just too frustrated

nobody will understand my situation now...nobody can help me but myself...but the thing is i don't know how to help myself..

anyone care to help? i'm sicked and tired of facing problems..life before college and uni was 1 million times much better than this..during high school, the word "sad", "unhappy"and "frustrated" was never in my personal dictionary..laughing was my daily routine and you can hardly see me sad...i hate who i am now..

p/s: i think, in this world, selfish people will survive and generous people will die