Sometimes I wonder why when a guy loves a girl so much, yet the guy is not being appreciated. Girls always wish for a guy to love them and be faithful to them. But once you have it, you just don’t want it. Sometimes, it’s because you just don’t love/like them at all and sometimes it’s because of other reasons.

Let’s say you’re a Chinese and an opposite sex which is a different race is crazy for you as in really really loves you and is willing to do anything for you. Will you accept her/him? If your parents didn’t like that person, will you still be with her/him even if you still love her/him so much?

A lot of times I still wonder what love is. Is love like this or like that? I thought I knew what love was once, but now, I’m confused again. It’s difficult to find true love nowadays. Even if you do, it’s difficult to maintain. Honestly, I’m tired of relationships. I’m so tired that I came to a point where I just one a guy to donate his sperm to me so that I can get pregnant, have a child or two and being a single mother. I will be happier than.

Looking at the rate of divorcees which are increasing, quarrelling with your partner because of money, arguing with your partner to see who has to look after the kids, etc…is so stressful sometimes. I might as well build my career, find enough money and then have kids.

Happy Belated Birthday Ayob!

At least I had something to do earlier. 2 things actually. So time passes by a little faster than usual. I was given an assignment when I first came in. I did mention this much earlier in one of the post. Well, tomorrow is my dateline and I’m feeling nervous. I’m usually like that. When it comes to studies, I’m not sure if what I do is correct or wrong. Unlike shopping and doing sales. LOL! Well, wish me luck for tomorrow!

Its 4.15pm now and another 1 ½ hours more to go. I will be going for gym later together with friends later. Hopefully I can last for 2 hours at least. I will be going for body combat like I always do when I am in gym and if there is this class and line dancing. According to Crab is those modern pop style, not those aunty aunty style which they usually dance in the morning as a form of exercise. Anyway, there is no harm trying though. Just another exercise! Good for my body. SLIMMER!!!

Anyway, let’s move back to what I did during the weekend. First, it was Bob’s birthday one Saturday.

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOB!!”

We celebrated it in Hard Rock as usual. He wanted to celebrate it somewhere else, in Red Box I think, but then he couldn’t wake up in time so he had to do it in Hard Rock instead. So there we went. Ryn and I enjoyed ourselves very much because it’s been a long time since we went there together for clubbing. You know places like that, if you only go there once a month, then it is not so boring and more fun of course. So we dance and dance and dance. We just ignore the birthday boy and the rest and we enjoyed ourselves on the dance floor. We didn’t want to be so bad, but ………………….

The reason behind it was, he brought a BITCH to his birthday. We didn’t want to be that cruel at first, but things she did really piss us of. First, we could see that she didn’t really like our presence. Then, she was all over sluttish with Bob. Next, when we were dancing on the dance floor and Ryn accidentally bump into her and she made a face and complain to Bob hoping that he will tell us off or something and finally made Bob fetch her back home even before the club ended and never did came back for a drink in mamak though he messaged and promise to.

To that Bitch:

FYI, we are Bob’s close friend who he still cares and love (as in friends love). We know him better than YOU do, so don’t try to be SMARTER than us. You’re just no different from the girl we call “Kerinting” in HRC just that you’re taller. But if compared to beauty and attitude, you’re just the same! If you like to do those “mushi mushi” stuff, common, GET a ROOM! If you think you can have him without getting to know us and chasing us away from his life think again! One more thing…if you can’t mix with us, then F^%@$#^K OFF!!!

A day without her....I hope

Good morning!

One supervisor whom I preferred not to be in office today is probable on Emergency Leave (EL). Is only said probably because it’s not lunch our yet and she might be in by then. She is one who strives while working and will not neglect anything even a little. In other words she is a workaholic.

I don’t have anything towards her; it’s just that she is sometimes strict and is difficult to communicate with her. I usually entertain her only when she starts talking to me. She talks very loud and she is a real typical woman where she shows when she is angry by hanging up on the phone if the person refuses to give her good reason or even just bang the phone when she can’t get what she wants. But can’t blame her too as she is so occupied with her work at the same time studying and she has to look after her people under her. So it’s understood but scary at the same time.

According to the other colleague, her car is giving her problems that’s why she sent it to the workshop and do not know by when will it be ready. If in time, she will make it back to the office, if not, she’ll just be at home resting.

So, will see after lunch!

