How the journey started 1

Me, Ijan, Jaja and Kecik went for a short one night trip to Malacca on Saturday and came back on Sunday. How come we ended up going there?

First, we wanted to visit Siluet (Indon band) who are now playing in Pure Bar, Malacca.

Second, Hard Rock is so boring now more over the local band is playing.

Third, since the management has changed, the regulars also have to pay cover charge!

I was supposed to work on Friday actually, but because the night before I had X’mas party at Alex’s place along with Chin Huang, Halim, Weng Wai and Wai Loon. After the party, we went over to Mid Valley for a midnight movie. By the time I fell asleep, it was already 3 in the morning. We watch IP Man and it is a great show! Who ever whom haven’t watch this movie, do catch it on the big screens.

So, when I woke up at 7am, I felt so tired and sleepy, since I knew a lot of people was not in office that day, I just decided to SMS my supervisor and told him I want to take MC though I was slightly sick. Met up with Halim, Ling Ying and Wai Loon in Mid Valley for lunch and later, shop for Weng Wai’s birthday present.

I was in a rush actually because I need to meet a friend of mine in Pavilion at 5pm. By the time it was 4pm, we only managed to get the wallet and the remaining story book and photo album was bought later when I left. The rest shopped for it. So I left Mid Valley at 4++ and headed to Pavilion.

Met my friend at Starbucks, had a drink or two and chit chatted till it was 8pm in the night. He left for work to Hard Rock and I left to shop for little more things and after that back to Sunway to bathe and get ready to go to Hard Rock. Before entering Hard Rock, we meet up at NZ (a mamak we always hangout) to have our dinner and then at 12++ we went Hard Rock. Supposedly we were there to celebrate a friend’s birthday whom in the end did not show up at all! Anyways, all of us did enjoy ourselves.

I mentioned earlier that nowadays even regulars have to pay cover charge already right? But that night, we didn’t have to. Not because we managed to escape from it but because there’s this guy who works as a police who is trying to tackle me but being ignored. He still wants to try and more, he wants to show off. So while we were entering the entrance after taking our order and wanting to pay at the counter, he saw me and stopped me from paying. He told me that he wants to use his credit card because it’s been a long time he didn’t use it already. I was like, if like that, why don’t you just spend me and my friends! And he agreed! For the 3 of us, good la! Pay all you want and we can save our money. Anyway, indirectly we’re being bad, but we didn’t force him, we were just teasing but he himself offered to pay all in the end. So why are be stupid? Just accept the offer. So there, we each saved RM35! LOL!

After Hard Rock, we went over to NZ again to get our last “kopek” of drink before we go back home. I invited AJ to come over because I didn’t want the policeman to disturb me! So we sat at a different table when actually we were supposed to sit at the same table so that I could avoid all conversations with him. Before AJ arrived, he kept on coming to our table till his food arrived and he went back over to his to eat. When AJ was here, he didn’t come over already. Thank God! Already told him, no way will you be able to tackle me, but he still doesn’t understand. How stupid can some guys be?

Around 4.30am, we all left and headed back home. Earlier I came on the motorcycle with Ijan but when I went back home, AJ gave me a ride with his new modified Myvi. LOL! At least and can rest my head and body if I sit in a car. On the motorcycle I have to make sure I’m wide awake so that I won’t fall down. But anyway I do like to “rempit” once in a while. Reach from at 5am, slept at 5.30am and got up at 10am. I can barely open my eyes!

Merry X'mas

X’mas Eve dinner at my babysitter’s place was nice. Had nice ham, roasted lamb, fried chicken and the best ever fried rice! I tried to control my food in take in order to still stay fit. There were a lot of delicious foods actually. The apple crumble and pineapple crumble top with ice-cream, plain syrup jelly, pure butter cake and etc. Later we had one very special wine and also beer and also a glass of coffee alcohol (I’m not sure of the special name for that). After dinner, went for a movie. Watched Yes Man. Boring at the beginning but starts to get funny towards the middle.

I was so happy because I was so super surprised with my Christmas gift from Simon (my god brother). He bought me a small bag from Coach! Actually, after giving all the presents, my baby sitter suddenly asked me, “who’s present is that?” and I answered, “what Christmas present, all given out already la!” She said, no la…got another one on the Christmas tree….I saw it but I couldn’t see any name written on it and I shouted asking whose present is this till Simon told me it was mine! Oh My God!! Mine? Are you sure?? I’m so happy!! Thanks “Kor” and also thanks for the rest of the presents from Kuma, Aunty Jessie, Allison Che and also Chin Huang!!!

New Year's hairstyle

I want to get a new hairstyle for the New Year. But what? Any suggestions anyone? I’m so bored of having this long hair of mine. I thought of cutting it short till the shoulder length but I’m afraid I will look chubby and fat.

I thought of curling before. But curls usually make people look matured right. I tried it once but it was just temporary just for my prom night, and it looks like this:

I'm the one in red

Then again, it's hard to maintain curls and I am still studying. I'm sure after a while I will get bored with it too. Maybe I will just go for the shoulder length hairstyle. So will wait and see!

Today and the coming days

It’s Christmas Eve! Yay! So Happy! But today marks the day I’m going to be busy all the way till I’m back from Bangkok.

Tonight X’mas Eve dinner at baby sitter’s place.

Tomorrow morning accompany parents to Ikea and at night friend’s X’mas party.

Friday night, accompany Jason to some place in Wangsa Maju to watch his “ex” sing.

Saturday may go down to Malacca to watch the Siluet band and spend a night there (maybe).

Sunday gym with crab from 3 to 8.

Monday have to rest at home one day before parents’ starts screaming!

Tuesday meet up with Ryn.

Wednesday New Year’s Eve countdown celebration with the Taylor’s business school gang!

Thursday will definitely wake up late since the night before drink like crazy and half a day will be gone. The remaining half the day will be used to pack my luggage.

Friday off to Bangkok on a 12.25pm flight.

The following Tuesday, I will be back!

