Monday, June 27, 2005

my legs are killing me

because of yesterday's run, my legs are now extremely pain and aching!! i can barely stand long and walk properly...i drag my legs when i walk..especially coming down the stairs..oh my god..i'm like an old lady..i take step by step just to get down the stairs..usually i'll take less than half a minute to reach downstairs, now i take more than a minute to climb down the stairs..

apart from suffering this stupid pain...i went to pyramid to watch Initial D with my friends...i love the movie..oh gosh...this really makes me feel like getting a boyfriend who's a racer!! lol..the racing scenes are superb!! if anyone of you haven't watch this movie, please do so..you won't regret it!

anyway, off i go now..got to sleep early as i will be leaving for ipoh tomorrow, to visit mel's parents and also my ipoh friends...so joleen and simon, here i come..!!

Sunday, June 26, 2005

10 km run = killing myself!

and so i did went for the 10km marathon..actually i wanted not to go,but since wei leng pursue me to go, so i agreed..imagining yourself, running for 10km...oh my..seriously it's damn tiring..halfway running i felt like fainting...and the best part is, this damn marathon has no pit-stop for water...WTF?!? i was like running and running and hoping to see some water..but NOTHING and morover i'm totally dehydrating already! blessing in disguise i managed to finish the run without fainting or anything....after the run, my legs were like jelly..i could barely stand up straight..we when home after resting for a while..all of us was fucking tired..i only got 2 hours of sleep before running..so by the time i reached home, i quickly bathe and went to bed...i slept for about 4 hours..thank god no one disturbed me..!

that's all for today..i'm having a very massive migraine now and the rest of the day was just sleeping...lol

Saturday, June 25, 2005

so far so good

before you read this, let me warn you that this post will be a long one...since my final paper ended last monday, i was enjoying myself to the max till today and that is why i couldn't find time to blog..=p

here goes, right after the final paper, physics, my friends and i went to Redbox to have our lunch at the same time to sing (a from of releasing stress..lol) anyway it wasn't that fun though but anyway at least we had something to do rather than going home and sleep...gosh..such no life! after 3 we had to get out and afterthat we couldn't think of what to do..it's amazing that everytime while we were in the uni studying for finals, we had lots of stuff in mind that we wanna do, but because of exams we couldn't and after exams, we run out of ideas on what to do to waste our time...

the next morning, mel and i went shopping!! my ever favourite hobby..lol! first, we went to bukit bintang, then to klcc for lunch..there i bought one Esprit blouse and then to midvalley..so happened it was a J-card member day so the dman shopping mall was crowded with people..as usual i ended up getting a bad migraine.. i bought one Padini Authentics blouse and one heels from midvalley...we also watched Mr & Mrs Smith...nice movie..after the movie we bought dinner and headed home..throughout the journey back home, mel and i were wondering what are we gonna do later in the night..i guess God answered our question, one of our friends asked us out for a drink..we went to ss15 for our first drink, then afterthat went to asia cafe for a while then afterthat followed my friend to damansara..he was searching for the place where the car drifting event will be held, and afterthat we had another drink in ss2..people call it the "wai sek kai"...we reached home about 3 and then straight away i entered my dreamland as i was extremely sleepy...

the next day we were figuring out where to go..and guess what we ended up in midvalley again..!! for the second time...this time i bought one red tube top from MNG..they were having some big sale there..my gosh the crowd was massive!! afterthat we returned home early cause we'll be going clubbing later in night...and so at around 9 my friend came and pick us up from the apartment then off we go..as usual, KL's always jam so we reached there around 10..we were supposed to meet up with another group of people in Thai Club first, since not all of them are there yet we went to Atmosphere for a while..it was jam pack as the casts for the movie "initial d" were in the club...anyway we just went there to look at the cars..after a while we went back to thai club..seriously this club is full of working people hardly any of my age...and the best part is, although the club is fucking full with working people i don't know why but one working guy got attracted to me!!oh gosh.. anyway, apart from that, i still enjoyed myself, dancing and drinking..

about 2, 3 hours later, me, rain, yen kim and david flew over to atmosphere and mel with another friend stayed back in thai club..and AGAIN while dancing, some "ah pek" came and introduce himself to me..he even asked for my number and i told him i'll give you later (and the fact that i WON'T give it to him at all..!!) after a while he stopped dancing and went back to his table..i was all the while on the dance floor moving the beat..every single fucking moment when i turned to where he's sitting, he will wave at me..hoping that i'll acknowledge him and then giving him my phone number..gosh he's so fucking desperate..i so fucking wanted to tell this old fucker "go look at yourself in the mirror..and look at your damn age!! you wanna try to get a girl this young? no way!! just FUCK OFF..!! go get someone your age "ah pek"! his desperation really scared the hell out of me..and men nowadays will do anything when they are desperate..maybe not all but most! i told a guy friend of mine just to help me watch out this old bugger..when i went out the club and quickly ran away as far as possible..i'm afraid that he'll chase after me to asked for my number..thank GOD he didn't!!

