn pain..i cannot sleep, i can hardly talk and i can hardly walk properly..cause when i do, the nerves will bit very very fast and i can feel it..and you wouldn't wanna try that!! i really wonder what the fuck is wrong with my head..!

oh my god...i seriously can't stand the pain, i need a miracle to stop this pain..!! but i know it won't happen..so i have to suffer till the next morning...god bless me!!

fun, fun and more fun

wei leng, swee sum, chin huang, halim, weng wai, aik hoong and joleen came down to klang today..they met up in my house together with su-lyn, ben, julian and tee yen to have bah kut teh for breakfast..i did not follow them as i had to buy some stuff to cook lunch in the afternoon..anyway i wasn't in the mood to eat bah kut teh today so decided not to follow them..

after breakfast, they went over to ben's house first then at about 2 something they came back to my house to meet up with chin huang..by the way, chin huang did not joined them for bah kut teh too cause who couldn't come down to klang earlier for some reasons..before having late lunch, we played one game called "Taboo"..you know what game is that? well this game is something like charades where one person will act out and the rest of the group members must guessed it..but in taboo you can only talk and no hand actions, there will be a stack of cards, when it's our turn, we flip the card and see what it sayw on the card and we describe it so your group members can gguess what's the word...but in the card, there will be a list of words that you cannot say while describing it to your members..and the best part is, you have to fast cause there's a time limit for it..and of course we had fun during the game..we laughed and laughed non-stop..it's funny to look at the person when he/she's trying to make the members guess what word is it...

at about 6 pm, we left for telok gong to have out dinner..i know i know it's kinda early to have dinner but some of them had to leave early but in the end those who had to leave early didn't joined us for dinner..so what the heck! since we're all out of the house, let's just get there..lol
the seven of us ordered 6 dishes..telok gong = seafood...yummy..!!

this is really one sinful holiday..lol..i pratically eat a lot everyday..but wtf..!! when uni starts.. i'll be food deprive so what the heck! i have to eat all i can during the holidays lar..!!

i miss all of you!!

here goes the list...

*wei leng
*chee chang
*weng jian
*poh ting
*zhao phin
*kah kiat
*koon aw
*chun wei
*tian han
*brian
*eugene
*daw bin
*kin hoong
*benjamin
*su-lyn
*weng wai
*kok fung
*ee sern
*jun xue
*amit
*kenny
*soon heng
*flora
*denise
*natalie
*yoong kang
*steph
*adelynn

these are all my ex-classmates from s10 last year during SAM..i really miss them A LOT!

i'm very lucky to meet up with most of them today..especially those whom i hardly see..chee chang, zhao phin, weng jian, poh ting, chun wei, koon aw and soon heng...

this morning i went to KL to do some shopping together with my close friends, su-lyn and ee von..then i met up with a friend of mine for lunch..spent about 4 hours there and then left for home early as i had to meet up with my ex-classmates for dinner in sunway...well, this gathering thingy was a last minute plan..it was only planned at 10 something in the night if i'm not mistaken..ain't we crazy?!! lol..anyway, it did work out! i was so so happy to meet all of them..i can't express how i felt at the moment when i saw all of them..seriously..there was like some kind of bond we had together last year..honestly speaking last year was one of the best class that i had ever been..the people in the class were marvellous!! we always chill out together and when for a lot of outings together too...i miss those times we had together as well...

we ate steamboat for dinner..it's buffet style..so eat all you can!! and guess what the restaurant's name is "yuen's steamboat"..." i should tell them.."hey, you name your restaurant after me! so, you should give me discount for eating here"..lol...we took lots of pictures..see, if i have the time, i'll post it up..frankly speaking the steamboat wasn't that delicious, but the chicken wings were!!

though all of us are now separated, going our own ways, but we still contact one another..that's the best part..we still try to call everyone out to meet once in a while except for those who are studying abroad..well when they come back to malaysia we will find them too..i hope to see more of them in future..i hope to have more of this kinda gatherings too..

