Thursday, September 27, 2007

Crazy people doing crazy things

I am on a one week break now. So far, it had not really been a really great one, but a CRAZY one though. Started of on Friday, my ball night, I found it boring, so I left to Hard Rock early, around 10 something. The ball was held in Mandarin Oriental, KL. It was not bad lar actually, just that my group of friends weren't there, that's why it made me bored. I was tag along to go together with Su-Lyn and Ling Ying, I felt sorry for them as I left earlier, and the both of them are stranded there and waiting for someone to fetch them back. Lucky for Ling Ying, that her dad is willing to fetch her back at 11pm, however Su-Lyn, had to wait for another friend to fetch her back, so she had to suffer the boringness for a longer time. Poor her.

The next day, Saturday, I went back to Klang, since it had been a long time I didn't not go back already. I stayed in Klang till Wednesday, and only came back up today. The original plan was to come back up to Sunway on Wednesday, however, my vrazy friends CH, Alex, WW and Halim, after watching the movie Skinwalker in The Curve, out of no where, someone said, let's go genting, oh my god, I thought they were just kidding at first, but they weren't. At 5pm they decided to go genting, we went home, pack out things, met up at 8pm and left to genting. WW drove up his bro's Wish up, while going up the highlands, Alex took over and drove all the way up since he's better! Haha. Anyway, reach genting around 10pm, check in the hotel, went for dinner, then walk around the cold breeze outside in the dark. Quite scary. The tadaaaa!!! it was my first time entering the Casino, since I am already officially 21. Haha. I won lar, but not much. But proud though, first time entering and I won! Haha. It's just good luck lar!

Anyway, we didn't had much sleep, cuz we spent quite a long time in the casino, except for Halim and WW they both did not enter. Left genting the next day around 11am++ and reach Klang around 4pm after seeing the doctor again. For god sake, it's the third time in 2 weeks I visited the doctor. Enough! I need to be more careful in what I eat, cuz my throat is killing me.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Unwell

Nothing to blog about cuz I'm not in the mood. I'msick and feeling weak. That's all you guys need to know!

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

BUMMER!

MicroP exam just over this morning. It was supposed to be a 1 hour 45 minutes lab exam but instead it become a 2 hours plus test. And because of that, our written exam will be postponed till to be advised. Gosh non of us finished it. It was quite difficult as compared to last semester (how i knnew, cause I fail that sub last sem). Now out lecturer is deciding whether to give us another test, cuz he doesn't wants to fail us. Please I just hope for the best.

Every morning when I wake up, I feel very sleepy and always said to myself, what ever plan I plan for, I'm not gonna do it. But after bathing with icy cold water, and feeling more fresh, I'll do anything and sometimes even more that what I planned to do. Half a year ago I use to bathe with hot water because there was heater, but last month, I started bathing with cold water because the plug got burn and couldn't work anymore. Don't know what happen to it, stupid plug even the fius is not working if not, it wouldn't make a hole into the power point. The whole apartment was smelly everytime afetr I bathe, I didn't know why until 2 days later. I realised that the apertment always had this burned smell after I bathe, so one fine day, I decided to find out what was it, I followed the wire, and then there it was, the plug has melted. THANK GOD the apartment didn't blew up! God Bless Me!

Anyway, coming back to where I was, yeah, one down, 2 more to go. One this coming Saturday and another is to be advised.

Monday, September 10, 2007

Busy weekend

The weekend was a tiring one. I worked the whole day on Saturday from 7 in the morning till almost 9 in the night. I was working in Sunway Resort Hotel for the Monash graduation ceremony. Not me who's graduating but my other seniors who finished studying last year and this middle of the year. I was working for an australian photo studio company. Monash actually hired them to take studio pictures for those graduates and family. They really do look after their people huh. Because they can actually invite those photographer locally instead from overseas and in fact if they invite local studio photographers, it is much cheaper than hiring those from aussie. But it was fun working with them thought although is tiring and me and my other 2 friends had been standing practically most of the time. However, they were supposed to pay us RM250 at first, but then once everything end, they ended up paying us RM350 each. Wow! Good deal right? Haha. Anyway, in the end everything was worth though. Next year, I hope I will be working for them again. Haha, at least I can earn some money to buy myself more stuff that I want to!