It’s another 2 hours more to go. I’m just waiting for the clock on my laptop to turn 5.45pm and I will leave this office and head to Mid Valley shopping mall. You will know how bored I am here when I can post 3 to 4 posts a day. On weekends, you don’t see any post, do you?

I planned to go to the gym today after work, but when I woke up this morning feeling extremely sleepy, I decided no to. Well, I didn’t sleep well last night. I can feel that I’m just resting my eyes. I can listen to any sounds even the sound of water drops leaking on the ceiling of my rooms because it’s raining. When I really felt that I was asleep, it was already 6.15am, which was another 30 minutes before I wake up for work.

I was hoping if only this wasn’t training, I can just take leave as I like just to have a break. But because it’s training, I can’t. I have limited time as I have to complete a total of 12 weeks. Though this company offered me 13 weeks, but I already took 1 day MC, another 3 more days will be used up for my trip to Bangkok on the 2^nd January and I’m left with another one day which I should not simply just take just in case if there is emergency.

Our friendship (Ryn & Me) is coming to a year. So it’s our one year anniversary. I was talking to her that day and was just asking about new year’s plan, but then she said let’s do something more special since it’s been a year we knew one another. How sweet of her to remember that first day of 2008 was the day we met and got closer. I’m supposed to think of what to do but I haven’t. “Sorry if she’s reading this”. I will think of something memorable to do by the time the day is here. I will try my best. Sometimes my mind is not creative enough which I believe hers is better. So then maybe she will end up being the one to come up with an idea on what to do on our special event. If only we had enough money to go for fine dining. That will be great.

P/S: Sorry, we sound so *mushi* but then we really bond very well with one another. Don’t worry, we’re both straight.

Gotta be Somebody

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
We'll play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with

`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to go in on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn it this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to go in on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can´t give up!
When you're lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
Because you never know but when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.

Nobody wants to go in on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.

Shopaholic's Confession

I am crazy in love!

But I’m crazy in love with shopping not a guy.

It’s only the middle of December and I already spent so much on clothing.

Working in this company requires their staff to wear formal. No jeans are allowed and of course short skirts too. I had to buy more formal shirts and bottoms since I usually don’t wear formal at all. Even when I was working in HP last time, I don’t need to wear formal clothes.

The sales started on the 29^th of November if I’m not mistaken and the next day itself, I went to One Utama with my parents and bought 3 tops and 3 bottoms. The following week I went to Queens Park, KL with my mum and bought another 4 tops from Esprit along with a sling bag and yesterday I bought another 2 tops from MNG. It’s not done yet.

Later, I will be going to Mid Valley after work to check out on the MNG there as well. They are on sales now as I mentioned in the earlier post. I want to get one turtle neck long sleeve blouse which I couldn’t find it in Pyramid’s MNG.

Of course besides that, I need to buy Christmas presents. It’s a tradition my baby sitter celebrates X’mas eve every year and there will be gifts. Usually we buy for those younger ones. It is not necessary to buy for the older ones. Since, I am her god daughter, so I will have a present too even though I’m considered and adult already! I meant “young adult”. LOL!

Before the sale ends, my mum promise she will get me another 2 or 3 more formal blouse and few more formal bottoms. I myself want to get another blouse from Topshop and Esprit myself. Once sum up, I spend really a lot! My dad promise to get me a 24” roller suit case because my older one was small and usually if I go holidays to places which I shop a lot, I will be carrying more than 2 bags. So to make things easier, I should get a bigger one.

I already spotted one which I liked yesterday when I went for dinner together with my parents in Aeon Bukit Tinggi Klang. Dad didn’t bring enough cash and he told me he will buy it for me before we go to Bangkok for my shopping holiday. Better hope he keep his words and not making mummy buying for me instead. =P

I seriously need to earn a lot when I’m working next time. Look at the way I shop. I’m a high maintenance lady. I need to earn as much as I can to keep up with my pace otherwise I will drop. Usually, when you’re up, you won’t choose to go down. You either choose to maintain or go higher. So, I must know what I want in future so that I won’t drop. At the same time, I need to do some budgeting. I must learn how to safe a little every month. This is a must. Just in case for rainy days. Otherwise, who can I hope for to help me when I’m in trouble since I’m the only child and I don’t have any siblings?

There are still few more things that I need to buy. Will update on that when I already bought it.

PC fair starts today, but I will only be going on Sunday after fetching fei chai from the airport. Yes, he is back from the US after 3 weeks. Time pass real fast when you think about it. Every weekend means going out and going out means spending money. So, I need to get 3 ink cartridges, 1 pen drive and empty CDs for my dad and an Ipod pouch for myself for my new baby (Nano).