we went back to thai club to meet up with mel and friend and afterthat we went to "steven's corner" in OUG to "yumcha"..reached home about 4 plus..and went to bed right away..damn exhausted!!

the next day, by the time we woke up it was already time for lunch, so we decided to eat in Cabana..as usual we had to take the bus there, so we allocated time for us to get ready and decided to take the 2.20pm bus..usually the bus will NOT be punctual..but FUCK this time the bus was Fucking punctual!!!while walking from the apartment from far we saw the bus..and we tried running to catch the bus but sadly we missed it..!! fuck fuck fuck!!! so we waited for another one hour for the next fucking bus to come...by the time we reached ss15 i'm almost half dead..was so tired and hungry!! we spent a few hours in the cafe and by 6 we were off to the gym..after gym, i went out with chin huang, ben and weng wai to puchong to have a drink and afterthat back to ss15 to play CS..lol..it's been a long time since i played that game..luckily my shots were still ok..lol

on friday the four of us, me, ben, chin huang and aik hoong overnighted in weng wai's house..we played some game called "speed" using poker cards..it was damn fun and at the same time funny..there was once where i laughed until i bang my own head on the damn floor..*ouch*
wake up the next morning, had our lunch together and then i went back home...

so far my holiday's going on well and i hope it will continue till the very last day of my holiday...
off i go now..will update you guys about my holidays..~~!!

Saturday, June 18, 2005

batman

yes, so the title says it all, i watched Batman with my cousin and two other friends today..in the morning i attended my ex-school's (MGS) prefect's buffet..met some of my long lost friends there, as in my ex schoolmates..some still as short as ever, some as thin as ever, some put on weight, some became more girlish and some remain the same..well, i hope i didn't changed much too..*smiles*

am feeling much better today as compared to yesterday, yesterday i was full with anger and frustration..if anyone tried to pull the hell out of me they'll be dead by then! i don't know why, but i was damn frus! i was damn frus till i had the "don't you dare mess with me" phrase on my face..

gad damn it! only me and god knows what happened to me last night, anyway let's forget about that..moving on, i was supposed to study physics..it's my last paper one monday..after this i'll be enjoying myself to the max! by the 14th of july you'll see me getting nervous and scared as my doom day is here!

signing off..seriously need to study..i will update you after my last oaper
adios~~and wish me luck =p

Friday, June 17, 2005

just too frustrated

nobody will understand my situation now...nobody can help me but myself...but the thing is i don't know how to help myself..

anyone care to help? i'm sicked and tired of facing problems..life before college and uni was 1 million times much better than this..during high school, the word "sad", "unhappy"and "frustrated" was never in my personal dictionary..laughing was my daily routine and you can hardly see me sad...i hate who i am now..

p/s: i think, in this world, selfish people will survive and generous people will die

tell me what am i supposed to do

when i'm generous, people take advantage of me, when i'm selfish, people don't like it...
nobody like selfish people right? so you, you and you out there PLEASE don't take advantage of anyone..respect friends for who they are, don't used them..

well before i proceed, if i've used anyone of you before, forgive me..seriously i'm tired of life people out there who took advantage of me, you know who you are, and i hope you won't continue doing it..i'm sicked of being used as a friend..i will be there for you if you need me and i will remain as your true friend...but please i'm begging you don't take me for granted!

by the way, i guess everyone know's this song "Rumours" right? i like that song so much now...i'm dedicating this song to you...

i just don't understand why? WHY do some people have to use their friends to get what they want? WHY do some people just don't bother whether they hurt their friends or not? WHY are they so damn selfish when WE must be generous to them? WHY does one still one's happiness away?

and there goes, WHY must someone come and make me miserable when i'm just beginning to enjoy my life? can't people leave me alone when i'm having the happiest time in my life? when my tears of sorrow's going away and i'm starting to smile, do you really have to come and destroy it? what if I try to destroy your's? do you like it? DEFINITELY NO, right?

whatever it is... i don't know what's there to say anymore, i just hope that things will be as always remain like it used to be..

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

not blogging for a while

i'm having my finals..and so i will not be able to blog much...
my holidays will start as soon as my last paper ends, which is on the 20th of june..
so see ya!