life

yes.. yes.. i've not been blogging for errmm...??? (i can't even remember when was the last time i blogged) this shows how busy i am...haha..

last few weeks had not been a 'relaxing week'...i have test one week after another..thus, i fell sick again..had high fever, cold and cough..AND i'm still coughing now..OMG...my throat still itches although i had already finished two bottles of cough syrup..i spent RM65 for my medicines...i only had four types of medicine but it cost me so much.that damn antibiotic cost RM50 for 6 bloody pills...i took 3 days to finish them but i'm still now recovered...

i just don't understand why my strusture's lecturer had to postphone the pass up date for the project three(to design a cale bridge) to the last week of uni which is one fucking week before our finals...see..!! now, we cannot only concentrate on our subjects but also this stupid project..this damn 2nd semester is really making us go crazy and exhausted..now we have to study AND do the project at the same time..but thank gawd, this time only 2 persons are required to present...haha..lucky me, i'm not the chosen one..(what to do, not as "keng" as the rest)..kidding..honestly i'm so so happy that i wasn't the one..if i was the one who present, i'll be so tense up and i don't think i will be able to concentrate on my studies too...

speaking of STUDIES...this time i have to do well..i don't want the same thing to happen to me last semester...*i've learnt my lesson*..and lucky of me to have friends which encourages me to study...so THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU (you guys know who you are right...?? i don't need to say who..)

i've been busy doing this and that till i don't ve much time to spend with kenneth..but nevermind la...(be patient for a while more..hopefully after my finals during my 3 months plus holidays i will spend more time with you la..IF i don't have many plans...hahahaha) *how evil am i!!*

seriously, i'm kinda stress out with a lot of things lately too..those who are close to me knows what is it about...but thanks to my dear friends who was there for me, i don't think too much anymore and now i'm feeling better..

i'm gonna have a hectic weekend this week, i have an extra electrical class tomorrow morning for 2 hours and after that my friends and i will be staying back to study till the sky turns dark...and then on sunday, i will be coming to uni again to continue studying..gosh i wonder how am i gonna survive..maybe i need to search for some pills that can keep me going strong la...lol...

oh ya~! did i mentioned that i FINALLY have a bed in my room in the apartment already?? yes, for those who don't know, i used to sleep on a mattress on the floow when i first shifted in...after hhmmm...let me see, 4 months if i'm not mistaken, my parents finally bought me a single bed from IKEA...i even bought tables and so called "cabinets" (my friends who saw my room will know what i meant my "cabinets")..so now, my room looks more like a ROOM...i don't need to breathe in dust and hair anymore...thus, during the one week break, i cleaned my whole room..wipe the very dusty windows, use the vacuum cleaner to suck in all the dust on he floor and ceiling and wipe the ever black dusty fan...now, my room i so much more clean...i hope there will be no more ants too..haha...yes..is not that my room is very dirty or anything, but then no matter how much i clean before i did this spring cleaning, there will still be ants here and there...but not any more..!!

i guess i'll stop here...have to help the rest to do the stupid project...more to come (but don't know when..lol) hopefully soon...tata!!

bad luckS

it was suppose to be a one week break for me and i'm surrounded with bad lucks..don't ask me what they are..but it really sucks..

-bad lucks are better not said-

i'm back after 2 weeks

well, i have not been blogging for weeks as i was superb busy for the past 2 weeks...too many assignments, projects, tests and reports to be done...i didn't even went back to klang last week but finally my mid-sem break is here...but then, there's still another assignment to be finished before i can really enjoy...

to think about it, i don't think this one week break is really a "break" for me and my other friends as well...WHY?? after this break, we will be sitting for our MatLab test on Tuesday which worth 15% of our internal marks and since i don't know what the shit is going on in this subject, i have to study very hard during the holidays...thus, after this test, i will be sitting for my structures test, so have to study again right??? therefore, one week break = no break...