p/s: THANX TO EVERYBODY WHO TURNED UP TODAY..I ENJOYED MYSELF VERY MUCH AND I HOPE YOU DID TOO..!! I'M VERY VERY HAPPY TODAY TO SEE ALL OF YOU..!!
MISS YOU GUYS, LOVE YOU GUYS AND DO TAKE CARE...MUAKSS..!!

one sinful holiday

i'm back from hollidays..!!so, anyone miss me??!! lol..time passes by really fast..last tuesday i was in ipoh and yesterday i was back in klang...home sweet home..i was supposed to blog yesterday but i ended up talking on the phone so i couldn't concentrate..therefore, sorry for this late post!

i'm supposed to lose some weight during this holidays..but i don't think it'll ever work..on the first day itself when i reached ipoh, i ate one whole plate of noodles..it's tuesday, so they had pasar malam that night! and yes, i couldn't resist it..6 of us came up to ipoh..plus mel, there were 7 of us..we bought almost every food which looks delicious..the amount, was full with the food we bought back home...people will be surprised with the amount we eat..i'm telling you i have good appetite..unless my "aunty" visits me..if not, hell, i live to eat! so what do you expect?! lol

then the next morning, mel brought all of us in ONE car..so you can imagine 7 people in one car..the car must be heavy, morover we ate so much the night before to have our breakfast..and then again..eat eat eat..afterthat, we visited some temple to feed the tortoise and then to another temple to see monkeys..later we dropped by IPOH parade (yes, i have to remind myself is IPOH parade, cause i usually say KLANG parade..haha) pratically, my whole ipoh trip was full with fun and of course...eat and eat and eat everyday...even till the last day(friday), wei leng and swee sum brought me out for dim sum (yum yum)..

in the afternoon, i met up with my parents in jusco, they will be bringing me up to cameron for 3 days..and there goes again..as people say, cold weather will cause us to eat more...and so i did..lol..i ate ALOT... every night i'll go to their pasar malam and buy all those junk food...my favourite is the fried sweet potato balls...talking about it now really makes me feel like eating eat again!! nevermind..i have to remind myself..( eating spree is over...i'm back in KL so, i have to visit the gym as often as i can)

and today, i watched "war of the worlds" with my bunch of girlfriends at the same time, we celebrated ee von's early birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!! well, the movie was nice but the ending was not understandble..anyway, it's worth watching...to me..

i'm kinda tired, so i'll stop here for today..this is just the briefing of my holidays..i will let you know in detail maybe tomorrow when i'm free..chao!

my legs are killing me

because of yesterday's run, my legs are now extremely pain and aching!! i can barely stand long and walk properly...i drag my legs when i walk..especially coming down the stairs..oh my god..i'm like an old lady..i take step by step just to get down the stairs..usually i'll take less than half a minute to reach downstairs, now i take more than a minute to climb down the stairs..

apart from suffering this stupid pain...i went to pyramid to watch Initial D with my friends...i love the movie..oh gosh...this really makes me feel like getting a boyfriend who's a racer!! lol..the racing scenes are superb!! if anyone of you haven't watch this movie, please do so..you won't regret it!

anyway, off i go now..got to sleep early as i will be leaving for ipoh tomorrow, to visit mel's parents and also my ipoh friends...so joleen and simon, here i come..!!

10 km run = killing myself!

and so i did went for the 10km marathon..actually i wanted not to go,but since wei leng pursue me to go, so i agreed..imagining yourself, running for 10km...oh my..seriously it's damn tiring..halfway running i felt like fainting...and the best part is, this damn marathon has no pit-stop for water...WTF?!? i was like running and running and hoping to see some water..but NOTHING and morover i'm totally dehydrating already! blessing in disguise i managed to finish the run without fainting or anything....after the run, my legs were like jelly..i could barely stand up straight..we when home after resting for a while..all of us was fucking tired..i only got 2 hours of sleep before running..so by the time i reached home, i quickly bathe and went to bed...i slept for about 4 hours..thank god no one disturbed me..!

