Sunday, July 02, 2006

Back for good I hope

Yes, I’m back, blogging again. Feeling very bored this few days that’s why.

Have you ever reached to a stage in your life where you feel everything around you is boring? Well, I did. I suddenly feel everything around me is so boring which means life’s getting boring. When I was 17, I dream to club every night, begging my mum to allow me to club, but when I started clubbing, I find it boring now. When I was in my teens, girls crave to have boyfriends, so do I, but now I crave to be single. When I was younger, I dream to shop everyday, now I find it boring to shop everyday. Watching movie last time was like something great, now it’s like a daily routine. When I just got my license, I’ll do anything just to drive, but now, I want a driver. Before, I wanted to stay out so much, now I rather be back home. More, I wanted much freedom, now I have it, I rather give it back. I’m only 20, but why am I finding certain things a so boring already? I’m not even half way through life and I’m already complaining life’s boring. I sometimes wonder what’s wrong with me. But never mind, I’ll wait and see what’s more to come or me. =p

I just came back from Cameron Highlands. 5 years ago, my parents used to go up to Cameron at least 5 times a year, but now since I’m grown up, only once or twice a year. Well it was okay, the weather was fucking cold in the night and during the day the cool wind was fucking strong. I ate a lot as usual, especially sweet potatoes, fried sweet potatoes my favourite! Hope I didn’t put on much weight. I was sick a month ago for one month, and now I’m sick again, but not the worst yet (which I hope not) I’m having slight sore throat, cold and cough. If I ever get sick for a month again, I think I will shrink till no one will recognise me.

Recently, all my mind can think about is, shopping, shopping, shopping and shopping. Will anyone volunteer to be my sugar daddy? Haha. The next think on my mind is results, results and results. I just praying hard and hoping for the best to happen! God bless me!

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