after all this shit, the last week of october is my FINALS....i repeat, my FINALS...oh my gawd...this 2nd semester is really though and tiring...from the beginning of this semester till the end of the semester i am always busy...and the most fuck-up thing is the damn finals timetable...
on the 24th, i have two bloody difficult paper, electrical and computing (MatLab)...then on the 26th, i have my materials...AND THEN.....my last paper is on the 9th November...what the fuck?? and it's structures..honestly speaking, out of all the 4 subjects, structures is the easier one, but then why must the stupid gab from the 3rd paper to the last paper be so far?? by the time materials is over, is already a half "merdeka" for us...but i don't give a fuck, i will be going to port dickson with my baby-sitter and her family on the 30th...i will continue studying when i return home la...*sigh*

next, i had my "the great newspaper bridge" competition this week..i'm glad to say that our bridge was kinda one of the best, it could stand up to 204kgs...after all the hard work, staying in uni until 10 in the night to finish up the bridge and got burned by the stupid glue gun several times..at least it paid off..

the most bloody thing that irritates me this whole week and also the last week is my health...i'm not recovered until today, still suffering from sorethroat, cold and cough..having not enough of sleep, having so many things to do at one time really make me weak...because i'm so busy, i forgot all about my health..didn't drink enough of water, eating whatever food that i can get, not eating my vitamins and cod liver oil, not drinking my water for my migraine, not drinking some herb drink for my throat, leads to my weak health..i've been eating too many panadol for the past 2 weeks...now, i take aspirin when my migraine attacks instead, since my mum said taking too much panadol is not good...

i have to stop here now...i have another assignment to be done...so adios!!

tired yet happy

because of one presentation and assignment, i had to stay back in uni till 7 plus for 3 days...damn i'm tired!! but it doesn't matter, in the end it went on well...usually, i hate to present as i get nervous easily...but i fucking surprised when my tutor commented on my presentation...she said nothing much to comment about..and i'm good...when she said that, i was like...is she for real??! lol..

well, i'm felt very very happy also because, my last structure's test, got 100%...seriously i was damn surprised too!! oh my GOD...i'm so so happy, and moreover, my materials test and lab report was good as well, so many happy things in one week...gosh..i feel so nice!!

and more, kenneth came and find me for 4 days out of 5...good enough..

seriously, how happy can i be?? having good results, good presentation and assignment's done!!
this coming week will be a little bit more relax than last week..at least i have sometime to rest..

p/s: to ww, ben, huang, hoong and halim..."lui lui" is getting fatter!!! OMG

one after another

remember in my last post i told you i had food poisoning....?? well, i got better of course..but during MERDEKA, i had cough and flu...god damn it!! one after another...it's damn suffering la...
i cough so bad till i got migraine...quickly swallowed one panadol and went straight to bed..half way through sleeping, i couldn't breathe properly...all because of the fucking flu...*sigh* SICK of getting sick..!!

i had one whole week of "healthy" food since i just recovered from my food poisoning, i am not allowed to eat egg and dairy food for a week...

and now, the "one" week is already over..lol!!! i can eat anything..i'm so happy...like today, i ate kaya and butter toast, one mushroom bread and a piece cake..*yum yum* ...seriously, i can't wait to eat more..but my stomach can only accept certain amount of food, so i have to control...

i have to get well soon..cause i got another week of test, reports and presentation coming up!!

p/s: i can't wait for holidays to come...i am seriously very very tired already...i'm sure all my friends are also tired too...

food poisoning

from one week of joy and happiness to another week of disaster...everything went well this week till thursday morning, i had sorethroat and i couldn't eat so i thought maybe it's because i'm having my sorethroat so i lose my appetite..towards noon, i felt worst and i could feel my body's heat increasing and so i had fever...

i was suppose to meet up with kenneth that day cause he was supposed to bring me to midvalley to get my rabbit's cage...although i was sick, i still went..like i said before i thought it was just normal sorethroat and fever...in the end, while eating my dinner, i already felt like vomitting, i barely ate quarter the plate..so right after eating and buying the cage, he brought me home straight...he accompanied me up to the apartment, and spent some time in the apartment for a while..before he left, he asked me whether i need to see the doctor or not? i said it's ok...it's just normal sorethroat and fever and after sleeping i will be fine...but then it wasn't..i fell asleep around 10 something, and started struggling around 12 in the morningi was tossing and turning.. and i messaged weng wai around 1 something, asking him to bring me to the doctor early in the morning, as i'm suffering to the maximum already!! then before i received his reply, i already vomitted, and so after vomitting i felt much better, so i messaged him and said it's ok..i think i can last till after materials lab the next morning then only he'll bring me to the clinic...