I’m feeling so extremely bored. All my supervisors are not here. On Friday, more people are not here. HUHUHU (sobbing)….why did I choose to do my internship this year when I could have done it last year. At least if I didn’t had to work this year, I would have focused on my thesis and also work part time road shows, earn more money than I am earning now and still can have fun? So stupid of me!

Supposed to work out, but failed!

Supposed to go gym yesterday but ended up playing pool with Ijan and AJ. Actually, I really wanted to go for gym, because I’m feeling fat. Seriously, I’ve been eating so much recently. Ever since on Sunday my mum cooked Laksa and then yesterday our company had a pot luck buffet for lunch and today later there will be catering for a farewell party for a staff here. I think is a big shot la….that’s why got buffet catering. If you are just some “care leh feh” you think you will have a farewell lunch/dinner this big?

Anyway, AJ had always asked me to play pool with him so many times that I always give reasons which are true sometimes and excuses to avoid. LOL! I know I’m bad but just that sometimes if I don’t feel like playing, then I just don’t want to go. So instead of giving excuses that I don’t feel like playing which to him might either be lame or cruel, so I just said I have dinner, I other plans with other friends or I have to go to gym. But yesterday, I couldn’t avoid. I felt guilty instead. So along with Ijan, we went to some pool club in Sunway and met up with him.

He is a god damn tournament player and sometimes a winner and how in the world do you expect us to beat him? Only if LUCK is on our side then maybe we will win. Or maybe hoping that some gin enter us and are playing for us instead. LOL! Wasn’t that bad after all. But I think it’s because he gave in also la…If not, he can just enter all the balls without even giving us a chance to hit any. Never mind, since me and Ijan wants to improve in out pool skills, then I guess we should play with him more often then we can get better. I mean you need to play with someone better in order to improve right? If not, what’s the point of getting better?

We did win one game each though, that was because, when he played with Ijan, I think he wasn’t either paying enough attention of he was out of luck that Ijan managed to beat him and for me was because he entered the black ball even before he finished entering the rest of the balls (Hey! please don’t think dirty).

Humans and Lies

Why do people lie? For good or just for fucks? I mean I do lie. In fact, a lot too. Sometimes I think is for the good but sometimes I think it’s also for the bad. I hate lying but at the same time I can’t be to honest. I mean I don't lie in everything of course, but just in certain things. Either I choose to hurt someone now, or later. At the same time, I don’t know why that this particular person (a friend of mine), every time she lies to me, I will definitely find out. Is not because I hire people to spy on her or what so ever but ALWAYS one of my friends will surely tell me something about her. And when I realized the story Y told me (my friend let’s call her Y) and the story another friend told me contradicts, then I feel something is not right. But usually I ignore cause is the least important thing that I need to worry about now.

When Y does something wrong, Y will message me after a few days. And I know it’s because she felt guilty for doing something wrong. She will always ask me, did she do something wrong that’s why I don’t even call or message her? I will ask her back. Why do you think I’m angry with you? Did you do anything wrong and you’re feeling guilty now? She will answer, yes I did something wrong and I’m sorry but she doesn’t wants to tell me what it is. LOL! Weird. Funny. And I don’t understand why.

A friend of mine bumps into her in KL last week. She messaged me and she told me what she saw. So since, Y messaged me yesterday night and asked me whether I was angry with her because it’s been a long time since the last time I messaged her. So this was when I took the opportunity asking her about what my friend saw. She told me she can’t remember going to Pavilion after work. She told me all sorts of things but then I somehow trusted my other friend more than Y, because Y has been to lying to me many times and it’s uncountable. More over my other friend is my close friend.

It’s amazing how God can create humans. They can lie they can eat they can do whatever that it possible. So yeah, this is what we are. Just humans. How we choose to live our life is all up to us. So I guess I need to do something with my life before it’s wasted just like that. I’m young and I’m dangerous.

Of all times to have a fire drill, they must do it today. I just asked one of the clerks here and she says it only happens like once a year and in fact in year 2006, it didn’t happen before. Call me “sueh”. I’m only here for 3 blardy months and the fire drill has to be done when I’m here when it could be done some other time and in fact maybe not at all! Luckily my office was on the 7^th floor. Imagine if it was on the 18^th floor which is the highest floor in this building. Gosh! I can’t imagine.

I never knew that the boss here dislikes his employees to read newspaper which is why I was told not to leave the newspaper on our working table. Weird…

During the weekends I was supposed to go out with friends but ended up I didn’t. I felt so relax for the first time. Not that going out with my friends are very stressful but usually it will be quite rushing. When I stayed at home, time was not as issue. I can just do anything I want at anytime. The purposed I stayed at home was because I need a rest, just a short time off for myself. I know this coming weekend and the week after will be a busy one since there will be Christmas parties and New Year’s Eve celebrations.

Right after New Year’s Day, I will be flying off to Bangkok. So better rest first whenever I can before I fall sick (touch wood!!).

My mum cooked laksa yesterday at my aunt’s place. Ate that for lunch. Even before all of us could finish up our meal, my aunt already asked the maid to fry “pisang goreng”. That was my favourite. Feeling so full, I still gobble up 4 pieces I think and maybe more. Right after that, another aunty bought some chendol over and offered to me. OMG!!! I can feel my stomach is going to burst! I have not felt this full in weeks? Or months? Remember, I’m on a diet so I hardly make myself eat so super full. Anyway, I think maybe I’ve gain a little weight because of the way I ate. Moreover I had dinner in “Yatch Club”. Need to do some gym today I guess. So leave out the pool session. Sorry friend!

Random pictures of a little bit of here and there

And these are pics from Meng Sang's birthday............more to come...

Pictures on Bob's birthday.............

The entire gang!

The loving 2

Once a happy family...LOL! (of course without the guy in stripes shirt)

Pictures from my Singapore trip with my uni friends! Gosh I'm going to miss all the times we had together........ =(

The guys..taken in esplanade

ME in esplanade too

I love the lightings

First night there having our dinner:

Feeling Contented =)

Its Christmas week. I like this festival more than any other festival that is celebrated here in Malaysia. I don’t know why, but maybe I just enjoy the way things are during this season. Sometimes I wish I was born a white so that I can experience how is it like in the western country, playing with the snow and having so many Christmas activities there compared to here.