It’s Friday today, and is the final working day of the week. This means, I have another 9 weeks left. I only worked 3 days this week because Monday and Thursday (yesterday) was a public holiday. Monday was for the whole Malaysia, but then Thursday was only for the state of Selangor. It had got something to do with the Sultan, so we had the rest. LOL! Sometimes, working in Selangor is better because I think there are more public holidays than Kuala Lumpur. I THINK but I may be wrong.

On Wednesday after work, I went for dinner with Jamie, Yan Liang, Jason and Edwin as I mentioned in the post the other day. Since KL wasn’t that jam, so I reached KL earlier than expected and since it was still so early before the reservation time, I went up to visit all my ex-HP staff. Most of them couldn’t recognize me because I was so wearing formal clothes (since this company that I’m doing my training in doesn’t allow their staff to wear jeans and casual) and I tied by hair. I was new to everyone. In fact in Hard Rock too. Most of the staff there couldn’t recognize me at all. They took a while before they know who I am.

Hmmm….this gives me an idea. Next time if I plan to spy on someone, I just need to wear like this and maybe even wear a cap. I guarantee, no one cannot recognize me. I will sit at one corner and I come with a different group of friends. LOL!

Anyway, back to the dinner, we had 5 dishes. Nachos, Tupelo chicken tenders, twisted mac & cheese, grilled salmon I think and another beef burger I guess so. We shared of course and we had hot chocolate brownie sundae for desert. One but shared by 5 of us. We were so full already!! I like to hangout with this group of people because they are crazy and open and fun. I think we laughed the most meaning we were the loudest people there. We kept on talking and talking, joking and joking, laughing and laughing till all of our eyes tear. I wonder when will be the next gathering again.

My stomach doesn’t feel so good this morning. I think it maybe because of the tom yam soup I had yesterday which was so damn spicy. This one is really spicy. I’m a person who can stand spicy, so if I say it’s spicy, then it really is.

Played badminton yesterday together with another 5 friends. So tiring. But is a good way to burn fats. Moreover I ate so many fatty things for dinner in Hard Rock so I need to lose more weight. Nowadays, the clothes are all small in size so I need to be small so that I can fit into it as well! I’m a girl who likes to dress up. I love clothes, bags and shoes, but accessories and make up, just so so. Some friends and my mum said I’m just nice but I still feel fat. They say I won’t look nice if I slim down some more, but I still want to. Humans are always not easily satisfied. After achieving something that they already wished for, they still want more. Why are we like that?

I need to go to gym more often no matter how tired I am!

These are just some random pictures. 2 of them is what I tried using photo funia. LOL!

Yuen & Ryn

Friends and Marriage

Always when I’m feeling bored in the office; my duty is just to blog, blog and blog. So every blog doesn’t represent what I did the day before, the day after or today. I’m just blogging out my thoughts. This post is going to be another friend of mine. I mix with a lot of people and I meet different types of people. Some are funny, serious, dangerous, naughty; happy go lucky, scary and etc.

Friends come and go. You pick the right one to stay with you. Sometimes, although you think you pick the right one, but it doesn’t necessarily means it will last. Things might happen along the way. And then you’ll argue or fight and then you’ll end the friendship. Having a boyfriend, it’s just the same. That’s why sometimes; you’d rather leave a life of your own. Where only you can hurt yourself and at the same time make yourself happy. Sounds so lonely? But this is life. You can have friends, but not best/very good/very close friends. I don’t believe in that ever since high school days when my really best friends stabbed my back!

Yesterday, I went for a drink or two with Ijan in J.Co in Sunway Pyramid. Since I wanted to pay my mobile phone bill and at the same time waiting for the traffic to cool down, I called her out to meet up for a while. She stays just right opposite Pyramid and she wasn’t working yesterday. So, what the heck! We came to a point where we talk about getting married. For me, I’m still far from my marriage age. She is already 27 and will be turning 28 next year. Alright, she is not that old yet of course, but just a little bit worried. My another friend who’s 29 this year and turning 30 soon is even more worried.

I don’t think is because their requirements are very high but is just that guys nowadays are useless. Not all. Don’t get me wrong. Just most of them. Ijan was telling me that few years back, there was a guy who wanted to ask her hand in marriage. Before she accepted, she asked the guy a whole lot of questions. This was how the conversation went:

Ijan: Gaji you berapa sebulan?