but then things got worst after that..around 4 in the morning, i messaged kenneth instead and ask him to bring me to the doctod early in the morning cause i'd been vomitting the whole night..he said ok..so i waited for him till 9 something in the morning then he brought me there..since i've not been to any clinics in sunway, so i just simply drop by one..as long is a qualified doctor, will do...well i don't know whether is she one, but you can judge her yourself, here's the conversation between me and the doctor:

doc: so, what's your problem?
me: erm..i've been vomitting since last night..
doc: how many times did you vomit?
me: more than 10 times
doc: wah, so serious ar?
me: yeah...
doc: ok, so i'll give you some medication to stopped the vomitting and that should be it
me: ok

after that, kenneth sent me back to the apartment and i ate those medicine that she gave me...but guess what, it did not work at all..after eating those medicine, i still vomitted..and so, i called my mum and ask her to bring me back to klang to see the doctor that i used to see whenever i'm sick..so i waited in the apartment for her to come..and immediately i when back to klang to see my doctor...this is what i call a REAL doctor...here's the conversation between me and Dr.Ee:

doc: yes, miss yeo..what's wrong with you this time?
me: i've been vomitting since last night..
doc: hhmm..let me see..(pressing my stomach) any pain?
me: yes..
doc: well, you're suffering from food poisoning..
me: ohhh..
doc: here's what i'm gonna do, i'll give you a jab and some vomitting pills and diarrhoea pills to eat, you only take them 2 to 3 hours after this jab, that is if you still vomit and have diarrhoea..this will go one for like another 2 days or so..so have more rest
me: ok..thank you doctor

see the difference?? anyway, i'm feeling better now...i hope my monday i will be much better..i have one whole busy week coming up...so, god bless me!!

p/s: thanks to all my friends for being so concern over me..i'm very grateful to have friends like you all..and thanks to those who had to do my part of work too..THANK YOU VERY MUCH and sorry for troubling...never expect this to happen!!

a really HAPPY birthday

i'm supposed to post this yesterday night before the 20th of August ends..but instead i enjoyed till 2 in the morning...i went straight to bed when i reached home and that is why i'm only posting it now...

anyway, let's begin...first of all, i would like to say THANK YOU very much to my dear friends who made my birthday this year a sweet, happy and memorable one...

great thanx to those who:

wished me face to face: kenneth, simon, miko, loh, mellisa, kelvin mak, kathy, ah kai,halim, sher ri, mun khea, shi yan, see ting, yeong kwan and ju keong

wished me through a telephone call: chin huang, mum, dad, aunty helen, sa-ee and bee yin

wished me through smsed: usha, yoong kang, evelyn, benjamin, su-lyn, juliana quay, michelle mok, cheng cheng, ee von, weng wai, yune-ine, christine, esther yap, sue-li, sue li, see kelvin, aik hoong, ya cheng, joleen, natalie, cheryl, hui wan, gim loong, mun yee, wei wei, gim soon, rhys dury, wei leng, li wei, li yee and allison

wished me through friendster: william lee, yee cherng, denise, yew seng, pei fei, fitri, jun xue, juvan, olivia carlos, hui chen, kavita, heng wee and jun seong

wished me by passing the message to a second party: li cher and cheng yong

i hope i did not missed out anyone's name...i'm sorry if i did...

okay..this is how i celebrated my birthday this year...

it started from thursday itself, my friend, kenneth brought me to malacca for one night...

