Humans and Lies

Why do people lie? For good or just for fucks? I mean I do lie. In fact, a lot too. Sometimes I think is for the good but sometimes I think it’s also for the bad. I hate lying but at the same time I can’t be to honest. I mean I don't lie in everything of course, but just in certain things. Either I choose to hurt someone now, or later. At the same time, I don’t know why that this particular person (a friend of mine), every time she lies to me, I will definitely find out. Is not because I hire people to spy on her or what so ever but ALWAYS one of my friends will surely tell me something about her. And when I realized the story Y told me (my friend let’s call her Y) and the story another friend told me contradicts, then I feel something is not right. But usually I ignore cause is the least important thing that I need to worry about now.

When Y does something wrong, Y will message me after a few days. And I know it’s because she felt guilty for doing something wrong. She will always ask me, did she do something wrong that’s why I don’t even call or message her? I will ask her back. Why do you think I’m angry with you? Did you do anything wrong and you’re feeling guilty now? She will answer, yes I did something wrong and I’m sorry but she doesn’t wants to tell me what it is. LOL! Weird. Funny. And I don’t understand why.

A friend of mine bumps into her in KL last week. She messaged me and she told me what she saw. So since, Y messaged me yesterday night and asked me whether I was angry with her because it’s been a long time since the last time I messaged her. So this was when I took the opportunity asking her about what my friend saw. She told me she can’t remember going to Pavilion after work. She told me all sorts of things but then I somehow trusted my other friend more than Y, because Y has been to lying to me many times and it’s uncountable. More over my other friend is my close friend.

It’s amazing how God can create humans. They can lie they can eat they can do whatever that it possible. So yeah, this is what we are. Just humans. How we choose to live our life is all up to us. So I guess I need to do something with my life before it’s wasted just like that. I’m young and I’m dangerous.