Sometimes I wonder why when a guy loves a girl so much, yet the guy is not being appreciated. Girls always wish for a guy to love them and be faithful to them. But once you have it, you just don’t want it. Sometimes, it’s because you just don’t love/like them at all and sometimes it’s because of other reasons.

Let’s say you’re a Chinese and an opposite sex which is a different race is crazy for you as in really really loves you and is willing to do anything for you. Will you accept her/him? If your parents didn’t like that person, will you still be with her/him even if you still love her/him so much?

A lot of times I still wonder what love is. Is love like this or like that? I thought I knew what love was once, but now, I’m confused again. It’s difficult to find true love nowadays. Even if you do, it’s difficult to maintain. Honestly, I’m tired of relationships. I’m so tired that I came to a point where I just one a guy to donate his sperm to me so that I can get pregnant, have a child or two and being a single mother. I will be happier than.

Looking at the rate of divorcees which are increasing, quarrelling with your partner because of money, arguing with your partner to see who has to look after the kids, etc…is so stressful sometimes. I might as well build my career, find enough money and then have kids.