Guy: RM1800…

Ijan: Oh, so kalau kahwin, mana cukup?

Guy: Takpe, dad I boleh sponsor.

Ijan: Habis, lepas kahwin pun dad kena sponsor ke?

Guy: Tak la! Bila dah kahwin I sponsor la pulak!

Ijan: Ohh @#!@$$*#@!#

Got it? If not, read it again!

I mean, you want to get married and you need your dad to sponsor? OMG! Where are all the real men?

Nowadays, earning RM1800 or even RM2500 is not enough to survive. Everything is getting more expensive and even the standard of living is getting higher. You may have enough money to get married but will you have money to maintain the entire family when you have kids?

Sometimes I wonder how some women can just get married for the sake of enjoying and then when their kids are out, they suffer and quarrel every day with the partner. Some even can tolerate when the guys bit them up! This is so stupid! Please think further. Think for the future. Yes, you can’t predict the future, but at least you may plan. Don’t just because you want to play and you think he is the only guy you love, you get married. What the @#$%!

Common girls, you’re not that stupid and blind aren’t you!??!!

I have 4 supervisors here in the office and today 2 are not here. They flew to Bombay, India for some meeting or something like that. One of my supervisors is a lady, and you know la, ladies are sterner one. She’s quite old already. Maybe got 40 years old lor I think. =p

I have another 5 more hours before the end of the working hours. Then I will be heading to KL again for dinner with Yan Liang, Jamie, Jason and Edwin in Hard Rock again. Hopefully today will not be as jam as on Friday. If not, I will tell myself not to go KL anymore after working hours. Only go there late night when I’m about to go to Hard Rock to club. So yes, the 4 of them. I met them when I was working in HP 2 years back. They study in Taylor’s Business School in Subang and I Study in Monash University in Sunway. We’re so near yet so far. Of all places, we met when we’re working. Anyway, they are fun and outgoing people. So it’s nice to have the as friends. That’s why till now we still keep in touch because we like the company of one another. But we don’t meet up often as we have our own circle of other friends too.

The best part is, there is one aunty who opens a café called “CABANA” in SS15 knows them too. The world is so small huh! It’s ok if aunty knows them, but they knew aunty knows me too, which means disaster. One of them has the mouth of a chicken backside. He tells anything and everything to anyone. So sometimes, he tell aunty this and that about me, and when I come to visit aunty, she will ask me all sorts of questions! Thank god he didn’t say anything bad yet. If not, YOU will get it! LOL!

After dinner in hard rock, I will then meet up with another group of friends for a movie. We will be watching Body of Lies starring Leonardo DiCaprio. The movie should be nice I guess since I’ve seen the thriller once and it looks ok. LY also said it is not bad. Something to do with terrorist. Hopefully is not boring. That’s all. If not, I will be sleeping in the cinema. Of course la I’m tired! Been awake from 6.45 this morning till God knows what time. My movie starts at 11pm and it is about 2 hours or so. By the time I reach my home in Klang, it will be about 2.30am earliest?

I wish I’m someone who don’t need that much sleep that I will have more time to do more things. I have a friend who only sleeps once in 3 days and yet he doesn’t feel tired. I really wonder how he does it.

I'm reminding myself, tomorrow is a public holiday, so just tolerate for another 4 and the half hours.

A Friend, A Sister

It’s been almost a year since I knew her. This is how fast time flies. We got to know one another through another common friend of ours. We met in HRC. Always, people will think that meeting someone in a club isn’t a good thing. But for me, it was the other way round. I actually found my soul mate here. I was amazed when we first met one another. We had the same thinking, the same taste in clothes, food, etc and even look alike. Don’t believe? Wait till I post those pictures. I promised I’ll do it as soon as I can.

She is one girl who is open to people’s thoughts but conservative to her own thoughts. She accepts people for who they are. In other words, she looks you through the inside not by seeing your appearance. It’s funny how we got close when I think about it. At first, she was just my “hi/bye” friend until one day when we were officially introduced to one another. We were both at first close to this common friend of ours but then in the end we came out of the way and are even closer. So now, it’s just me and her. Not that the other friend dumb us or we dump her, but it was her attitude that automatically made us a distance.

Let’s name that friend A ok.