i had fun there of course and i also when clubbing in malacca..can you believe it..all the way up to malacca to club?? well anyway, it was also some sort of a business trip for him, he had to deal with some sales and another 2 of his friends followed him there as well, so there were four of us..though there's only a few of us but it was fun..since kenneth was the manager and means he's the head, so he spent more time with me..lol..but seriously, the reason why he went there was just to bring me for holiday...we ate portugis food for dinner and it was extremely tasty...*yum yum*..

the next morning, we left for KL... i overnight there for another night though..and yes, it was the eve of my birthday, so kenneth, mel and friends wanted to countdown together with me..and indeed i had a fun time in the club...some UK guys came approaching me asking me for a stick of cigarette..my god, what a way to "get a girl"..anyway i didn't bother and lucky kenneth was there to stop him though..haha..had fun till 1 somthing in the night and when back up to the hotel to rest..seriously, i'm very tires..clubbing two days in a row..and when i was clubbing in malacca, i got a little bit drunk and vomitted too..but not to worry, everything was fine then...

the moment i reached the room, i changed my clothes and went straight to bed..i was seriously sleepy and tired...then the next morning (Saturday-my official 19th birthday), went back home to the apartment together with mel...not long after i reached the apartment, my guys friends called me and asked me whether i wanted to go out for lunch..since i was hungry so i agreed to follow them..after eating they sent me back...then i continue my sleep as i was still so god damn sleepy..

later in the night mellisa told me that there will be a party for me in the apartment..weeks ago she already informed me that she booked me already and i promised her..actually, the party was meant to be a surprised but then it did not cuz if mellisa don't inform me earlier i would have other plans already..so she asked me act surprised..and i said i will try...lol...

but seriously i got shocked..so happen when she went down to help them carry food and stuff, i was in the roon doing something, then i heard funny noises and i thought there was a robber or something so when i went out to check it out, my girl friends shouted HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me..!!i was surprised, seriously i was..i thought they were the only ones who were here instead, mel n ee von told me there is someone outside the grill waiting to see me..so i was like so curious wondering who's that...and guessed what, it was my guy friends, chin huang, aik hoong, weng wai, ben and halim..they were outside holding something covered with a rug..they kept asking me to pull the rug away but i didn't dare cuz i scared they were trying to fool me..in the end i did pull it and i saw two little cute bunnies..they bought RABBITS as my birthday present..how sweet of them..seriously, thank you very much guys...one's name's lui lui and the other one is chai chai..you see how sweet of them to even name it for me..well i have to remind myself i have to take good care of these 2 rabbits since they are now mine..i was damn damn surprised that they came..earlier in the afternoon when i went out for lunch with them, they kept asking me so what am i gonna do later and i told then that i have party in the house...and all of them was like..oohh..enjoy yourself lar..they have things to do and all..then suddenly..*woosh* they appeared in front of the apartment..you guys really made my day...

and also thanx alot too to my dear girl friends who made the party merrier...we had a lot of fun..my dear friends, weng wai and aik hoong smack cakes onto my face..oh my god..i smelled of coffee cuz the cake's flavour was tiramisu..and then i revenged by smaking them back i mean only the guys...haha..all my 5 guy friends got cream on their faces too..sorry guys!! but it was fun too right??!! haha...

my guy friends left earlier and the rest of us went to asia cafe later for a game of pool..i played only one game as i was so exhausted..after playing we went down to the food court and ate supper befoer leaving..in the end, i reached home around 2 in the morning...

the next morning, since i have electrical test on tuesday, so i met up with my friends in uni to study...study till about 2 something, we were all very very hungry and so we went to ss2 to have our meal..we ate in some mamak which is more high class than normal mamak..well although the food there was expensive but it was nice though..left there around 4 and headed for home..later in the night i'm gonna celebrate with my family members..my mum bought them pizza and i blowed another cake..damn i'm old!! lol...

these are what i got for my birthday present, the 2 cute rabbits of course, one white gold necklace, cute cuddly pillows, a halter top, a red earth blusher and eye shadow, accessories and my birthday cake..

well that's all for now..i still havent's celebrate with some other friends who promised to bring me out and my baby-sitter which i will be celebrating with her and her family next week...i have more to come..haha..ain't i happy enough??