that's all for today..i'm having a very massive migraine now and the rest of the day was just sleeping...lol

so far so good

before you read this, let me warn you that this post will be a long one...since my final paper ended last monday, i was enjoying myself to the max till today and that is why i couldn't find time to blog..=p

here goes, right after the final paper, physics, my friends and i went to Redbox to have our lunch at the same time to sing (a from of releasing stress..lol) anyway it wasn't that fun though but anyway at least we had something to do rather than going home and sleep...gosh..such no life! after 3 we had to get out and afterthat we couldn't think of what to do..it's amazing that everytime while we were in the uni studying for finals, we had lots of stuff in mind that we wanna do, but because of exams we couldn't and after exams, we run out of ideas on what to do to waste our time...

the next morning, mel and i went shopping!! my ever favourite hobby..lol! first, we went to bukit bintang, then to klcc for lunch..there i bought one Esprit blouse and then to midvalley..so happened it was a J-card member day so the dman shopping mall was crowded with people..as usual i ended up getting a bad migraine.. i bought one Padini Authentics blouse and one heels from midvalley...we also watched Mr & Mrs Smith...nice movie..after the movie we bought dinner and headed home..throughout the journey back home, mel and i were wondering what are we gonna do later in the night..i guess God answered our question, one of our friends asked us out for a drink..we went to ss15 for our first drink, then afterthat went to asia cafe for a while then afterthat followed my friend to damansara..he was searching for the place where the car drifting event will be held, and afterthat we had another drink in ss2..people call it the "wai sek kai"...we reached home about 3 and then straight away i entered my dreamland as i was extremely sleepy...

the next day we were figuring out where to go..and guess what we ended up in midvalley again..!! for the second time...this time i bought one red tube top from MNG..they were having some big sale there..my gosh the crowd was massive!! afterthat we returned home early cause we'll be going clubbing later in night...and so at around 9 my friend came and pick us up from the apartment then off we go..as usual, KL's always jam so we reached there around 10..we were supposed to meet up with another group of people in Thai Club first, since not all of them are there yet we went to Atmosphere for a while..it was jam pack as the casts for the movie "initial d" were in the club...anyway we just went there to look at the cars..after a while we went back to thai club..seriously this club is full of working people hardly any of my age...and the best part is, although the club is fucking full with working people i don't know why but one working guy got attracted to me!!oh gosh.. anyway, apart from that, i still enjoyed myself, dancing and drinking..

about 2, 3 hours later, me, rain, yen kim and david flew over to atmosphere and mel with another friend stayed back in thai club..and AGAIN while dancing, some "ah pek" came and introduce himself to me..he even asked for my number and i told him i'll give you later (and the fact that i WON'T give it to him at all..!!) after a while he stopped dancing and went back to his table..i was all the while on the dance floor moving the beat..every single fucking moment when i turned to where he's sitting, he will wave at me..hoping that i'll acknowledge him and then giving him my phone number..gosh he's so fucking desperate..i so fucking wanted to tell this old fucker "go look at yourself in the mirror..and look at your damn age!! you wanna try to get a girl this young? no way!! just FUCK OFF..!! go get someone your age "ah pek"! his desperation really scared the hell out of me..and men nowadays will do anything when they are desperate..maybe not all but most! i told a guy friend of mine just to help me watch out this old bugger..when i went out the club and quickly ran away as far as possible..i'm afraid that he'll chase after me to asked for my number..thank GOD he didn't!!

we went back to thai club to meet up with mel and friend and afterthat we went to "steven's corner" in OUG to "yumcha"..reached home about 4 plus..and went to bed right away..damn exhausted!!