I knew about A’s attitude after a while I mixed with her. She wasn’t that type of person whom will actually appreciate friendship by the end of the day. She is the type which takes advantage if she can. Before, I just let it be, when she goes over the limit, I tend to let it go. In fact my close friend thinks the same too. We never did complain to one another about A because in my thinking was that she was good to her and she thought that I was good to her. But it wasn’t the case. Till one day, when I said I’m supposed to fetch A home and she told me, she have a sister to fetch, why must you do it? She even said to me, please don’t let her use you too much and you don’t listen to her too much. You will get nothing out of it. When I heard those words, I then realize she thinks alike. Meaning she has the same thought about A as well.

She knew A long time ago back in her college days. I only knew both of them last year when I went to hard rock so frequent that I made a lot of new friends. The scenario in our case is just like a puzzle. I have certain part and she has certain part. Till one day we both can’t stand it, we just try to join the puzzles together and the outcome of this is what we got. That is how we got closer. She is 5 years my senior. I don’t know what will happen if she gets married. Though she haven’t find a bf yet, but soon to come she will get married earlier than me of course. She told me if possible she wants to married before 30 and she is 27 already in fact turning 28 soon.

I hope we have at least another year to enjoy to the maximum! I also hope even though she gets married, we still remain close like how we use to. Of course she will not have enough time just for me but once every week is good enough. She supports me in what ever I want to do. I love her even more than any one else (of course besides my parents). She made my birthday celebration in hard rock a very memorable and unforgettable one. She did anything to make me happy that night. She lends me a helping hand every time when I’m in trouble. She gave me comforting words every time when I’m feeling down. She buys me dinner when she knew I didn’t have enough money.

She is like my sister. Although she has older sisters and younger ones too, but people say I look even more like her. In fact her own sister said we look a like too. But we are not. Different race, different hometown different parents! That is what I call a soul mate.

Ryn & Yuen

Finally....Monday

Luckily I didn’t have any body ache. *sigh of relief*. By the time I got up, it was already 12 something in the afternoon. I didn’t know it was that late already. It was still raining then. When I woke up in the middle of the night around 4, I already heard rain drops. When I got up at 9 in the morning to go to the toilet, the day was still so gloomy and still raining, so when I got up at 12 something, it was still the same feeling. No wonder I slept until so late. The weather was so cold. Went downstairs to greet so called “Good morning” to my parents and went out to buy lunch for all.

After lunch, went shopping with my mum in KL. Is some ESPRIT outlet which sells the lower than the retail price and I’m 100% sure their original. Bought 4 blouses and a sling bag! *smiling* Happy happy happy! This month I shop the most. I think every month is almost the same. Just that this month, my mum was the one who shop for me instead. =)

Before we reach that place, we were searching high and lo for it!!!! At first my mum told me she could remember the way there, and when we’re there, she forgot! OMG!! Immediately, my migraine attack! Anyway, we tried calling her friend for directions, and she didn’t pick up the phone but luckily her friend called back after 20 minutes and describes the way to me. Finally, we found it, Queens Park, there you are!

Tiring to find the damn place especially if you don’t know KL that super well. But the shopping kills of the tiredness. LOL! This shows I’m one shopaholic! Yes! My shopping obsessions are everything! Clothes, bags, shoes, accessories and etc.

Sunday

Half the day was spent on sleeping. I woke up at 1.30pm today. I set the alarm to wake me up because I am supposed to meet up with a friend of mine at 2.30pm at Midvalley California Fitness. Yes, you read me right. I finally went to gym again after 3 months I think. I lasted there for 3 hours. I attended one dancing class and another one which is called “Zumba” and 15 minutes on the treadmill and another 15 minutes on the sky walk thingy and another 30 times of sit ups. Gosh, I’m tired.

After bath, I then went for another pool session with Ijan again for about 2 hours. She is what I call me “pool kaki”. Every time if we hangout together, it will usually be pool session. Right before I left, I dropped by the DVD stall to grab some DVDs. All that I have not watch in the cinema (The House Bunny, Mamma Mia, Max Payne, Tropic Thunder, Eagle Eye and Bangkok Dangerous). At 11pm, I headed back to Klang, my home.

I wanted to watch one movie before I fall asleep but then my mum was watching some movie from HBO, so I couldn’t get to watch mind. I thought of waiting till she’s done, but my eye lids didn’t allow me to. So I went to bed instead at 1 something.

Saturday

Saturday, after cleaning up the house, I left to Sunway to play pool with my friend, Ijan. We played for about 4 hours. Crazy right? I practice so much yet, everytime I improve on something, the other thing will get worst. How can this be? Hmmmm….I need to find an expert to guide me.