Afterthat I was supposed to go for dinner together with Fara in KL. Ended up in hrc again. For the first time I was there, I felt like sleeping. Haha. It never felt this way before. Guess Iw as really tired. But I could still last through out the night, after everything, went for a drink, then straight back home and sleep immediately!~ Woke up around 12 something, when back to Klang to meet my parents along with chin huang at around 3pm. Home was like heaven when I only go back after 2 weeks plus. When home studied a little for a while, then sleep again, the bed was to resisting including the air cond as well. Gosh, but only slept a while lar. Pack my clothes because those in the apartment is running low. I realised my wardrobe is expanding very big already. Though I took out alot of clothes from the cupboard and hang those who were folded on the table the wardrobe is still very full!!!

Nevermind, that won't stop me from shopping unless I am real broke! Haha. Naughty me, I know I know. In the night, we went for dinner. We ate steamboat since my mum and chin huang wasn't feeling well. I sweat like hell wei! At around 9pm, my journey back home to sunway started together with chin huang. Reach home, continue studying again and then slept at 12 something. There goes the weekend!!!!~~~~

Friday, September 07, 2007

Thursday felt like Friday

Sorry tht I only blog things tht happened yesterday, today. I am lazy to go online when I am at home lar. That's why. I often use the pc in uni more than my laptop at home. I am distracted with other things like my bed, food, tv and yes cleaning. Have I ever mentioned before that I am one clean freak? I get very irritated when I see a single strain of hair on the floor. I'll pick it up nd throw right into the bin. Every time when I clean the house, I will make sure the floor is SHINNING clean. Yes I know I'm crazy at times, but this is just my nature lar. So whoever wants a housemate who cleans everytime, you can definitely find me! Haha.

Anyway, Manufacturing lab was cancelled in the morning, so I only had 2 hours lecture from 12-2pm but I skip cuz I was in the Elab working on the Altera again. So it does feel like Friday when actually, it is Friday today! Usually on Fridays I have one MicroP lecture and that's it. That's why yesterday felt like today! Haha. Usually, I hope that time past faster. But today, I hope that time passes by slower. Because I have 2 tests next week and I'm nto even half ready! Oh No!!!! I find it difficult for me to concentrate. Just don't know why la! Someone half to pinch me or give me a big tight slap to make me wake up! (Just Kidding!)

Tonight, I have to sleep early, I have to work from 7 in the morning till 7 at night. for 12 freaking hours, but thank god the pay is ok. In fact good lar. How good? (It's private and confidential) Anyway, I definitely need to sleep early tonight lar so that I won't faint while working! Haha.

That's all for now. Can't think of anything to blog about. Maybe tomorrow lar, or if not, Monday!

Thursday, September 06, 2007

List of Posts

6th Sept 2007:
After 8 weeks of "relaxing", I have 2 tests next week. One for MicroP worth 20% in 3 hours, 2 hours lab test, an hour of written test. Gosh. Another one will be Manufacturing on Saturday. Suddenly need to study so much. Still don't have the real mood to study yet! But have to still, no choice unless I wanna fucking fail any subjects again. Anyway, I'm now in the Elab working on my Altera board which is damn boring at times. That's why I'm blogging! Lol~~