the next day, by the time we woke up it was already time for lunch, so we decided to eat in Cabana..as usual we had to take the bus there, so we allocated time for us to get ready and decided to take the 2.20pm bus..usually the bus will NOT be punctual..but FUCK this time the bus was Fucking punctual!!!while walking from the apartment from far we saw the bus..and we tried running to catch the bus but sadly we missed it..!! fuck fuck fuck!!! so we waited for another one hour for the next fucking bus to come...by the time we reached ss15 i'm almost half dead..was so tired and hungry!! we spent a few hours in the cafe and by 6 we were off to the gym..after gym, i went out with chin huang, ben and weng wai to puchong to have a drink and afterthat back to ss15 to play CS..lol..it's been a long time since i played that game..luckily my shots were still ok..lol

on friday the four of us, me, ben, chin huang and aik hoong overnighted in weng wai's house..we played some game called "speed" using poker cards..it was damn fun and at the same time funny..there was once where i laughed until i bang my own head on the damn floor..*ouch*
wake up the next morning, had our lunch together and then i went back home...

so far my holiday's going on well and i hope it will continue till the very last day of my holiday...
off i go now..will update you guys about my holidays..~~!!

batman

yes, so the title says it all, i watched Batman with my cousin and two other friends today..in the morning i attended my ex-school's (MGS) prefect's buffet..met some of my long lost friends there, as in my ex schoolmates..some still as short as ever, some as thin as ever, some put on weight, some became more girlish and some remain the same..well, i hope i didn't changed much too..*smiles*

am feeling much better today as compared to yesterday, yesterday i was full with anger and frustration..if anyone tried to pull the hell out of me they'll be dead by then! i don't know why, but i was damn frus! i was damn frus till i had the "don't you dare mess with me" phrase on my face..

gad damn it! only me and god knows what happened to me last night, anyway let's forget about that..moving on, i was supposed to study physics..it's my last paper one monday..after this i'll be enjoying myself to the max! by the 14th of july you'll see me getting nervous and scared as my doom day is here!

signing off..seriously need to study..i will update you after my last oaper
adios~~and wish me luck =p

just too frustrated

nobody will understand my situation now...nobody can help me but myself...but the thing is i don't know how to help myself..

anyone care to help? i'm sicked and tired of facing problems..life before college and uni was 1 million times much better than this..during high school, the word "sad", "unhappy"and "frustrated" was never in my personal dictionary..laughing was my daily routine and you can hardly see me sad...i hate who i am now..

p/s: i think, in this world, selfish people will survive and generous people will die

tell me what am i supposed to do

when i'm generous, people take advantage of me, when i'm selfish, people don't like it...
nobody like selfish people right? so you, you and you out there PLEASE don't take advantage of anyone..respect friends for who they are, don't used them..

well before i proceed, if i've used anyone of you before, forgive me..seriously i'm tired of life people out there who took advantage of me, you know who you are, and i hope you won't continue doing it..i'm sicked of being used as a friend..i will be there for you if you need me and i will remain as your true friend...but please i'm begging you don't take me for granted!

by the way, i guess everyone know's this song "Rumours" right? i like that song so much now...i'm dedicating this song to you...

i just don't understand why? WHY do some people have to use their friends to get what they want? WHY do some people just don't bother whether they hurt their friends or not? WHY are they so damn selfish when WE must be generous to them? WHY does one still one's happiness away?

and there goes, WHY must someone come and make me miserable when i'm just beginning to enjoy my life? can't people leave me alone when i'm having the happiest time in my life? when my tears of sorrow's going away and i'm starting to smile, do you really have to come and destroy it? what if I try to destroy your's? do you like it? DEFINITELY NO, right?

whatever it is... i don't know what's there to say anymore, i just hope that things will be as always remain like it used to be..

not blogging for a while

i'm having my finals..and so i will not be able to blog much...
my holidays will start as soon as my last paper ends, which is on the 20th of june..
so see ya!

never knew...