After that around 8pm, I left to Pavilion KL to meet up with Ryn to have a dinner and a movie. We had dinner in Michaelangelos, our favourite place and then we watched Wild Child, it was a nice movie. Ladies will only enjoy this movie, not guys (maybe some guys). After movie, we both met up with Ijan and Jaja, for “yum cha” session at NZ mamak near KLCC. We arrived there at 1.30am and we spend 3 hours plus there. We talked and laughed and joke till 4.45am. By 3, we were all tired and sleepy; we could see it in one another’s eyes. All turning red and watery and we were all lying on one another’s shoulder, but yet, we felt it was too early to leave, so we try to crack some joke.

I don’t know what conversation we had, that brought us all the say to discussing about face feng shui. For example, if thin lips mean stingy and thick lips mean generous. So we discuss everything till we come to the ear. I said that if our ear lops are wide, thick and big, we are very soft hearted. Suddenly Ryn said, “my mum told me before if our ear lops are like that, it means we are good in making cake/pastry/biscuits because we can estimate the dough well enough! We all burst out laughing so loud that the table around us all just looked at us suddenly! But who cares!! We were just having fun! LOL! After that, we joke that, what happened is the ear shit drops inside. Because Ryn said that, to estimate the dough we must touch our ear lops. So those with big fat ones are good in making perfect dough. Then I teased, no wonder the cakes your mum made which you brought back for us from Sarawak were so nice because maybe some additional stuff from the ears were added inside! LOL! We just laughed laughed laughed and laughed! And suddenly, we were not sleepy again. After and hour or so, we started to feel sleepy again.

So crazy! If you put 4 of us together, this is what will happen. We are the perfect 4 combination. Why? I'll talk about it later. Went back, slept at about 6am.

Friday

I wish there more public holidays although there already quite a lot in Malaysia. It feels like Monday today but its Tuesday because yesterday was a public holiday for “Hari Raya Haji”. This Thursday is a public holiday again but only for Selangor region. So for those working in KL, too bad! *grins*.

So what did I do the entire weekend?

Friday night had a birthday dinner for Meng Sang. Glad that he liked his present. We bought him a wallet from Bonia. Halim chose it. Lucky his taste wasn’t that bad. LOL! Just kidding. Anyway, after the dinner, we headed to SS15 to play some pool and foosball. Wai Loon and Halim were considered beginner. Not bad for a beginner. I taught Wai Loon and Chin Huang taught Halim.

You know sometimes, people are just borned brilliant huh! That Halim, not only his blardy good at his studies, in fact he is a really fast learner. Just taught him some skills on how to play pool, and WOOAALAA!! you get an expert! Well, not that he was so good, but like I said, well enough for a beginner. Those side wall balls, his really good at it. Though I’ve been playing for god knows how long, I still can’t get to shoot those side wall balls, but for him, it’s like a piece of cake!

We had a beer or 2 while playing. Later on, the birthday boy wanted to play a game with me. I was like, OMG! Don’t please, I’m not that good. Seriously I’m not. I’m just so so. The birthday boy is considered very good at playing and Chin Huang too. He still insisted, so since it was his birthday, oklar I give face a bit. So I played the first game, I lost as predicted but the second game, I won!! Fuh…luckily…

That's it for the day!

MIGRAINE AGAIN

I’m having a migraine today. The last time was on Tuesday and now is the second time this week. Shit! I hate it when I have this migraine especially if I have some function later during the day. Lucky I have this one last paracetamol from Indonesia to overcome this pain. But it is my last packet; I need to ask someone to help me buy it, anyone going to Bali? Only that medicine can work because the mg there is higher than the mg here and the panadol here don’t work for me anymore, not even the active fast! God help me!

I’m starting to feel bored again. Another 2 and the half hours more before I can end my last day of work this week. Then it will be another 10 more weeks to go. My friend asked to go to hard rock today, but I don’t feel like going. Big Band will be playing now for 2 months replacing T-Rex who played for the last 2 months. So boring la local bands…some more no leng chai! Never mind, I’ll just take a short break from going hard rock too often.

The equation of not going to hard rock will be like this:

Not going to HRC so often = Enough beauty sleep = Nice skin complexion

The other equation is:

Not going to HRC so often = Not meeting up with my head bangers club member = Not enough dancing = Fat if don’t control cause input too much and no output

LOL!

