Yes, the title says so, microP lab has been cancelled today and I'm in uni randomly doing something. I knew it yesterday that the lab was cancelled but I still came only thing abit later instead of 8am just to continue on with lab 3. But now since I don't have the C codes to run the specific task, I'm blogging. Haha.
Anyway, today is already Tuesday, 4 more days will be my grand 21st birthday party. Gosh aren't I excited. I am but not as excited as you think I am. Probably is not that near yet! Anyway I will be celebrating it in the Royal Selangor Yatch Club in Port Klang on the 18th of August 2007. Yes, especiall to Tan Sue-Li whom is stuck in Aus, and I can't invite you, this is where I will be celebrating. I will try to post some pics, but if you can't find it here, please go to my friendster and see lar. Easier also lar ah po!~
Well, this is the biggest party I ever planned in my entire 21 years of living in this world! Maybe the next big one will be my wedding, but not so soon lar of cuz! 21!1 Gosh I can't believe I am an official adult already. Can practically enter the casino for real, and also clubbing for real. Don't have to sneak in already (not that I've tried sneaking in before) I always just go in. I look matured or I can say old I guess that's why they don't usually check. On with my party, I will be having my party at the poolside unless it starts raining and I have to shift inside the restaurant instead. But I really hope it wont't rain. One is because it's fun having a poolside party, second, there is another birthday celebration going on in the club as well which is also inside the restaurant, as I only invited most to most 100 people, the other party had 15o people. Oh my, I don't want my party to be together with those outsiders, no offence but then if ever we mixed out parties together, it will be like hell!
Typing this post makes me more excited about my party! Haha. I invited lots of relatives and friends! Oh my, I really hope my party will turn out to be a great one!
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
Tired but still surviving
Gosh, what a long today. Been awake since 7.30 in the morning till now. I had 2 labs today. Micro. P lab was the most tiring one which starts from 8 till 11. Can you imagine early in the morning already dealing with programming. Woo, this is the last thing that I ever wanna touch and think man! Who ask me to be so stupid and lazy that I failed this subject and had to repeat again. All thanks to my laziness, but I promise myself I'll try my best to do well this semester.
Micro lab is never that fun last sem when I took it cuz it's in groups of three. Now that I am on my own, I learn more. Is a good thing though but having to start it from scratch is tiring. Building the stupid system then waiting for it to compile is irritating enough. Not only that, let's just say if one of the item we added into the system is wrong, that's it we have to redo and compile again. These take for hours man! That's why sometimes is time wasting. Miss one step, and there goes your day.
What happen to me today was, last week, the project that I saved in the local C drive was all gone. FUCK whoever who deleted it, I had to start again. But I was not that bad, my friend Alex was even worst. At least I realised it and started building it again.
What happen to Alex was like this, he came in the morning, reading the lab sheet for the last exercise. While reading he was already scratching his head on how to do it, then kept asking and dreaming till Mr. Nader even commented that he was looking around more than doing his work. Then he just kept "kepo-ing" around other people's one without realising his not done yet. He even tried to debug and typed C codes to make the altera board run as hoped. While debugging it, he praying and hoping that everything was fine, but sadly, didn't then round 10, he got fed-up and tried to ask Yoong Kang for help. While trying to figure out what's wrong, Yoong Kang realised the error and told Alex, this is not the file! Alex when like "Oh No!!". Haha. Funny him, after 2 long hours, he had to start it all over again. Poor him though.
Anyway, we will be doing the god damn lab again on Thursday. Haha, hopefully everything goes well for everyone including my baby..!!
Micro lab is never that fun last sem when I took it cuz it's in groups of three. Now that I am on my own, I learn more. Is a good thing though but having to start it from scratch is tiring. Building the stupid system then waiting for it to compile is irritating enough. Not only that, let's just say if one of the item we added into the system is wrong, that's it we have to redo and compile again. These take for hours man! That's why sometimes is time wasting. Miss one step, and there goes your day.
What happen to me today was, last week, the project that I saved in the local C drive was all gone. FUCK whoever who deleted it, I had to start again. But I was not that bad, my friend Alex was even worst. At least I realised it and started building it again.
What happen to Alex was like this, he came in the morning, reading the lab sheet for the last exercise. While reading he was already scratching his head on how to do it, then kept asking and dreaming till Mr. Nader even commented that he was looking around more than doing his work. Then he just kept "kepo-ing" around other people's one without realising his not done yet. He even tried to debug and typed C codes to make the altera board run as hoped. While debugging it, he praying and hoping that everything was fine, but sadly, didn't then round 10, he got fed-up and tried to ask Yoong Kang for help. While trying to figure out what's wrong, Yoong Kang realised the error and told Alex, this is not the file! Alex when like "Oh No!!". Haha. Funny him, after 2 long hours, he had to start it all over again. Poor him though.