YES, i'm definitely satisfied and happy..

once again i thank all those who made my birthday a real happy one..muaks muaks!!!

list of things

here are a list of things i hope to get and will get:

*Le Sportec sling back
*a pair of Nike sport shoes (this i will definitely get it next month)
*a tatoo at my back, somewhere a little bit above my butt and at the bottom most of my back (i don't know what you call it)
*a new handphone (my old one is kinda "old" already)
*more clothes (never will stop)
*a denim skirt from Levis
*a ring from diamond platinum (hopefully my prince charming will be the one to get it for me..lol)
*a white gold necklace
*dresses (especially the ones from singapore)
*a bikini from Roxy
*a watch from Titus
*a pair of heels from Theme

well, i'll wait and see when will i get all these...no matter how long it takes, i will wait..

p/s: anyone wanna fulfill any items listed above?! you're welcome to...

chocolates

my baby-sitter came back from Switzerland today...she went there for 2 and the half months!! if only i had the chance to follow her...nevermind, maybe i will have the chance when i'm older...
well, she visited the whole of Switzerland, she also flew to France, Germany and Austria..going to all these places is definitely fun but you wanna know what's the even more fun part?? she bought tonnes of chocolates back!!

this morning, while i was still in my dreamland, the ring of my handphone from my baby-sitter woke me up...i went to her house, have a look at her and then ate chocolates...*yum yum yum*..the chocolates are super delicious...(i'd better watch my weight too)...being as greedy as i can, i pick alot of chocolate as i can back home...seriously, though i brought back alot, there are still alot left on the table...actually, my baby-sitter spent all her money on chocolates...she even exceeded the maximum weight allowed for one passenger..if i'm not mistaken, her total luggage weight was about 35kg..can you imagine how heavy it was??

anyway, all these chocolates are nice...but over eating them will make me fall sick, which i think it's gonna happen (touch wood!)..i have to drink more water...even more than i usually drink...
well, what can i say...I LOVE CHOCOLATES!! who don't anyway? by the way, not forgetting...wei leng you want some chocolates or not?? oh and yeah this message is directed to wei leng ---> sorry for not meeting up with you last friday, i wanted to but my dad ask me to go back home so i couldn't...all because of the stupid haze..i will try to make it up with you though.. see ya soon and do take care...!!

birthdays = bankrupt

seriously, my purse is running out of money...as days pass, the amount of notes in my purse is getting lesser..beginning of the month, i find it difficult to button my purse..now's is easy...this means...*you know lar*...morover, this month most of my friends birthday are my close friends...OMG...!! nevermind..i have to budget the following month...

p/s: sometimes, at times like this i really hope money will fall down from the sky..(i know everyone will definitely hope for that to happen!)

*BIG HINT ---> my special date is coming..lol..*

hazardous haze and Happy Birthday Aik Hoong!!

this haze started since last tuesday..i remembered after my computing lab class, the uni was foggy and it smelled of smoke..at first i thought somewhere near the university was burning but actually it wasn't..the smoke came from Sumatera..my gosh..on fire again??! i wonder whatelse is there to burn over there??

anyway the haze got worst... in Sunway, yesterday was the worst...right after my electrical lecture, when we got out of the lecture theatre, we could actually smell smoke...the air was no longer fresh...all of us are breathing "smoke"...because of the haze, everyone is somehow, turning upside down..we can't think properly, can't breathe properly, eyes are getting red and teary, nose becoming more sensitive, keep sneezing and etc..anyway, the air is getting much better but seriously, the rain should better come soon to make sure the air is perfectly clear from this hazardous haze...

besides the damn haze, this whole week went well...it was Aik Hoong's birthday on Tuesday...in the morning, we celebrated in uni, he blowed his birthday cake and as usual, a birthday wish will never be complete without the "cream war"...always, after when one blows the candle, ones face will be filled with cream...everyone had fun thought...in the evening, the 5 of us (me, chin huang, halim, weng wai and ben) brought Aik Hoong to Renaissance, KL to celebrate his birthday again...since it was a 4/5 stars hotel, we wore presentable clothes...we took a group picture (i'll try to upload it when i'm free)...all of us look nice..honestly...well, it was a buffet dinner..so it's definitely eat as much as you can...we took our own sweet time eating...for the first time i ate oyster (i don't quite like it)...besides that, the food was tasty and of course the price was also delicious..lol..well, as long as all of us enjoyed ourselves it doesn't matter much...and indeed we did...