5th Sept 2007:
Last night I went to hrc with my friend Ijan. She will be flying to Jakarta tomorrow for 4 days, for holidays! Wow how nice! If only I could follow her there! But I'm studying, I cant, that's why sometimes I feel like working at least I have leaves to take and I can go anywhere with anyone. Her flight from LCCT to Jakarta is at 7am. She was so excited about this trip cuz she is going alone. At first she was suppose to go with another friend, but last minute the friend couldn't make it cuz didn't manage to get approval for leave.haha. Poor her. Well continuing, since she was so excited and her flight was so early, she needed to chek in an hour before, enough said, she had to take the bus from KL sentral at 4.30am. She was scared to fall asleep cuz she's worried that she'll miss the flight, so she decided to hang around in hrc together along with me. We had ample of time. By the time the band played their 3rd set, it was only 2.15am and we still had another 2 more hours to go before I could send her to KL sentral for her to catch the bus to LCCT. To waste our time, we went Lotus t had a drink and a meal I was feeling hungry so I ate if not I usually never eat after hrc but I didn't finish the mee goreng I ordered. Luckily time passed fast because we were exchanging grandmother stories aiya, you know lar girls gossiping.

After dropping her off, I flew back (as in drove real fast) as quick as I could cuz it was 4am in the morning and the road was quiet. Yeah I know. I won't go out so late so often when I'm alone anymore. Anyway I was scared also lar, cuz the last time I came back around 2 something after midnight studying I bump into a F**KING flasher as mentioned in mt post much earlier. It was even worst than bumping into a ghost wei! Lucky enough, I reached home safely, the lift weren't working so I ran up the stairs. Thank god onlu 6th floor, if it was 17th I think by the time I reach up, I need someone to fetch me to the hospital already! lol

4th Sept 2007:
Had MicroP lab as usual. I thought it was suppose to be Mr. Veera that will evaluate us today but instead it was still Mr. Nader (*jumps happily*). The most shocking news was when Mr.Nader annouced that our 20% test will be next week. In my hear I was like what the hell, why tell now? can't he told us earlier or something. Anyway, nevermind, nothing can be said and done excpet just STUDY. Things were normal as every Tuesday was, had lab in the morning, followed by a lecture, and then 3 hours of break and finally another 3 hours of project lab. After that went back home and slept a while. Dinner was at 8pm in Taman Paramount, the famous "yam tong" (soup) place. It is famous for their steam soup, in fact all their food there are steamed. It is healthy though. Since chin huang was not feeling well, that's why we decided to eat there. Then the night end after having a stick of cigarette and watching Beauty and the Gee, funny reality show though, watching the dumb beauties dating with geniuses geek guys!

3rd Seot 2007:
Classes always started at 11am on Mondays, it was Manufacturing lecture which was boring as ever. His damn voice is so monotonous that makes all his student sleep in the lecture. Well, after that I had a 1 hour only Modelling Tutorial. My day was just plain boring. Studied a lil though for manufacturing since the test is in 2 weeks time. After that, I need more sleep!

2nd Sept 2007:
It was TYen's birthday today. He's turning 21! So happy birthday yeah boy! Haha. Enjoy while you're still young (the way I ptu my words is like as if I am already old!) Anyway, I my age seems young, but honestly I've been through as much experience as a 25 year old human! Alright, as usual, we will celebrate everyone's birthday. This time we celebrated his in Jack's Place Sunway Pyramid. When he wanted to blow his birthday cake, he thought it was chocolate but it was durian instead. Sorry lar boy, we didn't know that you love chocolates. About his present, we could only afford to buy him a wallet when he wanted the Arsenal Jersey, sorry lar boy again, only 10 people sharing you present lar, not enough money. We would love to buy for you if our parents open a printing bank notes money! Anyway, hope you enjoyed the day and likes you present! At night, I went for dinner together with chin huang's parents and then only he told me that his parents might celebrate the bro's birthday which is on the 3rd Sept. So again I bought another cake and ate another cake. Both from the same place "Cake Sense" but diffrent flavour lar of cuz, this time it was orange. I love to buy cakes from there if the occasion is small because the cake is just nice for small group. And the price is reasonable and the decoration, close to fantastic. Lol~~