Anyway, we will be doing the god damn lab again on Thursday. Haha, hopefully everything goes well for everyone including my baby..!!
Thursday, August 02, 2007
Waiting
I hate waiting. I dislike people who likes to make me wait. While waiting for you, I can do so many stuff but because you always said wait shortly, I waited. Next time why don't I try making you wait then you tell me how it feels alright? WASTE OF TIME! FUCK!!!
Just updates
Firstly, Sue-li if you're reading this post, I'm sorry for not posting anything for a long time. Had been lazy not busy to post up stuff..Sorry again~!
Anyway, nothing interesting happen lately. Since the first week of uni started, it has all been wake up, get ready to go uni, go for class, class done, go back, eat dinner(only sometimes), watch tv, do some revision then sleep. So BORING right? My god, I can't stand this life at times, feel like giving up and just having fun. But without a degree, I won't get a good job, no good job leads to no good salary and no good salary leads to no good life. In short, still have to study~ =(
I got another 1 and the half year more to go, provided I don't fail more. Hopefully.
Lately, I already watched almost all the english movies that are shown in the cinema. Starting from transformers-nice, die-hard 4-wow, harry-potter-not as good as the previous one, the simpsons-super funny, disturbia-boring, the invisible-touching. So far till now, the only show that i havent watch is bordertown casting jennifer lopez. I'm waiting to watch that too. Besides, I'm waiting for rise of the blood hunter, rush hour 3 and ratatouille to come out!
I'm blogging because I'm having break now till 12, anyway, gotta go makan first, will have lectures from 12-2pm. Before I get gastric again I better grab something first.
Sayonara!
Anyway, nothing interesting happen lately. Since the first week of uni started, it has all been wake up, get ready to go uni, go for class, class done, go back, eat dinner(only sometimes), watch tv, do some revision then sleep. So BORING right? My god, I can't stand this life at times, feel like giving up and just having fun. But without a degree, I won't get a good job, no good job leads to no good salary and no good salary leads to no good life. In short, still have to study~ =(
I got another 1 and the half year more to go, provided I don't fail more. Hopefully.
Lately, I already watched almost all the english movies that are shown in the cinema. Starting from transformers-nice, die-hard 4-wow, harry-potter-not as good as the previous one, the simpsons-super funny, disturbia-boring, the invisible-touching. So far till now, the only show that i havent watch is bordertown casting jennifer lopez. I'm waiting to watch that too. Besides, I'm waiting for rise of the blood hunter, rush hour 3 and ratatouille to come out!
I'm blogging because I'm having break now till 12, anyway, gotta go makan first, will have lectures from 12-2pm. Before I get gastric again I better grab something first.
Sayonara!
Monday, July 23, 2007
First day of Lab
Last week was just pure lectures, this week, my labs started. I had my first modelling lab and tute today. So far so good, at least we weren't so lost like how we are when we did power lab last year. Cuz this time my lecturer Dr. Edwin and the tutor, I don't know how to spell his name, is very good. haha. They are so helpful. Now, I'm hoping when I do my thesis next year, I'll get the opportunity to be under him, as he is much better and helpful compared to the other lecturers man!
So far, this modelling lab still look and feel ok. I'm hoping all 4 labs for modelling will also be ok. This time, I promise to myself I will be more hardworking than the semesters that had past. Yes, I must, no matter how tough it takes. Some might think I'm just bullshitting, but this time I'm for real. I WILL make myself study!!
So far, this modelling lab still look and feel ok. I'm hoping all 4 labs for modelling will also be ok. This time, I promise to myself I will be more hardworking than the semesters that had past. Yes, I must, no matter how tough it takes. Some might think I'm just bullshitting, but this time I'm for real. I WILL make myself study!!
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Birthdays
I'm back in Klang not to spend time at home but to attend my dear friends birthday party. One each night, Friday night, Saturday night and Sunday night as well. Yup, since all the 1986s are all 21 this year, it's a big celebration for everyone, maybe not everyone, but most.
Tonight, I attended one which was very grand, it's like attending a wedding dinner. But it was fun though. I was so glad that I met alot of my long time no see friends, and i missed chatting with them and also laughing with them. I remember those were the days, when we meet up with one another just to gossip or maybe joke around or what so ever. But now, most of us have our own paths, all walking on different paths that separates us. Some remains the same, some really change 180 degrees.
I realised we are all now 21, being and official adult, everyone will have their on way. Some already working, some still studying, like me, some just started studying, some flying off to further their studies. People change huh, some getting fatter, some getting prettier, some getting thinner, some getting taller, some getting more handsome but sad to say there are some who are getting uglier. Haha, what to do, this is life, things change whether you like it or not.