I’m feeling very happy today and maybe throughout the entire 2 weeks if nothing bad happens. I don’t know why I’m feeling happy. Maybe it’s because, I know I will be going to Bangkok next week for 5 days, then the holiday season is here which means in this 2 weeks I only work for 6 days out of 10 days, and last but not least, 2 supervisors and the big boss are not here because they went for a business trip to China. So I feel so FREE!!!

My dad just bought me a roller suite case as promised earlier. I finally got it! 24 inches by height at least it’s big enough for me to bring for holidays where I will shop a lot and I don’t need to bring so many side bags (e.g. Bangkok).

I’m deciding either to go for gym or to play pool with my friend after work later. Which one should I choose?

Joy to the World!

This song has been singing in my head the entire morning!

Joy to the world
The Lord has come
Let earth receive her King
Let every heart prepare Him soon
And heaven and nature sing
And heaven and nature sing
And heaven and heaven and nature sing
Joy to the world
The Lord has come
Let earth receive her King
Let every heart prepare Him soon
And heaven and nature sing
And heaven and nature sing
And heaven and heaven and nature sing
Joy to the world
The Savior Reigns
Let men their songs employ
While fields and floods
Rocks, hills, and plains
Repeat the sounding joy
Repeat the sounding joy
Repeat, repeat the sounding joy
Joy to the world
All the boys and girls
Joy to the people everywhere you see
Joy to you and me
Joy to the world
All the boys and girls
Joy to the people everywhere you see
Joy to you and me
He rules the world
With truth and grace
And makes the nations praise
The glories of His righteousness
And wonders of His love
And wonders of His love
And wonders, wonders of His love
Joy to the world
All the boys and girls
Joy to the people everywhere you see
Joy to you and me
Joy to the people everywhere you see
Joy to you and me

The end of 1 month

Thank God is Friday, and it’s true. When I was studying, I never learn how to appreciate Fridays because for me, every other day is just like Fridays. But now I know why TGIF meant a lot to people, especially when you’re working. When Friday is here, you feel more relaxed knowing that the weekend is just the next day and you can rest or do whatever you want! NO STRESS! Just pure FUN!

Today marks the last day of the working day and for me, it’s the last working day of the first month. This means, I have 2 more months to go. When I first started working here, I was complaining that there is still a long way to go, but today, I felt time passed by very very fast. It was like as if, I just started working here yesterday. LOL! This coming 2 weeks till the New Year is going to be a relaxed week for me, I Hope! Next week, 2 supervisors will be going to China along with the boss, and another one will be going to Bangkok. Only one is left here. He is ok. So I’m not so worried. I can do almost anything even playing online games. =P

Moving on, I will be going to Yokogawa again later. Today is the last day being there. Time pass faster there because there is work and at least if we’re boring, we will just chat and chat till time flies. I don’t know what time will be going there but I just hope we won’t be back so late today. More over it’s a Friday today and I’m sure the traffic will be crazy! What’s worst, we have to use the LDP highway! The other 2 days were not that jam because it’ just the middle of the week, but when it comes to Friday, don’t play play!

I have yet to buy some more Christmas presents. Out of 15 presents that I need to buy, I only bought 6 so far so there are 9 more. I need to buy it my next Monday the latest because on Tuesday I will be going for gym with Crab and I’m sure I won’t have time to shop. I would prefer to get everything done like wrapping and so forth so by next week I don’t need to rush since my God Mum’s X’mas party is next Wednesday (X’mas Eve).

Later tonight I, Ryn and Jaja will be celebrating Ijan’s birthday. I think it’ll just be a movie and later on “yum cha’ session at NZ. So if I’m back early from Yokogawa today, I will head to the nearest shopping mall to grab as many stuff as I can and then back to Sunway, have a bath and off to KL again! It’s going to be another tiring day for me since I didn’t had enough sleep throughout the week.

I’m sitting here, waiting for my supervisors to say “Come Let’s Go”. So means for now, I’m so bored thinking of what more to do, besides blogging, checking all me emails and reading the newspaper! Can someone suggest what else can I do to fulfill my time here for another 2 months?

Happy Happy Birthday!

Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday to IJAN,

Happy birthday to you!

To my dearest friend, Ijan.

A very happy birthday to you. May this very special day bring you all the joy and laughter throughout the new age and may all your wishes come true.

Thanks for being a great friend to me. Always accompanying me when I’m bored and entertaining me when I’m down. You’re a friend who is hard to find nowadays. I appreciate your friendship very much.

I love you my dearest friend! =)

Girls are Girls

Yesterday I went to Yokogawa with 2 of my supervisors (guys) and another 2 colleagues (girls). When you put girls and girls together, what do you get? GOSSIPS!

So the three of us, were practically gossiping of anything we can think of the moment we’re free. It wasn’t so productive yesterday because the design wasn’t being finalized yet and the supervisors were all the while chatting with the Yokogawa staffs. I think this usually happens when it is their first day there and haven’t being seeing one another for some time.

Actually, because of them we reached office late. By about 6 we already stopped working and were hoping that they will want to make a move too. However, to our dismay, they were standing and chatting there for half an hour! So the three of us including of the girls staff from there started chatting among ourselves also! Just to kill time. I wasn’t close with my supervisors, so I didn’t dare to ask them “Can we leave now?”

I wasn’t in a hurry if I had nothing to do but because I had to catch the movie at 7pm and since my friends bought the tickets already, I was practically agitating the entire time. Hoping they’ll end their conversation soon. But anyway, I understand the whole movie although I was a little bit late, so it’s ok!

Today I might go for dinner with Wei Leng, I might not be able to make it if the work is not done and I will be late. But hopefully I can. It’s been a long long time since I last met her. Need to do some catching up!

First time leaving office at 7pm

The whole yesterday was spent in Yokogawa, Puchong. I went there FAT. Not to be FAT but for Factory Acceptance Test. This is a process where before the entire DCS system is sent over to the company’s site, it will first be checked and tested whether the entire system fulfills the needs and requirements of the company and also whether the design is properly drawn.