1st Sept 2007:
Today was Midvalley's turn to have their Midnite sale. When they say Midnite, means the shops will all close at 12am. Kinda weird though. Usually when people say midnite, it was suppose to at least last a while after midnite, not immediately close at 12am. Anyway, the sale weren't that great lar. In fact only certain shop participate, not all. Some, right after 10, they start closing already. So boring and not sporting. Haha. But common man, it is midnite sale for the whole shopping complex, just participate lar, at least got more to look forward to than to only see certain shops open. Plain old boring things. Didn't buy anything for myself and chin huang though, just bought the wallet for TYen and a sleeveless shirt for Paula, my dear lady singer from the band Redemption who once played in Hard Rock Cafe, KL in the month of June and July. She's hot babe! But sorry, she's married already. Haha. And she have a nice name, Joanne-Paula. Sweet~I woke up late today because I went to Hard Rock with my friends to chill. After clubbing, I went Lotus again to drink till about 4.30am and by the time I reached home it was already 5am. That explains why I woke up late. After I woke up, I had a short study period along with chin huang at Mcd's and then at my apartment. Well, I was also actually supposed to go midnight study together with cher and kc, but I told her I will be late so I guess she waited for me till bored already and her bf wants to sleep early, so we cancelled that plan. Haha! So called for our studying night. The next time cher, we MUST start doing it, remember, we don't want to have the same feeling of fear we had only studying few days before our paper! Haha. And I promise to be early so that you won't wait till sien!~

31st Sept 2007:
Firstly, Happy 50th Merdeka Malaysia! Yeah, for foreigners who are reading, it's our Malaysia's birthday! Haha. Anyway, I woke up late today because I went out shopping in 1U midnight sales together with chin huang and after that when to meet up with his friends and gambled a while till 4am. Bought hell alot of things. I bought myself 4 t-shirts and chin huang bought himself 2 t-shirts and 2 boxers. Signed my card till no one's business. Haha, look like next month I have to be worried of my credit card bill! Anyway, it is fun to once in a while go shopping like this. I was real happy with what I bought! Enough said. After that we watche Fracture. It's a good movie, watch it if you haven't.

-Alright, I'm signing off now, another lab session is coming in so I need to get the hell out of this lab!- Adios!

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

No MicroP Lab

Yes, the title says so, microP lab has been cancelled today and I'm in uni randomly doing something. I knew it yesterday that the lab was cancelled but I still came only thing abit later instead of 8am just to continue on with lab 3. But now since I don't have the C codes to run the specific task, I'm blogging. Haha.

Anyway, today is already Tuesday, 4 more days will be my grand 21st birthday party. Gosh aren't I excited. I am but not as excited as you think I am. Probably is not that near yet! Anyway I will be celebrating it in the Royal Selangor Yatch Club in Port Klang on the 18th of August 2007. Yes, especiall to Tan Sue-Li whom is stuck in Aus, and I can't invite you, this is where I will be celebrating. I will try to post some pics, but if you can't find it here, please go to my friendster and see lar. Easier also lar ah po!~

Well, this is the biggest party I ever planned in my entire 21 years of living in this world! Maybe the next big one will be my wedding, but not so soon lar of cuz! 21!1 Gosh I can't believe I am an official adult already. Can practically enter the casino for real, and also clubbing for real. Don't have to sneak in already (not that I've tried sneaking in before) I always just go in. I look matured or I can say old I guess that's why they don't usually check. On with my party, I will be having my party at the poolside unless it starts raining and I have to shift inside the restaurant instead. But I really hope it wont't rain. One is because it's fun having a poolside party, second, there is another birthday celebration going on in the club as well which is also inside the restaurant, as I only invited most to most 100 people, the other party had 15o people. Oh my, I don't want my party to be together with those outsiders, no offence but then if ever we mixed out parties together, it will be like hell!

Typing this post makes me more excited about my party! Haha. I invited lots of relatives and friends! Oh my, I really hope my party will turn out to be a great one!