Tonight, I attended one which was very grand, it's like attending a wedding dinner. But it was fun though. I was so glad that I met alot of my long time no see friends, and i missed chatting with them and also laughing with them. I remember those were the days, when we meet up with one another just to gossip or maybe joke around or what so ever. But now, most of us have our own paths, all walking on different paths that separates us. Some remains the same, some really change 180 degrees.
I realised we are all now 21, being and official adult, everyone will have their on way. Some already working, some still studying, like me, some just started studying, some flying off to further their studies. People change huh, some getting fatter, some getting prettier, some getting thinner, some getting taller, some getting more handsome but sad to say there are some who are getting uglier. Haha, what to do, this is life, things change whether you like it or not.
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Confused
I'm sometimes very confused with what I'm doing. Am I blind or am I not? Am I all out of love or I want more? Why am I doing things that I'm not supposed to do and not doing things that I am supposed to do? What's with me nowadays? What happened to the Yuen Shin that I once knew? Sometimes I feel that I've changed to be a very different person whom people no longer know me that well anymore. Why did I changed? Did I do it on purpose? Did I do it for the sake of doing it? Or did I do it just because I want to please everyone? I know it's wrong, but I still continue doing it. There are a lot of things that I want to talk about to someone who I can trust, but I can't because I don't trust anyone besides myself. I cry sometimes wondering what has become of me? I don't know who am I now. I need someone to tell me and guide me, but who? Enough said, sometimes I hope I was never born out in this world!
New beginning
2nd sem had started and a new study life begins. I must now remind myself, no playing, no smoking, no drinking etc. but can I avoid myself from doing all this? We'll see by the mid of this semester.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Exam Stress Is Over!
And so the title says, exams are over. I have less stress now until the 13th when the results are gonna come out. Anyway, although it's been a stressful 3 weeks, but I will definitely miss those weeks. I miss going to Mcd almost every night to study and one day before a paper, I used to stay up very late together with alex and sometimes with cher studying all the way till 4 and only having 3 hours of sleep. Pimples start popping out like nobody's business and my face look so dead now. Look like a old aunty.haha!
As for now, I will take a break from Mcd. Enough of Mcd maybe until the next semester begins. This is the first time through out my schooling time, till SAM, till uni, I'm so stressed out till I break down into tears. I never felt like that before. Maybe this year is really though. Honestly I regretted taking engineering, but I can't turn back time now, I must finish this no matter how difficult it takes.
Anyway, throughout exams and late night studies, SHIT happened. There was one night where I came back around 2 something in the morning after studying in Mcd, while I was on the way up in the lift to my 6th floor, i fucking bump into a flasher. This fucker got down on the 3rd floor and while walking out of the lift, he flash his fucking cock to me. Being "quite" calm, in my heart I was like what the fuck are you trying to do but at the same time scared, I still managed to spray the fucking pepper spray at him, but he managed to avoid it. Stupid blardy bastard, fucking sex maniac, nothing better to do is it? The next time I see him I will spray the pepper spray on his cock instead, FUCKER! watch out man!
From now on, if I come back late nights, I will either put a night in cher's house or chin huang's hse or either as chin huang to overnight in the apartment. This place, Lagoon Perdana is fucking scary. Even now the lights in the lift aren't working, only one is lighted up and the lift is dim.
Tonight, I did nothing much only when to 1U jalan-jalan. Wanted to watch a movie, but the time are not suitable, then we went to play snooker with Alex instead. After that when to it "lut-lut" and I'm having stomach ache now, I wonder is it because of the "lut-lut"? sigh..
For this holiday, I will be going to singapore with my friends.Yay! A good break finally. Away from stress and problems. Was supposed to plan to go to bali, but because I decided to shop with my spiff, I cancelled the trip to bali and will only go another time. Too bad this time the spiff isn't as good as the previous one, so things that I wanna do are more constraint. LOL~~
Enough said, without exam there's no stress, but sometimes is boring when I come to think about it. Sometimes a little stress is good. At least it lights up my life a little. HAHA! Now I have to plan how to fill my time till the next semester begins.
More to come on the next blog. I'm sleepy now, need to catch up with my sleep! GOOD NIGHT!!!
As for now, I will take a break from Mcd. Enough of Mcd maybe until the next semester begins. This is the first time through out my schooling time, till SAM, till uni, I'm so stressed out till I break down into tears. I never felt like that before. Maybe this year is really though. Honestly I regretted taking engineering, but I can't turn back time now, I must finish this no matter how difficult it takes.
Anyway, throughout exams and late night studies, SHIT happened. There was one night where I came back around 2 something in the morning after studying in Mcd, while I was on the way up in the lift to my 6th floor, i fucking bump into a flasher. This fucker got down on the 3rd floor and while walking out of the lift, he flash his fucking cock to me. Being "quite" calm, in my heart I was like what the fuck are you trying to do but at the same time scared, I still managed to spray the fucking pepper spray at him, but he managed to avoid it. Stupid blardy bastard, fucking sex maniac, nothing better to do is it? The next time I see him I will spray the pepper spray on his cock instead, FUCKER! watch out man!