I blogged later than I used to on every other days. Not because I was late for work, but becauseI had something to do. Yes, a day with something to do! I came in this morning, and straight away my supervisor greeted me and said, “Yuen, I have something for you to do today!” In my heart I was like, yes, finally, not so of a boring day. LOL! That shows how desperate I am to find something to do in the office. Anyway, I’m done with the work. Waiting for them to come back from a meeting and I will cross check with them and hopefully more work. Time tends to pass by MUCH faster when you’re occupied with something. That’s why, every time when someone is feeling down because they just broke up, the best way is always asking them to find something to do so that time flies and eventually you will forget what had happened. Of course not everything, memories will still be there, but you will recover from that bad dream!

Talking about having break ups, I remembered when I had my first break up ever. It really took me away. I cried and cried for so long and moan for half a year, maybe even more. I even tried to kill myself which I know it’s so stupid thinking about it now, but back then, when you’re so sad and you don’t want to go through the pain and suffers, always that was the solution. I’m sure most of the people had tried it. Whether they die or they live, that depends on their fate. Love really hurts. It really does. It can change a person a lot. Lucky for me, I change to be someone better (not in all ways but in some ways). In fact, thanks to the break up, I leanrt how to upkeep myself better, make more friends and be more sociable.

Moving on, let’s not talk about break ups on a nice day like this ok. I’m very happy with my Ipod nano. Yesterday I transferred the songs into it and pictures too. Everything is done for me automatically. I just need to download itunes 8 and that’s it. Any new songs that I download will be inside my itunes and when I connect my Ipod to the pc, I will just update it. I think I uploaded about 300 songs into the player and around 135 pictures but then, I still have 12GB. Getting this nano is a very good deal indeed, no regrets! The only thing left is to get a screen protector and the cover so that I will be scratch proof. LOL!

Last night I watched Bolt. Nice cartoon movie. The dog is SO CUTE! But the funny thing is, how the dog can be as big as the human. In fact, the dog’s face is bigger than the human’s face. Well anyway, is just a cartoon movie.

Oh ya, by the way, Happy 22^nd Birthday Meng Sang! Another year older, another year wiser, another year with more problems. =) May all your wishes come true ok!

Promise it will be my last post of the day

Sky looks dark from my office. I think it’s either going to rain soon, or it already started raining. Today is the first day I parked my car at the season parking area and it’s an outdoor car park. What’s worst, it’s next to the building I’m working to, not the building I’m working at. So when it rains, I will get wet. I need to get myself the small folded umbrella. I used to have one, but I do not know where I put it. Its Esprit’s some more!

I attended a meeting earlier along with 2 of my supervisors. It was a vendor for this company. They are trying to convince us real hard to buy their item and on our side, we have to convince our management to choose them too! LOL! They tried real hard, I hope they will get at least one of the company’s project.

I’ve been in this meeting twice already. It’s nice being the one to decide and people wanting you to buy their product. Meaning you play an important role huh! Now I know what I want to work as when I graduate. I would prefer to be in the sales department and then move up to be a manager. That’s my objective. Something I would like to achieve by the time I turn 30.

Another 1 ½ hours to go. I don’t know how to waste my time so I just had to blog again. Sorry if you readers get bored. But understand me; I’m just trying to buy time. During these 2 weeks of work, I have read all the blogs that I can possibly read, check all my mails that I can possibly check, replying all my mails in FB and friendster that I can possibly reply and even finish half my internship report already. I have another 10 more weeks to go after tomorrow and I really hope that there will be something for me to do. I’d rather complain I’m so busy than to complain I’m so bored.

At least even I’m very busy like how I used to be when I worked in HP years back, I don’t feel sleepy at all even though the night before I only slept for 3 hours. But when there is nothing to do, no matter how long you sleep, you just feel like sleeping even more. If I’m not mistaken, next week there will be 2 public holidays one is for all and another especially for Selangor. I wonder if our company is under Selangor? I hope so, and then I will only need to work for 3 days next week.

Since this weekend is a long one, because Monday is a holiday, my earlier plan was to go down to Singapore to do some shopping! Yes yes, I’m a shopaholic! That’s just me. Last 2 weeks news flash was that Bangkok’s airport was closed down due to those Thai activists who were protesting outside the airport but today it seems that the case has been settled and the airport is now open. So I guess my trip to Bangkok will be resumed? Earlier, my dad wanted to cancel it or either post pone it. But I don’t think it is necessary now. So I can’t go to Singapore, since I’m going to Bangkok. I can’t be shopping at both places, unless I have unlimited amount of money!