I was about to start blogging yesterday when my supervisor told me that we are leaving now. Lucky I went there at least I had something to do better than sitting in this office and day dreaming all day long. More over I had not enough sleep the night before, so doing something there could at least keep me awake. We left the place about 6 something and reached office at about 7.15pm.This is the first time I did additional overtime!

I was late for my movie which was supposed to start at 7pm at 1U. I told the rest of my friends to enter the cinema without me first and when I reached there, I will call one of them to come out and pass me the tickets. We watched “The Day The Earth Stood Still” starring Keanu Reeves. Knowing that GSC is famous for starting their movie later then the time shown usually 15 minutes but for THX cinema is about 25 minutes, so in the end, I only missed the first 10-15 minutes of the movie.

The movie only lasted 1 ½ hours. It was OK la. That is what I think. Different people of course have different opinion. Anyway, after that I wanted to go home straight but then they asked to go for “yum cha” session at SS2 Murni. So I just went there for an hour and left for home.

Met Jason and Edwin there. What a coincidence! After I had my dinner since I didn’t have my dinner earlier, I drop by their table and gossip a little before I left. By the time I reached home, I felt so tired though I didn’t do much. Maybe it’s just an accumulation of “not enough sleep days”.

Later I will be going to Yogokawa again. Hope it won’t be so late but then I think it might be late because today might be the last day for us to be there so we need to finalize everything. So I might reach office even later than yesterday today. BUT hopefully not!

I’m so tired this morning. I could barely open my eyes. I went for gym yesterday and lasted there for 2 hours and more. 1 hour of body combat and another 1 hour of dance class. It’s enough to kill me since nowadays I’m not a frequent gym ‘kaki’.

I wish I could take leave then I could just stay at home to recharge. Should be going out for dinner later with Wei Leng. So long didn’t see her already. Wonder how is she now. she wants to eat either Japanese or Korean food but we’re not sure of the location yet. I asked her to decide since I’m fine with anything. Easier la!

I have in 7 more Christmas gift I need to buy. All for small kids. Since the economy is not so good, I guess I won’t be buying expensive presents like I usually do for them this time. Anyway, is the thought that matters not the amount (which I know it does matter to some people).

9 more days and its Christmas. I can’t wait for that day. It’s the time of the year where I always feel happy for no particular reason. I love listening to Christmas carols and the beautiful Christmas decorations everywhere. If I have enough money next time, I would want to spend Christmas in a place where it snows at any western country.

Any sponsors will be most welcome…=)

Sometimes I wonder why when a guy loves a girl so much, yet the guy is not being appreciated. Girls always wish for a guy to love them and be faithful to them. But once you have it, you just don’t want it. Sometimes, it’s because you just don’t love/like them at all and sometimes it’s because of other reasons.

Let’s say you’re a Chinese and an opposite sex which is a different race is crazy for you as in really really loves you and is willing to do anything for you. Will you accept her/him? If your parents didn’t like that person, will you still be with her/him even if you still love her/him so much?

A lot of times I still wonder what love is. Is love like this or like that? I thought I knew what love was once, but now, I’m confused again. It’s difficult to find true love nowadays. Even if you do, it’s difficult to maintain. Honestly, I’m tired of relationships. I’m so tired that I came to a point where I just one a guy to donate his sperm to me so that I can get pregnant, have a child or two and being a single mother. I will be happier than.

Looking at the rate of divorcees which are increasing, quarrelling with your partner because of money, arguing with your partner to see who has to look after the kids, etc…is so stressful sometimes. I might as well build my career, find enough money and then have kids.

Happy Belated Birthday Ayob!

At least I had something to do earlier. 2 things actually. So time passes by a little faster than usual. I was given an assignment when I first came in. I did mention this much earlier in one of the post. Well, tomorrow is my dateline and I’m feeling nervous. I’m usually like that. When it comes to studies, I’m not sure if what I do is correct or wrong. Unlike shopping and doing sales. LOL! Well, wish me luck for tomorrow!

Its 4.15pm now and another 1 ½ hours more to go. I will be going for gym later together with friends later. Hopefully I can last for 2 hours at least. I will be going for body combat like I always do when I am in gym and if there is this class and line dancing. According to Crab is those modern pop style, not those aunty aunty style which they usually dance in the morning as a form of exercise. Anyway, there is no harm trying though. Just another exercise! Good for my body. SLIMMER!!!

Anyway, let’s move back to what I did during the weekend. First, it was Bob’s birthday one Saturday.

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOB!!”

We celebrated it in Hard Rock as usual. He wanted to celebrate it somewhere else, in Red Box I think, but then he couldn’t wake up in time so he had to do it in Hard Rock instead. So there we went. Ryn and I enjoyed ourselves very much because it’s been a long time since we went there together for clubbing. You know places like that, if you only go there once a month, then it is not so boring and more fun of course. So we dance and dance and dance. We just ignore the birthday boy and the rest and we enjoyed ourselves on the dance floor. We didn’t want to be so bad, but ………………….

The reason behind it was, he brought a BITCH to his birthday. We didn’t want to be that cruel at first, but things she did really piss us of. First, we could see that she didn’t really like our presence. Then, she was all over sluttish with Bob. Next, when we were dancing on the dance floor and Ryn accidentally bump into her and she made a face and complain to Bob hoping that he will tell us off or something and finally made Bob fetch her back home even before the club ended and never did came back for a drink in mamak though he messaged and promise to.

To that Bitch:

FYI, we are Bob’s close friend who he still cares and love (as in friends love). We know him better than YOU do, so don’t try to be SMARTER than us. You’re just no different from the girl we call “Kerinting” in HRC just that you’re taller. But if compared to beauty and attitude, you’re just the same! If you like to do those “mushi mushi” stuff, common, GET a ROOM! If you think you can have him without getting to know us and chasing us away from his life think again! One more thing…if you can’t mix with us, then F^%@$#^K OFF!!!

A day without her....I hope

Good morning!

One supervisor whom I preferred not to be in office today is probable on Emergency Leave (EL). Is only said probably because it’s not lunch our yet and she might be in by then. She is one who strives while working and will not neglect anything even a little. In other words she is a workaholic.