From now on, if I come back late nights, I will either put a night in cher's house or chin huang's hse or either as chin huang to overnight in the apartment. This place, Lagoon Perdana is fucking scary. Even now the lights in the lift aren't working, only one is lighted up and the lift is dim.
Tonight, I did nothing much only when to 1U jalan-jalan. Wanted to watch a movie, but the time are not suitable, then we went to play snooker with Alex instead. After that when to it "lut-lut" and I'm having stomach ache now, I wonder is it because of the "lut-lut"? sigh..
For this holiday, I will be going to singapore with my friends.Yay! A good break finally. Away from stress and problems. Was supposed to plan to go to bali, but because I decided to shop with my spiff, I cancelled the trip to bali and will only go another time. Too bad this time the spiff isn't as good as the previous one, so things that I wanna do are more constraint. LOL~~
Enough said, without exam there's no stress, but sometimes is boring when I come to think about it. Sometimes a little stress is good. At least it lights up my life a little. HAHA! Now I have to plan how to fill my time till the next semester begins.
More to come on the next blog. I'm sleepy now, need to catch up with my sleep! GOOD NIGHT!!!
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Big girls don't cry
Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
La Da Da Da Da Da
I love this song so much. Don't know why, but just love it. Anyway it's dedicated to a friend of mine. =)
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
La Da Da Da Da Da
I love this song so much. Don't know why, but just love it. Anyway it's dedicated to a friend of mine. =)
Monday, June 11, 2007
A day away yet still dreaming
It's only one and the half day away from my first paper, and I'm still have time to blog. I don't know why I can make myself concentrate during the day but my brains can work better during the night. In short, I can only study well at nights. Last night till 3am I was in McD ss15 studying with my friends. I can't afford to this everynight cuz my exams are still a long way go till the 25th June.
If I sleep late every night, one fine day I will fall sick and cannot afford to fall sick if I want to pass all my papers. That's the problem with last minute studying. Every time when I study towards exams are coming, I will tell myself "next time must study earlier then don't have to struggle till like that" but somehow it won't happen.
Semester after semester I've been repeating the same old routine. DAMN~! Is there anyone that can suggest me a better way of forcing myself to study? sigh... I know i know, I play too much also but that's just me lar..as long study and pass can already, don't need to score so high. It's not a good attitude though!
If I sleep late every night, one fine day I will fall sick and cannot afford to fall sick if I want to pass all my papers. That's the problem with last minute studying. Every time when I study towards exams are coming, I will tell myself "next time must study earlier then don't have to struggle till like that" but somehow it won't happen.
Semester after semester I've been repeating the same old routine. DAMN~! Is there anyone that can suggest me a better way of forcing myself to study? sigh... I know i know, I play too much also but that's just me lar..as long study and pass can already, don't need to score so high. It's not a good attitude though!
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Resolution
My resolution for these two months is to SLIM down. And mark my words, I WILL!!
-shit i must no matter what although these 3 days, I've been eating good food...- haha
-shit i must no matter what although these 3 days, I've been eating good food...- haha
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Crazy In Love
I'm so crazy in love these few days. Not with boys but with shopping. Lately, I've been doing shopping a lot as compared o other years, and what's worst, they are all expensive. OMG, I need to cut down before I declare myself bankrupt! Haha...
Here are a lst of things I bought for the past one month:
1. Naf Naf dress
2. La Primavera Heels
3. Lewre Sandals
4. MNG spagetti stripe
5. Blouse from Top shop
6. ELLE handbag
7. Tube top from Top shop
8. Yin & Yang dress
9. 2 Esprit T-shirt
10. Arnold Palmer T-shirt
11. Skirt from Tribeca
12. One long top from some side stalls in Subang Parade
My total bill just buying all those came up to about RM1200. Haha..crazy..When I look at it, I don't believe myself after calculating my receipts!
Lately I've been buying bottles and bottles of nail polishes too. And some make up lar...Maybe I'm trying to be a real girl already..cuz I'm officially turning 21 in hmm let me see... 2 months 14 days time ..lol~~~
Conclusion: I NEED TO CONTROL AND START SAVING. If unless I have sponsors I will continue... =)
Besides the crazyness of shopping, I'm trying to diet also so that I can fit into all my clothes which I can't wear last time..forcing myself to lose weight. I already made deals with certain friends, trust me, the next sem, you'll see me slimmer than before.. haha (I better hope so!) ;)
Here are a lst of things I bought for the past one month:
1. Naf Naf dress
2. La Primavera Heels
3. Lewre Sandals
4. MNG spagetti stripe
5. Blouse from Top shop
6. ELLE handbag
7. Tube top from Top shop
8. Yin & Yang dress
9. 2 Esprit T-shirt
10. Arnold Palmer T-shirt
11. Skirt from Tribeca
12. One long top from some side stalls in Subang Parade
My total bill just buying all those came up to about RM1200. Haha..crazy..When I look at it, I don't believe myself after calculating my receipts!
