shopping, shopping and more shopping

everyone knows it's the 'Mega Sales' now..i went to 1 Utama last sunday with my mum and dad..met up with mel and joleen there..since they'll be going to midvalley afterthat so i followed them there..but too bad my mum is not following, so i had to spend as much as i can in 1 Utama... =p

and so i did..i bought one levis jeans, 4 spagetti stripe and 3 blouse...that's not the end of my shopping list you see...yesterday, my mum had to attend some high tea with her old friends in sunway, so afterthat we went shopping again..this time i bought another 3 blouse..lol..tell me..how happy can i be?? if you ask me..i don't think my shopping marathon ends here..i still have another month to shop before the sale ends... *smiling*..hope to see more that attracts me in weeks to come...there's only one reason i can think of why my mum actually allows me to shop that much is because my birthday's coming..*a reminder to my friends* haha....

anyway, i'm seriously one lucky girl..that i have to admit!!my friends will know why..

dilemma

*don't ask me why*...just feel like blogging about my feelings only...

something to share

i attended my friend's (see ting) birthday party today..everything were fine till me and two other younger guys were talking about relationships..and the birthday girl joined the conversation too..well when she said..do you think that true love ever exist in this world??....it made me ponder for a while..

yes, does it really exist? honestly i don't think so..here's why...i was once deeply in love but now my heart's shattered into pieces..i have a fragile heart which will get hurt easily..i was so in love till i didn't wanna let him go although we broke up..i cried and moan for 3 months..YES i did..i know it's stupid but i really loved him so much..during my break up period...all my fellow friends and family members will give me one whole lot of advices, i listened but i can never do what they ask me to do..telling me what to do is easy, but for me to DO it..it's difficult, if you ask me, did i totally let him go? then answer is NO...yes i am a happier person now..without him i can live my life to the fullest, but at times when i'm feeling lonely i'll think back of all the memories i had..

sad to say, but he's my first love that's why is hard for me to let go..i don't know why..maybe it's just me..who's trying to be stubborn..now, i'm in dilemma..i don't know how to express it out..but it's still about guys..you know, i really hope i'd never been into a relationship before..when i start to learn what is love, how is it like having a boyfriend who cares for you and learning how to love someone, i can never forget these three things and maybe more that i'd learned...although i'm enjoying my single life, but at times, i can feel there's a hole in my heart which no one can patch it except for the guy i love..

i really envy my close friend, who had never start any relationship before, yes she might have like someone, but she had never love anyone before..and because of this she's such a happy go lucky person, who doesn't know the meaning of love..which makes life much easier now..

i admit that i'm now a girl who's affraid of accepting LOVE...i might want someone to care for me but at the same time i'm affraid to fall for him...i'm affraid that i will get played another time which i cannot afford to let that happen cause if it happen's again, i will suffer from depression..i'm only 19 and yes i know there's still a long way to go...but along this long way, who knows what will happen..

sometimes i hope very much that i can see the future befoer i accept anything because i'm affraid to try..but if i don't try i don't learn..so..*sigh* i really don't know what to do..i leave my fate in god's hands..i wish he'll know what's best for me..

i finally started going to the gym again~~

my migraine from yesterday night has not fully recovered..this morning i still felt some pain in my head but then i swallowed one panadol to get rid of it cause if not, i won't have the mood to do anything but lying on the bed..

i did my house chores before i went out..at about 4.30pm, i left the house and went to pyramid..i shopped alone today..*smiles*..it's nice shopping alone once in a while..you don't have to worry about anything when you are alone..you just shop as you wish and you have all the time in the world to shop!! i ended buying another pair of sandals from "nose"..

i left pyramid at 7pm to meet up with chin huang at the elephant walk..he wanted to follow me and weng wai to the gym today...so i fetched him there..and yes, i finally went to the gym..!! after 2 weeks of continuous eating without exercising i think i put on some weight, but surprisingly one friends from gym say i didn't...lol..gosh i'm so happy..!!

after gym, since i wanted to eat western food, so we went to ss3 to have our...how do i call this?? i didn't have my dinner and by the time we finish gym and all it's already 10..so maybe supper lar?? i rushed home immediately after supper cause i will be going to malacca tomorro with my aunty..!! i know i know i'm damn happening *perasannya* haha but i can't help it..it's holiday and i need to enjoy before uni starts..!!

got to go!! i have to wake up at 7.30am cause my aunty will be fetching me from my house at about 8am..so adios..!! will blog about malacca when i'm back..~~

migraine sucks!!

though i had a wonderful time today, but my migraine attack half way through and this sucks!! i hate migraines as it'll make me feel sick...usually only one part of my head will get damn pain, but today my whole head is damn pain..i cannot sleep, i can hardly talk and i can hardly walk properly..cause when i do, the nerves will bit very very fast and i can feel it..and you wouldn't wanna try that!! i really wonder what the fuck is wrong with my head..!

oh my god...i seriously can't stand the pain, i need a miracle to stop this pain..!! but i know it won't happen..so i have to suffer till the next morning...god bless me!!

fun, fun and more fun

wei leng, swee sum, chin huang, halim, weng wai, aik hoong and joleen came down to klang today..they met up in my house together with su-lyn, ben, julian and tee yen to have bah kut teh for breakfast..i did not follow them as i had to buy some stuff to cook lunch in the afternoon..anyway i wasn't in the mood to eat bah kut teh today so decided not to follow them..