I don’t have anything towards her; it’s just that she is sometimes strict and is difficult to communicate with her. I usually entertain her only when she starts talking to me. She talks very loud and she is a real typical woman where she shows when she is angry by hanging up on the phone if the person refuses to give her good reason or even just bang the phone when she can’t get what she wants. But can’t blame her too as she is so occupied with her work at the same time studying and she has to look after her people under her. So it’s understood but scary at the same time.

According to the other colleague, her car is giving her problems that’s why she sent it to the workshop and do not know by when will it be ready. If in time, she will make it back to the office, if not, she’ll just be at home resting.

So, will see after lunch!

It’s another 2 hours more to go. I’m just waiting for the clock on my laptop to turn 5.45pm and I will leave this office and head to Mid Valley shopping mall. You will know how bored I am here when I can post 3 to 4 posts a day. On weekends, you don’t see any post, do you?

I planned to go to the gym today after work, but when I woke up this morning feeling extremely sleepy, I decided no to. Well, I didn’t sleep well last night. I can feel that I’m just resting my eyes. I can listen to any sounds even the sound of water drops leaking on the ceiling of my rooms because it’s raining. When I really felt that I was asleep, it was already 6.15am, which was another 30 minutes before I wake up for work.

I was hoping if only this wasn’t training, I can just take leave as I like just to have a break. But because it’s training, I can’t. I have limited time as I have to complete a total of 12 weeks. Though this company offered me 13 weeks, but I already took 1 day MC, another 3 more days will be used up for my trip to Bangkok on the 2^nd January and I’m left with another one day which I should not simply just take just in case if there is emergency.

Our friendship (Ryn & Me) is coming to a year. So it’s our one year anniversary. I was talking to her that day and was just asking about new year’s plan, but then she said let’s do something more special since it’s been a year we knew one another. How sweet of her to remember that first day of 2008 was the day we met and got closer. I’m supposed to think of what to do but I haven’t. “Sorry if she’s reading this”. I will think of something memorable to do by the time the day is here. I will try my best. Sometimes my mind is not creative enough which I believe hers is better. So then maybe she will end up being the one to come up with an idea on what to do on our special event. If only we had enough money to go for fine dining. That will be great.

P/S: Sorry, we sound so *mushi* but then we really bond very well with one another. Don’t worry, we’re both straight.

Gotta be Somebody

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
We'll play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with

`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to go in on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn it this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to go in on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can´t give up!
When you're lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
Because you never know but when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.

Nobody wants to go in on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.

Shopaholic's Confession

I am crazy in love!

But I’m crazy in love with shopping not a guy.

It’s only the middle of December and I already spent so much on clothing.

Working in this company requires their staff to wear formal. No jeans are allowed and of course short skirts too. I had to buy more formal shirts and bottoms since I usually don’t wear formal at all. Even when I was working in HP last time, I don’t need to wear formal clothes.

The sales started on the 29^th of November if I’m not mistaken and the next day itself, I went to One Utama with my parents and bought 3 tops and 3 bottoms. The following week I went to Queens Park, KL with my mum and bought another 4 tops from Esprit along with a sling bag and yesterday I bought another 2 tops from MNG. It’s not done yet.

Later, I will be going to Mid Valley after work to check out on the MNG there as well. They are on sales now as I mentioned in the earlier post. I want to get one turtle neck long sleeve blouse which I couldn’t find it in Pyramid’s MNG.

Of course besides that, I need to buy Christmas presents. It’s a tradition my baby sitter celebrates X’mas eve every year and there will be gifts. Usually we buy for those younger ones. It is not necessary to buy for the older ones. Since, I am her god daughter, so I will have a present too even though I’m considered and adult already! I meant “young adult”. LOL!

Before the sale ends, my mum promise she will get me another 2 or 3 more formal blouse and few more formal bottoms. I myself want to get another blouse from Topshop and Esprit myself. Once sum up, I spend really a lot! My dad promise to get me a 24” roller suit case because my older one was small and usually if I go holidays to places which I shop a lot, I will be carrying more than 2 bags. So to make things easier, I should get a bigger one.

I already spotted one which I liked yesterday when I went for dinner together with my parents in Aeon Bukit Tinggi Klang. Dad didn’t bring enough cash and he told me he will buy it for me before we go to Bangkok for my shopping holiday. Better hope he keep his words and not making mummy buying for me instead. =P

I seriously need to earn a lot when I’m working next time. Look at the way I shop. I’m a high maintenance lady. I need to earn as much as I can to keep up with my pace otherwise I will drop. Usually, when you’re up, you won’t choose to go down. You either choose to maintain or go higher. So, I must know what I want in future so that I won’t drop. At the same time, I need to do some budgeting. I must learn how to safe a little every month. This is a must. Just in case for rainy days. Otherwise, who can I hope for to help me when I’m in trouble since I’m the only child and I don’t have any siblings?

There are still few more things that I need to buy. Will update on that when I already bought it.

PC fair starts today, but I will only be going on Sunday after fetching fei chai from the airport. Yes, he is back from the US after 3 weeks. Time pass real fast when you think about it. Every weekend means going out and going out means spending money. So, I need to get 3 ink cartridges, 1 pen drive and empty CDs for my dad and an Ipod pouch for myself for my new baby (Nano).

It’s Friday today, and is the final working day of the week. This means, I have another 9 weeks left. I only worked 3 days this week because Monday and Thursday (yesterday) was a public holiday. Monday was for the whole Malaysia, but then Thursday was only for the state of Selangor. It had got something to do with the Sultan, so we had the rest. LOL! Sometimes, working in Selangor is better because I think there are more public holidays than Kuala Lumpur. I THINK but I may be wrong.

On Wednesday after work, I went for dinner with Jamie, Yan Liang, Jason and Edwin as I mentioned in the post the other day. Since KL wasn’t that jam, so I reached KL earlier than expected and since it was still so early before the reservation time, I went up to visit all my ex-HP staff. Most of them couldn’t recognize me because I was so wearing formal clothes (since this company that I’m doing my training in doesn’t allow their staff to wear jeans and casual) and I tied by hair. I was new to everyone. In fact in Hard Rock too. Most of the staff there couldn’t recognize me at all. They took a while before they know who I am.