oh yeah..i forgot..on Monday which is one day before Aik Hoong's birthday, the 5 of us, went to midvalley to find for his present...we walked and walked and walked but we couldn't find anything that suits him...then we thought of going to 1 Utama instead to get his present..the rest wanted to go back, left me and chin huang..you see, i heard things wrongly..at first i thought chin huang told me this.." we will proceed to 1U to find Aik Hoong's present, since it's already 6 something, we will eat dinner outside first then only i will fetch you back cause i wanna avoid the traffic jam"... but actually he said this "we will proceed to 1U to find Aik Hoong's present, since it's already 6 something, we will eat dinner in my house with my family members then only i will fetch you back to your apartment cause i wanna avoid the traffic jam"...oh my fucking god..i thought i heard the earlier conversation so i agreed with him..then ben was like.." you sure you wanna go eat with his family member??" i was like...HUH?? wtf..!! i heard things wrongly and i already agreed with him..shit shit shit..!!! i freaked out when i ben told me..and i was like..how how how?? i don't want to eat dinner in HIS HOUSE!! i wanna eat outside..but i cannot..i kept telling him " i'll pass you the money and why don't you go buy yourself lar.. " and he was like..."serious ar??".. in the end, i ended up following him...throughout the whole journey, my heart's beating damn fast...i'm fucking shy to eat with his family...it's not like as if his my boyfriend, if he is then things are different but his not..(by the way, don't get me wrong..i DO NOT have anything towards him, he's just my good friend that's why we are close)..lucky, time pass fast...after about 1 hours plus, he fetched me back..this time since i was there, he took the opportunity to drive his dad's BMW instead of his small mini Tiara..the best part is, the dad followed!!! lol...his dad kept asking me to sit in front with chin huang and i kept denying, but i still ended up sitting in front..usually, chin huang drives like a 'racer'..since the dad is in the car, haha..he had to drive slow and steady...*i think his hands must be sweating*..lol..

-signing off-

blogging for fun

fyi mummy: you still owe me a pair of Nike shoes and a bottle of either "CD" or "Anna Sui"'s perfume..but nevermind, i'm not in a hurry so i'll wait patiently...like people say, patient is a virtue..lol..

i sound damn greedy hey...lol...well, it's my birthday month, of course i'll be more greedy than usual right??!! i think everyone will feel the same too i presume..anyway, i'm just feeling lucky and happy..

glad to have parents who loves me so much, to have friends that are super caring and supportive and for all the fun time that "that special someone" spent with me...

why?

i'm fucking speechless...a lot of "why" questions are running in my mind..i'm very very confused with my feelings right now...when i though things were going on smoothly..something have to "pop" up...*sigh*...someone, anyone, please help me!!

shopping, shopping and more shopping

everyone knows it's the 'Mega Sales' now..i went to 1 Utama last sunday with my mum and dad..met up with mel and joleen there..since they'll be going to midvalley afterthat so i followed them there..but too bad my mum is not following, so i had to spend as much as i can in 1 Utama... =p

and so i did..i bought one levis jeans, 4 spagetti stripe and 3 blouse...that's not the end of my shopping list you see...yesterday, my mum had to attend some high tea with her old friends in sunway, so afterthat we went shopping again..this time i bought another 3 blouse..lol..tell me..how happy can i be?? if you ask me..i don't think my shopping marathon ends here..i still have another month to shop before the sale ends... *smiling*..hope to see more that attracts me in weeks to come...there's only one reason i can think of why my mum actually allows me to shop that much is because my birthday's coming..*a reminder to my friends* haha....

anyway, i'm seriously one lucky girl..that i have to admit!!my friends will know why..