Lately I've been buying bottles and bottles of nail polishes too. And some make up lar...Maybe I'm trying to be a real girl already..cuz I'm officially turning 21 in hmm let me see... 2 months 14 days time ..lol~~~
Conclusion: I NEED TO CONTROL AND START SAVING. If unless I have sponsors I will continue... =)
Besides the crazyness of shopping, I'm trying to diet also so that I can fit into all my clothes which I can't wear last time..forcing myself to lose weight. I already made deals with certain friends, trust me, the next sem, you'll see me slimmer than before.. haha (I better hope so!) ;)
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Boring
When it comes to studying it's always boring. I wonder why/ Maybe I'm just not interested in it. Honestly, I can't wait to work and earn my own money. Most of my friends fear of working but I'm not. I wonder why again. Am i that weird? I feel that working life suites me better than studying. But now no matter what I have to force myself to study just to get the degree and then I can continue with life.. ha~~ that's my plan..faster study finish, faster work..
Coming to think about working, I don't think I will end up working as what I'm studying. I don't enjoy engineering that much. And if I'm given a chance, I would had major in marketing and finance. But it's too late already. Nevermind, when I work, I still have the slight chances. haha~~
Sometimes when some juniors asked me should they study engineering, I will advise them, if you're not a hardworking person, better not! It's true..in this course you can't get lazy, you barely have time to get lazy, if you're lazy you'll end up strugling like me. 2 weeks before exam getting scared and worried and over-stressing myself.
Anyway, I have to end now. I seriously need to get back to study before I fail another paper..
chao~~
Coming to think about working, I don't think I will end up working as what I'm studying. I don't enjoy engineering that much. And if I'm given a chance, I would had major in marketing and finance. But it's too late already. Nevermind, when I work, I still have the slight chances. haha~~
Sometimes when some juniors asked me should they study engineering, I will advise them, if you're not a hardworking person, better not! It's true..in this course you can't get lazy, you barely have time to get lazy, if you're lazy you'll end up strugling like me. 2 weeks before exam getting scared and worried and over-stressing myself.
Anyway, I have to end now. I seriously need to get back to study before I fail another paper..
chao~~
Monday, June 04, 2007
Ramdom
I'n so boring that i've started blogging again. At least ppl whom I hardly see will know what's going on with me.. haha..
Anyway, I was suppsoe to study since finals are approaching but I can't seem to focus well. What I'm doing now is planning for my hols more than paying attention while studying.. NAUGHTY ME!I know I know, will start paying attention, if not I'll fali again like 2 sems ago..better hope and pray hard not!
Talking about hols, it will be here soon once my exams are over. Since it's for 3 weeks, I think I'll try to find a lot of thing to do, i.e. going to singapore, genting, cameron highlands and maybe crazy enough bali...that depends how much of $$$ i've got..haha...any sponsors?
Well, I better get back to my book world before I dream further..
tata!!~~
Anyway, I was suppsoe to study since finals are approaching but I can't seem to focus well. What I'm doing now is planning for my hols more than paying attention while studying.. NAUGHTY ME!I know I know, will start paying attention, if not I'll fali again like 2 sems ago..better hope and pray hard not!
Talking about hols, it will be here soon once my exams are over. Since it's for 3 weeks, I think I'll try to find a lot of thing to do, i.e. going to singapore, genting, cameron highlands and maybe crazy enough bali...that depends how much of $$$ i've got..haha...any sponsors?
Well, I better get back to my book world before I dream further..
tata!!~~
Sunday, June 03, 2007
You
You know why i can't study? Its because of you who neglects me lately, because of you saying you're sien of me, beause of you who don't put me as your first priority anymore. If you think that you're right and think again. It won't take you long. Sometimes I feel you've changed but you think I'm crazy if i ever tell you that. You don't used to be someone who I once knew and who i wanted to be with. Last time you will volunteer, now i must beg. WHY? Did i did something wrong to you that you hate me so much. If you really hate me so much, then why continue? Why you always lie to me that you love me when i asked you?
Sometimes I wonder whether you're getting more bored with me cuz I don't study or maybe cuz I'm stupid. If you do, meaning you don't love me for who I am. Everytime I see you with your friends I get very jealous, beacuse you seems to be happier with them than with me..You don't know how I feel sitting next to you when you're laughing along with you friend but when you're with me, you just keep quiet till i bring up a conversation.