after breakfast, they went over to ben's house first then at about 2 something they came back to my house to meet up with chin huang..by the way, chin huang did not joined them for bah kut teh too cause who couldn't come down to klang earlier for some reasons..before having late lunch, we played one game called "Taboo"..you know what game is that? well this game is something like charades where one person will act out and the rest of the group members must guessed it..but in taboo you can only talk and no hand actions, there will be a stack of cards, when it's our turn, we flip the card and see what it sayw on the card and we describe it so your group members can gguess what's the word...but in the card, there will be a list of words that you cannot say while describing it to your members..and the best part is, you have to fast cause there's a time limit for it..and of course we had fun during the game..we laughed and laughed non-stop..it's funny to look at the person when he/she's trying to make the members guess what word is it...

at about 6 pm, we left for telok gong to have out dinner..i know i know it's kinda early to have dinner but some of them had to leave early but in the end those who had to leave early didn't joined us for dinner..so what the heck! since we're all out of the house, let's just get there..lol
the seven of us ordered 6 dishes..telok gong = seafood...yummy..!!

this is really one sinful holiday..lol..i pratically eat a lot everyday..but wtf..!! when uni starts.. i'll be food deprive so what the heck! i have to eat all i can during the holidays lar..!!

i miss all of you!!

here goes the list...

*wei leng
*chee chang
*weng jian
*poh ting
*zhao phin
*kah kiat
*koon aw
*chun wei
*tian han
*brian
*eugene
*daw bin
*kin hoong
*benjamin
*su-lyn
*weng wai
*kok fung
*ee sern
*jun xue
*amit
*kenny
*soon heng
*flora
*denise
*natalie
*yoong kang
*steph
*adelynn

these are all my ex-classmates from s10 last year during SAM..i really miss them A LOT!

i'm very lucky to meet up with most of them today..especially those whom i hardly see..chee chang, zhao phin, weng jian, poh ting, chun wei, koon aw and soon heng...

this morning i went to KL to do some shopping together with my close friends, su-lyn and ee von..then i met up with a friend of mine for lunch..spent about 4 hours there and then left for home early as i had to meet up with my ex-classmates for dinner in sunway...well, this gathering thingy was a last minute plan..it was only planned at 10 something in the night if i'm not mistaken..ain't we crazy?!! lol..anyway, it did work out! i was so so happy to meet all of them..i can't express how i felt at the moment when i saw all of them..seriously..there was like some kind of bond we had together last year..honestly speaking last year was one of the best class that i had ever been..the people in the class were marvellous!! we always chill out together and when for a lot of outings together too...i miss those times we had together as well...

we ate steamboat for dinner..it's buffet style..so eat all you can!! and guess what the restaurant's name is "yuen's steamboat"..." i should tell them.."hey, you name your restaurant after me! so, you should give me discount for eating here"..lol...we took lots of pictures..see, if i have the time, i'll post it up..frankly speaking the steamboat wasn't that delicious, but the chicken wings were!!

though all of us are now separated, going our own ways, but we still contact one another..that's the best part..we still try to call everyone out to meet once in a while except for those who are studying abroad..well when they come back to malaysia we will find them too..i hope to see more of them in future..i hope to have more of this kinda gatherings too..

p/s: THANX TO EVERYBODY WHO TURNED UP TODAY..I ENJOYED MYSELF VERY MUCH AND I HOPE YOU DID TOO..!! I'M VERY VERY HAPPY TODAY TO SEE ALL OF YOU..!!
MISS YOU GUYS, LOVE YOU GUYS AND DO TAKE CARE...MUAKSS..!!

one sinful holiday

i'm back from hollidays..!!so, anyone miss me??!! lol..time passes by really fast..last tuesday i was in ipoh and yesterday i was back in klang...home sweet home..i was supposed to blog yesterday but i ended up talking on the phone so i couldn't concentrate..therefore, sorry for this late post!

i'm supposed to lose some weight during this holidays..but i don't think it'll ever work..on the first day itself when i reached ipoh, i ate one whole plate of noodles..it's tuesday, so they had pasar malam that night! and yes, i couldn't resist it..6 of us came up to ipoh..plus mel, there were 7 of us..we bought almost every food which looks delicious..the amount, was full with the food we bought back home...people will be surprised with the amount we eat..i'm telling you i have good appetite..unless my "aunty" visits me..if not, hell, i live to eat! so what do you expect?! lol

then the next morning, mel brought all of us in ONE car..so you can imagine 7 people in one car..the car must be heavy, morover we ate so much the night before to have our breakfast..and then again..eat eat eat..afterthat, we visited some temple to feed the tortoise and then to another temple to see monkeys..later we dropped by IPOH parade (yes, i have to remind myself is IPOH parade, cause i usually say KLANG parade..haha) pratically, my whole ipoh trip was full with fun and of course...eat and eat and eat everyday...even till the last day(friday), wei leng and swee sum brought me out for dim sum (yum yum)..

in the afternoon, i met up with my parents in jusco, they will be bringing me up to cameron for 3 days..and there goes again..as people say, cold weather will cause us to eat more...and so i did..lol..i ate ALOT... every night i'll go to their pasar malam and buy all those junk food...my favourite is the fried sweet potato balls...talking about it now really makes me feel like eating eat again!! nevermind..i have to remind myself..( eating spree is over...i'm back in KL so, i have to visit the gym as often as i can)

and today, i watched "war of the worlds" with my bunch of girlfriends at the same time, we celebrated ee von's early birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!! well, the movie was nice but the ending was not understandble..anyway, it's worth watching...to me..

i'm kinda tired, so i'll stop here for today..this is just the briefing of my holidays..i will let you know in detail maybe tomorrow when i'm free..chao!