dilemma

*don't ask me why*...just feel like blogging about my feelings only...

something to share

i attended my friend's (see ting) birthday party today..everything were fine till me and two other younger guys were talking about relationships..and the birthday girl joined the conversation too..well when she said..do you think that true love ever exist in this world??....it made me ponder for a while..

yes, does it really exist? honestly i don't think so..here's why...i was once deeply in love but now my heart's shattered into pieces..i have a fragile heart which will get hurt easily..i was so in love till i didn't wanna let him go although we broke up..i cried and moan for 3 months..YES i did..i know it's stupid but i really loved him so much..during my break up period...all my fellow friends and family members will give me one whole lot of advices, i listened but i can never do what they ask me to do..telling me what to do is easy, but for me to DO it..it's difficult, if you ask me, did i totally let him go? then answer is NO...yes i am a happier person now..without him i can live my life to the fullest, but at times when i'm feeling lonely i'll think back of all the memories i had..

sad to say, but he's my first love that's why is hard for me to let go..i don't know why..maybe it's just me..who's trying to be stubborn..now, i'm in dilemma..i don't know how to express it out..but it's still about guys..you know, i really hope i'd never been into a relationship before..when i start to learn what is love, how is it like having a boyfriend who cares for you and learning how to love someone, i can never forget these three things and maybe more that i'd learned...although i'm enjoying my single life, but at times, i can feel there's a hole in my heart which no one can patch it except for the guy i love..

i really envy my close friend, who had never start any relationship before, yes she might have like someone, but she had never love anyone before..and because of this she's such a happy go lucky person, who doesn't know the meaning of love..which makes life much easier now..

i admit that i'm now a girl who's affraid of accepting LOVE...i might want someone to care for me but at the same time i'm affraid to fall for him...i'm affraid that i will get played another time which i cannot afford to let that happen cause if it happen's again, i will suffer from depression..i'm only 19 and yes i know there's still a long way to go...but along this long way, who knows what will happen..

sometimes i hope very much that i can see the future befoer i accept anything because i'm affraid to try..but if i don't try i don't learn..so..*sigh* i really don't know what to do..i leave my fate in god's hands..i wish he'll know what's best for me..

i finally started going to the gym again~~

my migraine from yesterday night has not fully recovered..this morning i still felt some pain in my head but then i swallowed one panadol to get rid of it cause if not, i won't have the mood to do anything but lying on the bed..

i did my house chores before i went out..at about 4.30pm, i left the house and went to pyramid..i shopped alone today..*smiles*..it's nice shopping alone once in a while..you don't have to worry about anything when you are alone..you just shop as you wish and you have all the time in the world to shop!! i ended buying another pair of sandals from "nose"..

i left pyramid at 7pm to meet up with chin huang at the elephant walk..he wanted to follow me and weng wai to the gym today...so i fetched him there..and yes, i finally went to the gym..!! after 2 weeks of continuous eating without exercising i think i put on some weight, but surprisingly one friends from gym say i didn't...lol..gosh i'm so happy..!!

after gym, since i wanted to eat western food, so we went to ss3 to have our...how do i call this?? i didn't have my dinner and by the time we finish gym and all it's already 10..so maybe supper lar?? i rushed home immediately after supper cause i will be going to malacca tomorro with my aunty..!! i know i know i'm damn happening *perasannya* haha but i can't help it..it's holiday and i need to enjoy before uni starts..!!

got to go!! i have to wake up at 7.30am cause my aunty will be fetching me from my house at about 8am..so adios..!! will blog about malacca when i'm back..~~

migraine sucks!!

though i had a wonderful time today, but my migraine attack half way through and this sucks!! i hate migraines as it'll make me feel sick...usually only one part of my head will get damn pain, but today my whole head is damn pain..i cannot sleep, i can hardly talk and i can hardly walk properly..cause when i do, the nerves will bit very very fast and i can feel it..and you wouldn't wanna try that!! i really wonder what the fuck is wrong with my head..!