Sometimes you make me feel so sad till I don't know where I stand in your heart. Everything that I asked for is so hard to be done but when your friends ask for it. it's just a simple "yes". When I wanna watch the movie, it's usually "no" because you have so much thing to do, but when your friends asked, straight away the answer is "yes". WHY? You know I love you so much that I am willing to follow your flow without complaining. But I don't know how long can I stand. Please don't blame me if I ever leave you one day.
Everyday I try my best to be a better person so that you will not find me sien. But I realized the more I try, the worst it gets. Because of you treating me like that. I had to find another girlfriend of mind to be my company. Someone who can share my problems with. You used to be that person, but now I find it hard to tell you stuff, cuz u always act like you're not listening. You are not that guy that I used to love 8 months ago. You were very different then.
WHY did you change? Is it because you feel that I'm stupid, or maybe you feel I'm getting uglier, or maybe you don't want me anymore. Everytime when I wish you were there for me, but you weren't. I always tell myself, maybe you are very busy studying, so don't disturb him but then I realize I'm just lying to myself to be happy. Inside me, I know you're not so into me anymore like you used to. I always thought you weren't that tyoe of guy, but you proof me wrong. I'm here now to give you a chance to proof me wrong. Show me that you still love me not just saying it. I'm not complaining, but I just want you to realize that I'm unhappy and what I feel. If I'm given one wish, I would prefer you to be you last time.
You know I love you very much, but why do you take me for granted? You know I'm willing to do anything for you no matter what your answers are, but don't you feel evil sometimes? You know something that I have not tell you lately? Call me stupid, but no matter how much pain I'm going through, there is only YOU in my heart.
-I LOVE YOU-
Sometimes I wonder whether you're getting more bored with me cuz I don't study or maybe cuz I'm stupid. If you do, meaning you don't love me for who I am. Everytime I see you with your friends I get very jealous, beacuse you seems to be happier with them than with me..You don't know how I feel sitting next to you when you're laughing along with you friend but when you're with me, you just keep quiet till i bring up a conversation.
Sometimes you make me feel so sad till I don't know where I stand in your heart. Everything that I asked for is so hard to be done but when your friends ask for it. it's just a simple "yes". When I wanna watch the movie, it's usually "no" because you have so much thing to do, but when your friends asked, straight away the answer is "yes". WHY? You know I love you so much that I am willing to follow your flow without complaining. But I don't know how long can I stand. Please don't blame me if I ever leave you one day.
Everyday I try my best to be a better person so that you will not find me sien. But I realized the more I try, the worst it gets. Because of you treating me like that. I had to find another girlfriend of mind to be my company. Someone who can share my problems with. You used to be that person, but now I find it hard to tell you stuff, cuz u always act like you're not listening. You are not that guy that I used to love 8 months ago. You were very different then.
WHY did you change? Is it because you feel that I'm stupid, or maybe you feel I'm getting uglier, or maybe you don't want me anymore. Everytime when I wish you were there for me, but you weren't. I always tell myself, maybe you are very busy studying, so don't disturb him but then I realize I'm just lying to myself to be happy. Inside me, I know you're not so into me anymore like you used to. I always thought you weren't that tyoe of guy, but you proof me wrong. I'm here now to give you a chance to proof me wrong. Show me that you still love me not just saying it. I'm not complaining, but I just want you to realize that I'm unhappy and what I feel. If I'm given one wish, I would prefer you to be you last time.
You know I love you very much, but why do you take me for granted? You know I'm willing to do anything for you no matter what your answers are, but don't you feel evil sometimes? You know something that I have not tell you lately? Call me stupid, but no matter how much pain I'm going through, there is only YOU in my heart.
-I LOVE YOU-
Monday, August 21, 2006
ONE MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY
My previous post was just about dear celebrating my birthday for me. This one now, is about my great friends whom brought more fun into my birthday this year. At 11 hours 59 minutes 59 seconds, 20th august 2006, was the last minute of my birthday.
Earlier this morning, I was just staying at home so boring. Chat with su-lyn, weng wai, ling ying and complaint to yoong kang that is so boring and he asked back, "birthday also so boring ar?". Then was chatting with wei leng and I actually asked her "what day is today ar?" she answered, "what day?" I said, "my birthday la!" then she said, "don't lie"..hahaha..then nevermind, dear came over twice, once was to pass me my lunch then he left 10 minutes later to fetch his sister from piano class and the other one was to pass water to me. Before he passed the water to me, I called him and asked him where was he, he said he was on the way to edwin's house to return back some money. Then I was wondering, wah~~so free to run here and there ar? He took a on hour nap when he left back to home at 4pm and said he'll bring me out for dinner later.