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Tired but still surviving

Gosh, what a long today. Been awake since 7.30 in the morning till now. I had 2 labs today. Micro. P lab was the most tiring one which starts from 8 till 11. Can you imagine early in the morning already dealing with programming. Woo, this is the last thing that I ever wanna touch and think man! Who ask me to be so stupid and lazy that I failed this subject and had to repeat again. All thanks to my laziness, but I promise myself I'll try my best to do well this semester.

Micro lab is never that fun last sem when I took it cuz it's in groups of three. Now that I am on my own, I learn more. Is a good thing though but having to start it from scratch is tiring. Building the stupid system then waiting for it to compile is irritating enough. Not only that, let's just say if one of the item we added into the system is wrong, that's it we have to redo and compile again. These take for hours man! That's why sometimes is time wasting. Miss one step, and there goes your day.

What happen to me today was, last week, the project that I saved in the local C drive was all gone. FUCK whoever who deleted it, I had to start again. But I was not that bad, my friend Alex was even worst. At least I realised it and started building it again.

What happen to Alex was like this, he came in the morning, reading the lab sheet for the last exercise. While reading he was already scratching his head on how to do it, then kept asking and dreaming till Mr. Nader even commented that he was looking around more than doing his work. Then he just kept "kepo-ing" around other people's one without realising his not done yet. He even tried to debug and typed C codes to make the altera board run as hoped. While debugging it, he praying and hoping that everything was fine, but sadly, didn't then round 10, he got fed-up and tried to ask Yoong Kang for help. While trying to figure out what's wrong, Yoong Kang realised the error and told Alex, this is not the file! Alex when like "Oh No!!". Haha. Funny him, after 2 long hours, he had to start it all over again. Poor him though.

Anyway, we will be doing the god damn lab again on Thursday. Haha, hopefully everything goes well for everyone including my baby..!!

Thursday, August 02, 2007

Waiting

I hate waiting. I dislike people who likes to make me wait. While waiting for you, I can do so many stuff but because you always said wait shortly, I waited. Next time why don't I try making you wait then you tell me how it feels alright? WASTE OF TIME! FUCK!!!

Just updates

Firstly, Sue-li if you're reading this post, I'm sorry for not posting anything for a long time. Had been lazy not busy to post up stuff..Sorry again~!

Anyway, nothing interesting happen lately. Since the first week of uni started, it has all been wake up, get ready to go uni, go for class, class done, go back, eat dinner(only sometimes), watch tv, do some revision then sleep. So BORING right? My god, I can't stand this life at times, feel like giving up and just having fun. But without a degree, I won't get a good job, no good job leads to no good salary and no good salary leads to no good life. In short, still have to study~ =(

I got another 1 and the half year more to go, provided I don't fail more. Hopefully.

Lately, I already watched almost all the english movies that are shown in the cinema. Starting from transformers-nice, die-hard 4-wow, harry-potter-not as good as the previous one, the simpsons-super funny, disturbia-boring, the invisible-touching. So far till now, the only show that i havent watch is bordertown casting jennifer lopez. I'm waiting to watch that too. Besides, I'm waiting for rise of the blood hunter, rush hour 3 and ratatouille to come out!

I'm blogging because I'm having break now till 12, anyway, gotta go makan first, will have lectures from 12-2pm. Before I get gastric again I better grab something first.

Sayonara!

Monday, July 23, 2007

First day of Lab

Last week was just pure lectures, this week, my labs started. I had my first modelling lab and tute today. So far so good, at least we weren't so lost like how we are when we did power lab last year. Cuz this time my lecturer Dr. Edwin and the tutor, I don't know how to spell his name, is very good. haha. They are so helpful. Now, I'm hoping when I do my thesis next year, I'll get the opportunity to be under him, as he is much better and helpful compared to the other lecturers man!



So far, this modelling lab still look and feel ok. I'm hoping all 4 labs for modelling will also be ok. This time, I promise to myself I will be more hardworking than the semesters that had past. Yes, I must, no matter how tough it takes. Some might think I'm just bullshitting, but this time I'm for real. I WILL make myself study!!