oh my god...i seriously can't stand the pain, i need a miracle to stop this pain..!! but i know it won't happen..so i have to suffer till the next morning...god bless me!!

fun, fun and more fun

wei leng, swee sum, chin huang, halim, weng wai, aik hoong and joleen came down to klang today..they met up in my house together with su-lyn, ben, julian and tee yen to have bah kut teh for breakfast..i did not follow them as i had to buy some stuff to cook lunch in the afternoon..anyway i wasn't in the mood to eat bah kut teh today so decided not to follow them..

after breakfast, they went over to ben's house first then at about 2 something they came back to my house to meet up with chin huang..by the way, chin huang did not joined them for bah kut teh too cause who couldn't come down to klang earlier for some reasons..before having late lunch, we played one game called "Taboo"..you know what game is that? well this game is something like charades where one person will act out and the rest of the group members must guessed it..but in taboo you can only talk and no hand actions, there will be a stack of cards, when it's our turn, we flip the card and see what it sayw on the card and we describe it so your group members can gguess what's the word...but in the card, there will be a list of words that you cannot say while describing it to your members..and the best part is, you have to fast cause there's a time limit for it..and of course we had fun during the game..we laughed and laughed non-stop..it's funny to look at the person when he/she's trying to make the members guess what word is it...

at about 6 pm, we left for telok gong to have out dinner..i know i know it's kinda early to have dinner but some of them had to leave early but in the end those who had to leave early didn't joined us for dinner..so what the heck! since we're all out of the house, let's just get there..lol
the seven of us ordered 6 dishes..telok gong = seafood...yummy..!!

this is really one sinful holiday..lol..i pratically eat a lot everyday..but wtf..!! when uni starts.. i'll be food deprive so what the heck! i have to eat all i can during the holidays lar..!!

i miss all of you!!

here goes the list...

*wei leng
*chee chang
*weng jian
*poh ting
*zhao phin
*kah kiat
*koon aw
*chun wei
*tian han
*brian
*eugene
*daw bin
*kin hoong
*benjamin
*su-lyn
*weng wai
*kok fung
*ee sern
*jun xue
*amit
*kenny
*soon heng
*flora
*denise
*natalie
*yoong kang
*steph
*adelynn

these are all my ex-classmates from s10 last year during SAM..i really miss them A LOT!

i'm very lucky to meet up with most of them today..especially those whom i hardly see..chee chang, zhao phin, weng jian, poh ting, chun wei, koon aw and soon heng...

this morning i went to KL to do some shopping together with my close friends, su-lyn and ee von..then i met up with a friend of mine for lunch..spent about 4 hours there and then left for home early as i had to meet up with my ex-classmates for dinner in sunway...well, this gathering thingy was a last minute plan..it was only planned at 10 something in the night if i'm not mistaken..ain't we crazy?!! lol..anyway, it did work out! i was so so happy to meet all of them..i can't express how i felt at the moment when i saw all of them..seriously..there was like some kind of bond we had together last year..honestly speaking last year was one of the best class that i had ever been..the people in the class were marvellous!! we always chill out together and when for a lot of outings together too...i miss those times we had together as well...

we ate steamboat for dinner..it's buffet style..so eat all you can!! and guess what the restaurant's name is "yuen's steamboat"..." i should tell them.."hey, you name your restaurant after me! so, you should give me discount for eating here"..lol...we took lots of pictures..see, if i have the time, i'll post it up..frankly speaking the steamboat wasn't that delicious, but the chicken wings were!!

though all of us are now separated, going our own ways, but we still contact one another..that's the best part..we still try to call everyone out to meet once in a while except for those who are studying abroad..well when they come back to malaysia we will find them too..i hope to see more of them in future..i hope to have more of this kinda gatherings too..

p/s: THANX TO EVERYBODY WHO TURNED UP TODAY..I ENJOYED MYSELF VERY MUCH AND I HOPE YOU DID TOO..!! I'M VERY VERY HAPPY TODAY TO SEE ALL OF YOU..!!
MISS YOU GUYS, LOVE YOU GUYS AND DO TAKE CARE...MUAKSS..!!