Hmmm….this gives me an idea. Next time if I plan to spy on someone, I just need to wear like this and maybe even wear a cap. I guarantee, no one cannot recognize me. I will sit at one corner and I come with a different group of friends. LOL!

Anyway, back to the dinner, we had 5 dishes. Nachos, Tupelo chicken tenders, twisted mac & cheese, grilled salmon I think and another beef burger I guess so. We shared of course and we had hot chocolate brownie sundae for desert. One but shared by 5 of us. We were so full already!! I like to hangout with this group of people because they are crazy and open and fun. I think we laughed the most meaning we were the loudest people there. We kept on talking and talking, joking and joking, laughing and laughing till all of our eyes tear. I wonder when will be the next gathering again.

My stomach doesn’t feel so good this morning. I think it maybe because of the tom yam soup I had yesterday which was so damn spicy. This one is really spicy. I’m a person who can stand spicy, so if I say it’s spicy, then it really is.

Played badminton yesterday together with another 5 friends. So tiring. But is a good way to burn fats. Moreover I ate so many fatty things for dinner in Hard Rock so I need to lose more weight. Nowadays, the clothes are all small in size so I need to be small so that I can fit into it as well! I’m a girl who likes to dress up. I love clothes, bags and shoes, but accessories and make up, just so so. Some friends and my mum said I’m just nice but I still feel fat. They say I won’t look nice if I slim down some more, but I still want to. Humans are always not easily satisfied. After achieving something that they already wished for, they still want more. Why are we like that?

I need to go to gym more often no matter how tired I am!

These are just some random pictures. 2 of them is what I tried using photo funia. LOL!

Yuen & Ryn

Friends and Marriage

Always when I’m feeling bored in the office; my duty is just to blog, blog and blog. So every blog doesn’t represent what I did the day before, the day after or today. I’m just blogging out my thoughts. This post is going to be another friend of mine. I mix with a lot of people and I meet different types of people. Some are funny, serious, dangerous, naughty; happy go lucky, scary and etc.

Friends come and go. You pick the right one to stay with you. Sometimes, although you think you pick the right one, but it doesn’t necessarily means it will last. Things might happen along the way. And then you’ll argue or fight and then you’ll end the friendship. Having a boyfriend, it’s just the same. That’s why sometimes; you’d rather leave a life of your own. Where only you can hurt yourself and at the same time make yourself happy. Sounds so lonely? But this is life. You can have friends, but not best/very good/very close friends. I don’t believe in that ever since high school days when my really best friends stabbed my back!

Yesterday, I went for a drink or two with Ijan in J.Co in Sunway Pyramid. Since I wanted to pay my mobile phone bill and at the same time waiting for the traffic to cool down, I called her out to meet up for a while. She stays just right opposite Pyramid and she wasn’t working yesterday. So, what the heck! We came to a point where we talk about getting married. For me, I’m still far from my marriage age. She is already 27 and will be turning 28 next year. Alright, she is not that old yet of course, but just a little bit worried. My another friend who’s 29 this year and turning 30 soon is even more worried.

I don’t think is because their requirements are very high but is just that guys nowadays are useless. Not all. Don’t get me wrong. Just most of them. Ijan was telling me that few years back, there was a guy who wanted to ask her hand in marriage. Before she accepted, she asked the guy a whole lot of questions. This was how the conversation went:

Ijan: Gaji you berapa sebulan?

Guy: RM1800…

Ijan: Oh, so kalau kahwin, mana cukup?

Guy: Takpe, dad I boleh sponsor.

Ijan: Habis, lepas kahwin pun dad kena sponsor ke?

Guy: Tak la! Bila dah kahwin I sponsor la pulak!

Ijan: Ohh @#!@$$*#@!#

Got it? If not, read it again!

I mean, you want to get married and you need your dad to sponsor? OMG! Where are all the real men?

Nowadays, earning RM1800 or even RM2500 is not enough to survive. Everything is getting more expensive and even the standard of living is getting higher. You may have enough money to get married but will you have money to maintain the entire family when you have kids?

Sometimes I wonder how some women can just get married for the sake of enjoying and then when their kids are out, they suffer and quarrel every day with the partner. Some even can tolerate when the guys bit them up! This is so stupid! Please think further. Think for the future. Yes, you can’t predict the future, but at least you may plan. Don’t just because you want to play and you think he is the only guy you love, you get married. What the @#$%!

Common girls, you’re not that stupid and blind aren’t you!??!!

I have 4 supervisors here in the office and today 2 are not here. They flew to Bombay, India for some meeting or something like that. One of my supervisors is a lady, and you know la, ladies are sterner one. She’s quite old already. Maybe got 40 years old lor I think. =p

I have another 5 more hours before the end of the working hours. Then I will be heading to KL again for dinner with Yan Liang, Jamie, Jason and Edwin in Hard Rock again. Hopefully today will not be as jam as on Friday. If not, I will tell myself not to go KL anymore after working hours. Only go there late night when I’m about to go to Hard Rock to club. So yes, the 4 of them. I met them when I was working in HP 2 years back. They study in Taylor’s Business School in Subang and I Study in Monash University in Sunway. We’re so near yet so far. Of all places, we met when we’re working. Anyway, they are fun and outgoing people. So it’s nice to have the as friends. That’s why till now we still keep in touch because we like the company of one another. But we don’t meet up often as we have our own circle of other friends too.

The best part is, there is one aunty who opens a café called “CABANA” in SS15 knows them too. The world is so small huh! It’s ok if aunty knows them, but they knew aunty knows me too, which means disaster. One of them has the mouth of a chicken backside. He tells anything and everything to anyone. So sometimes, he tell aunty this and that about me, and when I come to visit aunty, she will ask me all sorts of questions! Thank god he didn’t say anything bad yet. If not, YOU will get it! LOL!