Can anyone tell me, how to make fast money? LOL!

Whoever who reads my blog, will think I’m too boring that I have to blog twice a day. Well, I am really very bored here in the office. Only sometimes I have things to do but most of the time, nothing!

My friend asked me yesterday. Will you accept someone who is 12 years older than you and who is a DJ? Hmmm…I don’t mind him being a DJ but 12 years older? Wow! I know people will say age doesn’t matters, but for me it does. 12 years is like a whole cycle in the Chinese calendar. Is not because I think he is too old or what but then, I just feel uncomfortable being with someone so many year difference from my age. I told her, she need to think it through before she makes a move.

It’s been almost 11 months since I last saw my cousin. She put on quite some weight and her “2 mountains” are much bigger now. LOL! Last time mine was bigger but because I lost quite some weight throughout this year, it shrunk and now hers was much bigger!! LOL! I’m not obsessed or anything, but then why is it when most Asians end up in western countries, they will always gain weight!?

I sometimes complain that I’m short and fat. Why I’m not tall enough to wear anything I like? Why isn’t my skin as smooth as some people? Why can’t my legs be more slender? Why can’t this…why can’t that? But when I see some people who are worst than me, I should be thankful enough that I’m not that bad after all! Yes, appreciate what you have.

Nano

GOOoood Morning! Welcome! Welcome!

I sound happy today right? Greeting everyone to my blog!

OK, here it is, I received my new Ipod nano from cousin last night. She just came back from Australia. Before she was back, she asked me whether I wanted anything from there. This was how the conversation went:

Evie: Yuen, you want anything from here or not since I’m coming back on Wednesday?

Yuen: Erm…nothing that I can think of besides chocolate…(which I love most which can make me happy even when I’m down)

Evie: Aiya, I know la chocolates, other than that?

Yuen: Cannot think of any other things already. What’s there in Aussie?

Evie: Never mind la, I go walk around see see got anything or not for you ok?

Yuen: OK!

Evie: Oh ya! Any electronic gadgets that you want from here since cuz it’s cheaper and if it’s more than $300 can claim tax.

Yuen: Hmmmm……..Yes! Ipod Nano please!!?? How much is it there?

Evie: It’s about $269….eh no, $279, still cheaper than Malaysia right since the exchange drop already?

Yuen: Yeah yeah..can can, even if it’s $279 is still cheaper by almost RM100.

Evie: Ok la! Then I will try to get for you. What color you want?

Yuen: IF red will be the best choice, if can’t you choose between the purple and black

Evie: Alright!

Yuen: Thanx a lot!!

So there goes, my Ipod was on the way. I chat with her last Friday, and on Monday when I saw her online, I just asked her again about the Ipod. She told me she haven’t it yet cause she was away in some place together with her parents who went there for holidays so she didn’t had time to buy for me. And since she hasn’t pack, and it was already a Monday when her flight is on Tuesday in the midnight, she might not be able to buy for me! =( (heart almost break). But then she told me, unless you’re willing to wait till the 24^th December when one of her friends will be coming back, then she can ask them to help buy for me. Though long, but it’s still worth. So, I agreed. BUT then the night before she flew off, she called me and asked me which color do you prefer? She said the purple didn’t look very nice and if I want another color apart from black, she recommended me pink. I didn’t like the pink, so I just ask her to get me the black! What’s the best part; she only got it for $253! Wow, I save even more!!! I love her for being able to get it for me before she flew back to Malaysia! Thanks a million babe!!!

I tried to transfer songs to the Ipod but then because my itunes was the older version so I had to download the newer version instead. Last time I had an Ipod shuffle and it got stolen last month when I got snatched thief at my aunty’s housing area (let’s not talk about this robbed case in detail, it terrified me till now).

I didn’t have wireless connection in my house at Klang, so I couldn’t proceed and had to stopped and think of a way to transfer the songs. I didn’t want to use my dad’s pc because it is full of virus. Moreover the Ipod is new; I don’t want any harm against it. LOL! It’s my part time lover now. Whenever I feel lonely and bored, the only entertainment I get is from my Ipod. So maybe today I will drop by Starbucks or something to update my itunes version then I can start transferring songs tonight. Ooohh I can’t wait!

Yay! Yay! I got my Ipod Nano at last!