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Birthdays

I'm back in Klang not to spend time at home but to attend my dear friends birthday party. One each night, Friday night, Saturday night and Sunday night as well. Yup, since all the 1986s are all 21 this year, it's a big celebration for everyone, maybe not everyone, but most.



Tonight, I attended one which was very grand, it's like attending a wedding dinner. But it was fun though. I was so glad that I met alot of my long time no see friends, and i missed chatting with them and also laughing with them. I remember those were the days, when we meet up with one another just to gossip or maybe joke around or what so ever. But now, most of us have our own paths, all walking on different paths that separates us. Some remains the same, some really change 180 degrees.



I realised we are all now 21, being and official adult, everyone will have their on way. Some already working, some still studying, like me, some just started studying, some flying off to further their studies. People change huh, some getting fatter, some getting prettier, some getting thinner, some getting taller, some getting more handsome but sad to say there are some who are getting uglier. Haha, what to do, this is life, things change whether you like it or not.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Confused

I'm sometimes very confused with what I'm doing. Am I blind or am I not? Am I all out of love or I want more? Why am I doing things that I'm not supposed to do and not doing things that I am supposed to do? What's with me nowadays? What happened to the Yuen Shin that I once knew? Sometimes I feel that I've changed to be a very different person whom people no longer know me that well anymore. Why did I changed? Did I do it on purpose? Did I do it for the sake of doing it? Or did I do it just because I want to please everyone? I know it's wrong, but I still continue doing it. There are a lot of things that I want to talk about to someone who I can trust, but I can't because I don't trust anyone besides myself. I cry sometimes wondering what has become of me? I don't know who am I now. I need someone to tell me and guide me, but who? Enough said, sometimes I hope I was never born out in this world!

New beginning

2nd sem had started and a new study life begins. I must now remind myself, no playing, no smoking, no drinking etc. but can I avoid myself from doing all this? We'll see by the mid of this semester.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Exam Stress Is Over!

And so the title says, exams are over. I have less stress now until the 13th when the results are gonna come out. Anyway, although it's been a stressful 3 weeks, but I will definitely miss those weeks. I miss going to Mcd almost every night to study and one day before a paper, I used to stay up very late together with alex and sometimes with cher studying all the way till 4 and only having 3 hours of sleep. Pimples start popping out like nobody's business and my face look so dead now. Look like a old aunty.haha!

As for now, I will take a break from Mcd. Enough of Mcd maybe until the next semester begins. This is the first time through out my schooling time, till SAM, till uni, I'm so stressed out till I break down into tears. I never felt like that before. Maybe this year is really though. Honestly I regretted taking engineering, but I can't turn back time now, I must finish this no matter how difficult it takes.

Anyway, throughout exams and late night studies, SHIT happened. There was one night where I came back around 2 something in the morning after studying in Mcd, while I was on the way up in the lift to my 6th floor, i fucking bump into a flasher. This fucker got down on the 3rd floor and while walking out of the lift, he flash his fucking cock to me. Being "quite" calm, in my heart I was like what the fuck are you trying to do but at the same time scared, I still managed to spray the fucking pepper spray at him, but he managed to avoid it. Stupid blardy bastard, fucking sex maniac, nothing better to do is it? The next time I see him I will spray the pepper spray on his cock instead, FUCKER! watch out man!

From now on, if I come back late nights, I will either put a night in cher's house or chin huang's hse or either as chin huang to overnight in the apartment. This place, Lagoon Perdana is fucking scary. Even now the lights in the lift aren't working, only one is lighted up and the lift is dim.

Tonight, I did nothing much only when to 1U jalan-jalan. Wanted to watch a movie, but the time are not suitable, then we went to play snooker with Alex instead. After that when to it "lut-lut" and I'm having stomach ache now, I wonder is it because of the "lut-lut"? sigh..