Okay, being as blur as usually wei leng can be, maybe this time I'm more blur. Firstly, everything was already planned. Everyone's acting skills were very good. I give you all an A++. Chat with su-lyn, she never mentioned anything about celebrating my birthday, chat with ling ying also like that, chat with weng wai also something like that, just telling me, "ok, I need to go out, chat later" then chat with yoong kang, he can tell me, "oklar, have to go out already, bye bye!" Chat with wei leng somemore never wish me and keep talking about her eric c (sorry lar didn't read your blog till now). And most of all, my dear. Full of drama, when I called him in the afternoon before he passed me the water, he told me he was on the way to edwin's house when actually he was together with weng wai still searching for my cake that I wanted to eat so much. Then in the evening when I was waiting for him to come I messaged him and ask where was he, he said he was on the LDP highway, damn jan, when actually he was already at uni waiting for the rest to come before he can come and fetch me, after fetching me, he pretend to ask where I want to eat and when I said don't know, he came out with an idea, let's eat thai food, spicy somemore. I was like OK.
While searching for parking, he was acting weird when I suggested to use the road that will pass by the restaurant and after parking and while walking to the restaurant, I turned my head and saw my friends, weng wai, su-lyn, ling ying, yoong kang, benjamin, tee yen and aik hoong all sitting down on the table. The moment I entered, weng wai and the rest were like, "eh how come you all here? wah so ngam we eat in the same place! and got extra chair somemore!" hahahaha, you guys really made my day. At the dinner table, dear told me, cannot find you "Suchan" cake shop lar. I was like nevermind lar, any cake also can, don't have to purposely be that particular one but in the end, it was the TIRAMISU CAKE FROM SUCHAN! Hmm, how many more surprises you want to give me baby? haha
Thanks to wei leng for coming though you showed up late and for tee yen for turning up though you are not feeling well. To ben who had to sacrifice his MAN U game and for eating so much that MAN U managed to score so many goals. and of cuz to the rest also. It's ok, halim if you can't make it. calling me "jie jie" in your message is already touching enough also! haha. everyone, THANK YOU THANK YOU!! muaks muaks
I guess, my special birthday brought luck to some people. Wei Leng, you wont a N73 handphone and baby, you won't kinda alot in poker!! I hope I'll always be everyone's lucky charm. ;)
Having you all as my friends are already one great present to me every single year. Without you guys, I don't know what will everyday be like. =) You guys will be in my heart no matter what. Love you guys!!
And last but not least, having chin huang as my boyfriend is also the greatest gift for me. I love you!
p/s: but guys, you still owe me my present! but I also can't think what is out there for you all to buy for me already when the best are all in front of me!
Earlier this morning, I was just staying at home so boring. Chat with su-lyn, weng wai, ling ying and complaint to yoong kang that is so boring and he asked back, "birthday also so boring ar?". Then was chatting with wei leng and I actually asked her "what day is today ar?" she answered, "what day?" I said, "my birthday la!" then she said, "don't lie"..hahaha..then nevermind, dear came over twice, once was to pass me my lunch then he left 10 minutes later to fetch his sister from piano class and the other one was to pass water to me. Before he passed the water to me, I called him and asked him where was he, he said he was on the way to edwin's house to return back some money. Then I was wondering, wah~~so free to run here and there ar? He took a on hour nap when he left back to home at 4pm and said he'll bring me out for dinner later.
Okay, being as blur as usually wei leng can be, maybe this time I'm more blur. Firstly, everything was already planned. Everyone's acting skills were very good. I give you all an A++. Chat with su-lyn, she never mentioned anything about celebrating my birthday, chat with ling ying also like that, chat with weng wai also something like that, just telling me, "ok, I need to go out, chat later" then chat with yoong kang, he can tell me, "oklar, have to go out already, bye bye!" Chat with wei leng somemore never wish me and keep talking about her eric c (sorry lar didn't read your blog till now). And most of all, my dear. Full of drama, when I called him in the afternoon before he passed me the water, he told me he was on the way to edwin's house when actually he was together with weng wai still searching for my cake that I wanted to eat so much. Then in the evening when I was waiting for him to come I messaged him and ask where was he, he said he was on the LDP highway, damn jan, when actually he was already at uni waiting for the rest to come before he can come and fetch me, after fetching me, he pretend to ask where I want to eat and when I said don't know, he came out with an idea, let's eat thai food, spicy somemore. I was like OK.
While searching for parking, he was acting weird when I suggested to use the road that will pass by the restaurant and after parking and while walking to the restaurant, I turned my head and saw my friends, weng wai, su-lyn, ling ying, yoong kang, benjamin, tee yen and aik hoong all sitting down on the table. The moment I entered, weng wai and the rest were like, "eh how come you all here? wah so ngam we eat in the same place! and got extra chair somemore!" hahahaha, you guys really made my day. At the dinner table, dear told me, cannot find you "Suchan" cake shop lar. I was like nevermind lar, any cake also can, don't have to purposely be that particular one but in the end, it was the TIRAMISU CAKE FROM SUCHAN! Hmm, how many more surprises you want to give me baby? haha
Thanks to wei leng for coming though you showed up late and for tee yen for turning up though you are not feeling well. To ben who had to sacrifice his MAN U game and for eating so much that MAN U managed to score so many goals. and of cuz to the rest also. It's ok, halim if you can't make it. calling me "jie jie" in your message is already touching enough also! haha. everyone, THANK YOU THANK YOU!! muaks muaks
I guess, my special birthday brought luck to some people. Wei Leng, you wont a N73 handphone and baby, you won't kinda alot in poker!! I hope I'll always be everyone's lucky charm. ;)
Having you all as my friends are already one great present to me every single year. Without you guys, I don't know what will everyday be like. =) You guys will be in my heart no matter what. Love you guys!!