After dinner in hard rock, I will then meet up with another group of friends for a movie. We will be watching Body of Lies starring Leonardo DiCaprio. The movie should be nice I guess since I’ve seen the thriller once and it looks ok. LY also said it is not bad. Something to do with terrorist. Hopefully is not boring. That’s all. If not, I will be sleeping in the cinema. Of course la I’m tired! Been awake from 6.45 this morning till God knows what time. My movie starts at 11pm and it is about 2 hours or so. By the time I reach my home in Klang, it will be about 2.30am earliest?

I wish I’m someone who don’t need that much sleep that I will have more time to do more things. I have a friend who only sleeps once in 3 days and yet he doesn’t feel tired. I really wonder how he does it.

I'm reminding myself, tomorrow is a public holiday, so just tolerate for another 4 and the half hours.

A Friend, A Sister

It’s been almost a year since I knew her. This is how fast time flies. We got to know one another through another common friend of ours. We met in HRC. Always, people will think that meeting someone in a club isn’t a good thing. But for me, it was the other way round. I actually found my soul mate here. I was amazed when we first met one another. We had the same thinking, the same taste in clothes, food, etc and even look alike. Don’t believe? Wait till I post those pictures. I promised I’ll do it as soon as I can.

She is one girl who is open to people’s thoughts but conservative to her own thoughts. She accepts people for who they are. In other words, she looks you through the inside not by seeing your appearance. It’s funny how we got close when I think about it. At first, she was just my “hi/bye” friend until one day when we were officially introduced to one another. We were both at first close to this common friend of ours but then in the end we came out of the way and are even closer. So now, it’s just me and her. Not that the other friend dumb us or we dump her, but it was her attitude that automatically made us a distance.

Let’s name that friend A ok.

I knew about A’s attitude after a while I mixed with her. She wasn’t that type of person whom will actually appreciate friendship by the end of the day. She is the type which takes advantage if she can. Before, I just let it be, when she goes over the limit, I tend to let it go. In fact my close friend thinks the same too. We never did complain to one another about A because in my thinking was that she was good to her and she thought that I was good to her. But it wasn’t the case. Till one day, when I said I’m supposed to fetch A home and she told me, she have a sister to fetch, why must you do it? She even said to me, please don’t let her use you too much and you don’t listen to her too much. You will get nothing out of it. When I heard those words, I then realize she thinks alike. Meaning she has the same thought about A as well.

She knew A long time ago back in her college days. I only knew both of them last year when I went to hard rock so frequent that I made a lot of new friends. The scenario in our case is just like a puzzle. I have certain part and she has certain part. Till one day we both can’t stand it, we just try to join the puzzles together and the outcome of this is what we got. That is how we got closer. She is 5 years my senior. I don’t know what will happen if she gets married. Though she haven’t find a bf yet, but soon to come she will get married earlier than me of course. She told me if possible she wants to married before 30 and she is 27 already in fact turning 28 soon.

I hope we have at least another year to enjoy to the maximum! I also hope even though she gets married, we still remain close like how we use to. Of course she will not have enough time just for me but once every week is good enough. She supports me in what ever I want to do. I love her even more than any one else (of course besides my parents). She made my birthday celebration in hard rock a very memorable and unforgettable one. She did anything to make me happy that night. She lends me a helping hand every time when I’m in trouble. She gave me comforting words every time when I’m feeling down. She buys me dinner when she knew I didn’t have enough money.

She is like my sister. Although she has older sisters and younger ones too, but people say I look even more like her. In fact her own sister said we look a like too. But we are not. Different race, different hometown different parents! That is what I call a soul mate.

Ryn & Yuen

Finally....Monday

Luckily I didn’t have any body ache. *sigh of relief*. By the time I got up, it was already 12 something in the afternoon. I didn’t know it was that late already. It was still raining then. When I woke up in the middle of the night around 4, I already heard rain drops. When I got up at 9 in the morning to go to the toilet, the day was still so gloomy and still raining, so when I got up at 12 something, it was still the same feeling. No wonder I slept until so late. The weather was so cold. Went downstairs to greet so called “Good morning” to my parents and went out to buy lunch for all.

After lunch, went shopping with my mum in KL. Is some ESPRIT outlet which sells the lower than the retail price and I’m 100% sure their original. Bought 4 blouses and a sling bag! *smiling* Happy happy happy! This month I shop the most. I think every month is almost the same. Just that this month, my mum was the one who shop for me instead. =)

Before we reach that place, we were searching high and lo for it!!!! At first my mum told me she could remember the way there, and when we’re there, she forgot! OMG!! Immediately, my migraine attack! Anyway, we tried calling her friend for directions, and she didn’t pick up the phone but luckily her friend called back after 20 minutes and describes the way to me. Finally, we found it, Queens Park, there you are!

Tiring to find the damn place especially if you don’t know KL that super well. But the shopping kills of the tiredness. LOL! This shows I’m one shopaholic! Yes! My shopping obsessions are everything! Clothes, bags, shoes, accessories and etc.

Sunday

Half the day was spent on sleeping. I woke up at 1.30pm today. I set the alarm to wake me up because I am supposed to meet up with a friend of mine at 2.30pm at Midvalley California Fitness. Yes, you read me right. I finally went to gym again after 3 months I think. I lasted there for 3 hours. I attended one dancing class and another one which is called “Zumba” and 15 minutes on the treadmill and another 15 minutes on the sky walk thingy and another 30 times of sit ups. Gosh, I’m tired.

After bath, I then went for another pool session with Ijan again for about 2 hours. She is what I call me “pool kaki”. Every time if we hangout together, it will usually be pool session. Right before I left, I dropped by the DVD stall to grab some DVDs. All that I have not watch in the cinema (The House Bunny, Mamma Mia, Max Payne, Tropic Thunder, Eagle Eye and Bangkok Dangerous). At 11pm, I headed back to Klang, my home.

I wanted to watch one movie before I fall asleep but then my mum was watching some movie from HBO, so I couldn’t get to watch mind. I thought of waiting till she’s done, but my eye lids didn’t allow me to. So I went to bed instead at 1 something.

Saturday

Saturday, after cleaning up the house, I left to Sunway to play pool with my friend, Ijan. We played for about 4 hours. Crazy right? I practice so much yet, everytime I improve on something, the other thing will get worst. How can this be? Hmmmm….I need to find an expert to guide me.