For this holiday, I will be going to singapore with my friends.Yay! A good break finally. Away from stress and problems. Was supposed to plan to go to bali, but because I decided to shop with my spiff, I cancelled the trip to bali and will only go another time. Too bad this time the spiff isn't as good as the previous one, so things that I wanna do are more constraint. LOL~~

Enough said, without exam there's no stress, but sometimes is boring when I come to think about it. Sometimes a little stress is good. At least it lights up my life a little. HAHA! Now I have to plan how to fill my time till the next semester begins.

More to come on the next blog. I'm sleepy now, need to catch up with my sleep! GOOD NIGHT!!!

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Big girls don't cry

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
La Da Da Da Da Da

I love this song so much. Don't know why, but just love it. Anyway it's dedicated to a friend of mine. =)

Monday, June 11, 2007

A day away yet still dreaming

It's only one and the half day away from my first paper, and I'm still have time to blog. I don't know why I can make myself concentrate during the day but my brains can work better during the night. In short, I can only study well at nights. Last night till 3am I was in McD ss15 studying with my friends. I can't afford to this everynight cuz my exams are still a long way go till the 25th June.

If I sleep late every night, one fine day I will fall sick and cannot afford to fall sick if I want to pass all my papers. That's the problem with last minute studying. Every time when I study towards exams are coming, I will tell myself "next time must study earlier then don't have to struggle till like that" but somehow it won't happen.

Semester after semester I've been repeating the same old routine. DAMN~! Is there anyone that can suggest me a better way of forcing myself to study? sigh... I know i know, I play too much also but that's just me lar..as long study and pass can already, don't need to score so high. It's not a good attitude though!

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Resolution

My resolution for these two months is to SLIM down. And mark my words, I WILL!!
-shit i must no matter what although these 3 days, I've been eating good food...- haha

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Crazy In Love

I'm so crazy in love these few days. Not with boys but with shopping. Lately, I've been doing shopping a lot as compared o other years, and what's worst, they are all expensive. OMG, I need to cut down before I declare myself bankrupt! Haha...

Here are a lst of things I bought for the past one month:

1. Naf Naf dress
2. La Primavera Heels
3. Lewre Sandals
4. MNG spagetti stripe
5. Blouse from Top shop
6. ELLE handbag
7. Tube top from Top shop
8. Yin & Yang dress
9. 2 Esprit T-shirt
10. Arnold Palmer T-shirt
11. Skirt from Tribeca
12. One long top from some side stalls in Subang Parade

My total bill just buying all those came up to about RM1200. Haha..crazy..When I look at it, I don't believe myself after calculating my receipts!

Lately I've been buying bottles and bottles of nail polishes too. And some make up lar...Maybe I'm trying to be a real girl already..cuz I'm officially turning 21 in hmm let me see... 2 months 14 days time ..lol~~~

Conclusion: I NEED TO CONTROL AND START SAVING. If unless I have sponsors I will continue... =)

Besides the crazyness of shopping, I'm trying to diet also so that I can fit into all my clothes which I can't wear last time..forcing myself to lose weight. I already made deals with certain friends, trust me, the next sem, you'll see me slimmer than before.. haha (I better hope so!) ;)

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Boring

When it comes to studying it's always boring. I wonder why/ Maybe I'm just not interested in it. Honestly, I can't wait to work and earn my own money. Most of my friends fear of working but I'm not. I wonder why again. Am i that weird? I feel that working life suites me better than studying. But now no matter what I have to force myself to study just to get the degree and then I can continue with life.. ha~~ that's my plan..faster study finish, faster work..

Coming to think about working, I don't think I will end up working as what I'm studying. I don't enjoy engineering that much. And if I'm given a chance, I would had major in marketing and finance. But it's too late already. Nevermind, when I work, I still have the slight chances. haha~~

Sometimes when some juniors asked me should they study engineering, I will advise them, if you're not a hardworking person, better not! It's true..in this course you can't get lazy, you barely have time to get lazy, if you're lazy you'll end up strugling like me. 2 weeks before exam getting scared and worried and over-stressing myself.

Anyway, I have to end now. I seriously need to get back to study before I fail another paper..

chao~~