Ok you are a romantic anime girl and you love and
care for a lot of people.There is no evil in
you soul or your heart.Though sometimes people
don't feel the same way as you do you keep on
trying to change their mind.You love to help
people out and you are always happy.Keep on
trying to make the whole world smile because
you know smiles are contagious ^_^.Oh and if it
seems like there is nobody who could love you
as much as you could love them it doesn't
matter the thing is that the only thing that
matters is that he cares and loves you and it
doesn't matter how much well maybe it does but
don't set you standards to high cuz then you'll
find nobody

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feeling guilty~

my finals are approaching and i can still go out with my parents and also su-lyn..lol
how great am i? suddenly, i'm just feeling very guilty..i have to start planning my timetable properly..i'll have to start maximizing my studying hours..if i don't, hell i'm gonna see myself failing (touch wood!) and regretting like shit!

yes i know studying for long hours won't help much, but i'll try to take short short breaks to help me relax my mind a little..really need a miracle!- god bless -

before i end this post, let me tell you what i did today..went to ikea today with mom, dad, and su-lyn (whom has never been there before, her first time there today)..after ikea, it was the apartment..and then to subang parade to have tea in "uncle Lim's" cafe..nice roti bakar they have there but it's expensive..what the heck? once in a blue moon eating the roti bakar there won't kill right? lol..

then the day went on as usual, reached home, watched chinese drama, had dinner and then now blogging..

like i said need to study already..so off i go!

-sayonara!-

exhausted

i was supposed to post this yesterday but while i was halfway through, the laptop's battery "kaboom!"..the battery was running low but i didn't know it will just off in a second! lol...(i just have to admit i'm one jakun in computer stuff)..

i woke up early in the morning to avoid myself from getting a headache..hell i'm weird..i can't sleep too long..then, went downstairs, watched tv and then at around 12 noon i left for gym..
i've been missing gym for the past one week and at the same time i've also been eating a lot! -oh gosh...better hope my weight still remains the same-

after gym i was f**king exhausted! i went for body jam as well as body combat..thought i could sleep when i reached home but too bad couldn't..had some stuff to do.. well, i'm definitely gonna sleep early tonight!

wondering why?

hhmm..i guess some of you might wonder why am i blogging at night when i usually can only blog during the day time using the uni's pc..well, i'm using my mum's friend's laptop at the moment...looks like i'm enjoying it..lol

from my previous post i'd said that i'll be shopping in midvalley..so the story continues from here..first of all, followed su-lyn to the SWATCH shop to buy her watch...at the same time i checked my watch's batteries too..you see last year my watch(also a Swatch) stopped..so i tought the batteries are dead, i went to the shop and ask the guy to change for me..few seconds later he came out and told me that the batteries are still 'energetic' enough but the watch's hands still ain't moving..after a while it started to work again..i guess the mechanism going crazy..

and yes, you guessed it right, the same thing happened again...last week when i went up to genting the watch stopped again...i left it on my dressing table for a few days and found it to be working again afterthat...what is wrong? anyway, couldn't careless about it as my finals approaching..

after the watch shop, we went clothes shopping...i bought a shirt from Zara and su-lyn bought one skirt from Topshop..yes, and i finally got my Lancome toner..lol

the next pit-stop was sunway pyramid..i flew all the way there after midvalley to buy my skirt from MNG..well now i'm officially broke, enough said...

p/s: guess i have to budget a lot for my meals the whole of next week..thank god it's the last week of may =p

an ABC post

i know i know..i've not been blogging lately...sorry for that...
i'm kinda lazy to blog nowadays...busy with studies and projects...just shifted up to sunway..no pc and so i can hardly blog...besides i hardly have the time to use the uni's com..

i'm hoping to get a laptop soon...if i do, i'll assure you guys that i'll blog frequently..

anyway..i can't remember what i've did lately besides sleeping, studying, eating and my other normal daily routine...i've lead quite a stressful live lately due to lotsa stuff...-only god knows what-

oh yeah! i remembered something..guess what my friends and i went to genting last friday...ain't we nuts? after gym we went to Jalan Alor for late dinner and after that we actually decided to drive up to genting at around 1 something in the morning and came back to sunway at 6 in the morning..lol...i know it's crazy but it was quite fun though....i really miss genting..i would like to go there together with my s10 classmates again...

you will be wondering what am i doing in uni on a saturday..well' i'm here again to use the pc to practice my HYSYS..i'm having my HYSYS test this tuesday...i'm on the merge of getting bored with it and so i'm blogging now...

that's all folks..see you in my next post..
~~off to midvalley soon..gotta do some shopping..*chuckles*