And last but not least, having chin huang as my boyfriend is also the greatest gift for me. I love you!
p/s: but guys, you still owe me my present! but I also can't think what is out there for you all to buy for me already when the best are all in front of me!
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Happy Birthday to ME
Well, yes, as the title says, it's my birthday today. My dear wanted to be the earliest to celebrate my birthday, so we celebrated yesterday. He brought me to Victoria Station and later, went for the movie "Click" together with Weng Wai nd Halim. It was a nice movie. Worth watching! I cried at certain parts of the movie. Touching yet funny. After movie, baby fetch me back, had a slow drive so when the clock strike 12am, he will be the first to wish me face to face. Yay! Guess what was my present from him?? A beautiful lovable necklace from diamond and platinum. I like it very much. Thank you very much, Chin Huang dear. *smiling*
Every birthday, will be a memorable one because it has its special memories. But this year, will be extra special. Celebrating with the one I LOVE and the one that meant a lot to me. That special person itself can be my birthday present already. I wish there will be more of these birthdays in years to come. Thank you very much for everything, dear.
Every birthday, will be a memorable one because it has its special memories. But this year, will be extra special. Celebrating with the one I LOVE and the one that meant a lot to me. That special person itself can be my birthday present already. I wish there will be more of these birthdays in years to come. Thank you very much for everything, dear.
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Tired me
FIRST OF ALL, SORRY WEI LENG, DON'T GET JEALOUS LAR, I HAVE NOT DON'T MUCH THING WITH YOU BESIDES TALKING ON THE PHONE THAT'S WHY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT YOU! -anyway, should be proud that your name appeared already!!!-
Anyway, I slept for 10 hours on Thursday night. So damn tired. Dear fell sick yesterday but got worst the next day. So pity of him. He has not recovered yet till today. Maybe I'm not very good at looking after him but I did my best. lol. Well, I hope he gets well soon lar, before I end up getting sick again.
The day dear started to get sick, he got trap in bad lucks too. Pityful but funny when come to think about it. Got sort of scolding from mum early in the morning, a saman later in the morning, he was my partner in Digital Systems Lab, and we had to like do some experiment to find out the result. So we had to use this electrical component called and IC and can u imagine we connected the circuit for like 3-4 times and changes 3 ICs and the 3 ICs that was changed are all spoilt. OMG, really man, things like that barely happen, but it did, to us. *sigh* But nevermind lar, it's already over dear! hahahaha!
Anyway, I slept for 10 hours on Thursday night. So damn tired. Dear fell sick yesterday but got worst the next day. So pity of him. He has not recovered yet till today. Maybe I'm not very good at looking after him but I did my best. lol. Well, I hope he gets well soon lar, before I end up getting sick again.
The day dear started to get sick, he got trap in bad lucks too. Pityful but funny when come to think about it. Got sort of scolding from mum early in the morning, a saman later in the morning, he was my partner in Digital Systems Lab, and we had to like do some experiment to find out the result. So we had to use this electrical component called and IC and can u imagine we connected the circuit for like 3-4 times and changes 3 ICs and the 3 ICs that was changed are all spoilt. OMG, really man, things like that barely happen, but it did, to us. *sigh* But nevermind lar, it's already over dear! hahahaha!
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Work, work, work and more work
It's only the second week of the semester, but the loads of work, omg, it's getting more! We have maths tute to finish up, digital system preliminary work to be done before class, and also tute, then we have to discuss about our mechatronics project cause we need to pass up a proposal by next week. Adding to it, I have to study mechanics since I'm gonna retake the deffrered examination paper in August. So many things to do, so little time. Lucky I'm studying with my dear, so still got time to spend together while studying, if not, I can't imagine how to find time for one another. So now, we study and at the same time appreciate the time we spend together. Come to think about it, though it might be tiring, but worth it. =p
I realised my pimples are popping more and more these few days. Damn it! Its irritating! Maybe I should start eating proper food and not junk food and force myself to shit everyday!
Can't think of what to write already! So, adios!
I realised my pimples are popping more and more these few days. Damn it! Its irritating! Maybe I should start eating proper food and not junk food and force myself to shit everyday!
Can't think of what to write already! So, adios!
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