After that around 8pm, I left to Pavilion KL to meet up with Ryn to have a dinner and a movie. We had dinner in Michaelangelos, our favourite place and then we watched Wild Child, it was a nice movie. Ladies will only enjoy this movie, not guys (maybe some guys). After movie, we both met up with Ijan and Jaja, for “yum cha” session at NZ mamak near KLCC. We arrived there at 1.30am and we spend 3 hours plus there. We talked and laughed and joke till 4.45am. By 3, we were all tired and sleepy; we could see it in one another’s eyes. All turning red and watery and we were all lying on one another’s shoulder, but yet, we felt it was too early to leave, so we try to crack some joke.

I don’t know what conversation we had, that brought us all the say to discussing about face feng shui. For example, if thin lips mean stingy and thick lips mean generous. So we discuss everything till we come to the ear. I said that if our ear lops are wide, thick and big, we are very soft hearted. Suddenly Ryn said, “my mum told me before if our ear lops are like that, it means we are good in making cake/pastry/biscuits because we can estimate the dough well enough! We all burst out laughing so loud that the table around us all just looked at us suddenly! But who cares!! We were just having fun! LOL! After that, we joke that, what happened is the ear shit drops inside. Because Ryn said that, to estimate the dough we must touch our ear lops. So those with big fat ones are good in making perfect dough. Then I teased, no wonder the cakes your mum made which you brought back for us from Sarawak were so nice because maybe some additional stuff from the ears were added inside! LOL! We just laughed laughed laughed and laughed! And suddenly, we were not sleepy again. After and hour or so, we started to feel sleepy again.

So crazy! If you put 4 of us together, this is what will happen. We are the perfect 4 combination. Why? I'll talk about it later. Went back, slept at about 6am.

Friday

I wish there more public holidays although there already quite a lot in Malaysia. It feels like Monday today but its Tuesday because yesterday was a public holiday for “Hari Raya Haji”. This Thursday is a public holiday again but only for Selangor region. So for those working in KL, too bad! *grins*.

So what did I do the entire weekend?

Friday night had a birthday dinner for Meng Sang. Glad that he liked his present. We bought him a wallet from Bonia. Halim chose it. Lucky his taste wasn’t that bad. LOL! Just kidding. Anyway, after the dinner, we headed to SS15 to play some pool and foosball. Wai Loon and Halim were considered beginner. Not bad for a beginner. I taught Wai Loon and Chin Huang taught Halim.

You know sometimes, people are just borned brilliant huh! That Halim, not only his blardy good at his studies, in fact he is a really fast learner. Just taught him some skills on how to play pool, and WOOAALAA!! you get an expert! Well, not that he was so good, but like I said, well enough for a beginner. Those side wall balls, his really good at it. Though I’ve been playing for god knows how long, I still can’t get to shoot those side wall balls, but for him, it’s like a piece of cake!

We had a beer or 2 while playing. Later on, the birthday boy wanted to play a game with me. I was like, OMG! Don’t please, I’m not that good. Seriously I’m not. I’m just so so. The birthday boy is considered very good at playing and Chin Huang too. He still insisted, so since it was his birthday, oklar I give face a bit. So I played the first game, I lost as predicted but the second game, I won!! Fuh…luckily…

That's it for the day!

MIGRAINE AGAIN

I’m having a migraine today. The last time was on Tuesday and now is the second time this week. Shit! I hate it when I have this migraine especially if I have some function later during the day. Lucky I have this one last paracetamol from Indonesia to overcome this pain. But it is my last packet; I need to ask someone to help me buy it, anyone going to Bali? Only that medicine can work because the mg there is higher than the mg here and the panadol here don’t work for me anymore, not even the active fast! God help me!

I’m starting to feel bored again. Another 2 and the half hours more before I can end my last day of work this week. Then it will be another 10 more weeks to go. My friend asked to go to hard rock today, but I don’t feel like going. Big Band will be playing now for 2 months replacing T-Rex who played for the last 2 months. So boring la local bands…some more no leng chai! Never mind, I’ll just take a short break from going hard rock too often.

The equation of not going to hard rock will be like this:

Not going to HRC so often = Enough beauty sleep = Nice skin complexion

The other equation is:

Not going to HRC so often = Not meeting up with my head bangers club member = Not enough dancing = Fat if don’t control cause input too much and no output

LOL!

I blogged later than I used to on every other days. Not because I was late for work, but becauseI had something to do. Yes, a day with something to do! I came in this morning, and straight away my supervisor greeted me and said, “Yuen, I have something for you to do today!” In my heart I was like, yes, finally, not so of a boring day. LOL! That shows how desperate I am to find something to do in the office. Anyway, I’m done with the work. Waiting for them to come back from a meeting and I will cross check with them and hopefully more work. Time tends to pass by MUCH faster when you’re occupied with something. That’s why, every time when someone is feeling down because they just broke up, the best way is always asking them to find something to do so that time flies and eventually you will forget what had happened. Of course not everything, memories will still be there, but you will recover from that bad dream!

Talking about having break ups, I remembered when I had my first break up ever. It really took me away. I cried and cried for so long and moan for half a year, maybe even more. I even tried to kill myself which I know it’s so stupid thinking about it now, but back then, when you’re so sad and you don’t want to go through the pain and suffers, always that was the solution. I’m sure most of the people had tried it. Whether they die or they live, that depends on their fate. Love really hurts. It really does. It can change a person a lot. Lucky for me, I change to be someone better (not in all ways but in some ways). In fact, thanks to the break up, I leanrt how to upkeep myself better, make more friends and be more sociable.

Moving on, let’s not talk about break ups on a nice day like this ok. I’m very happy with my Ipod nano. Yesterday I transferred the songs into it and pictures too. Everything is done for me automatically. I just need to download itunes 8 and that’s it. Any new songs that I download will be inside my itunes and when I connect my Ipod to the pc, I will just update it. I think I uploaded about 300 songs into the player and around 135 pictures but then, I still have 12GB. Getting this nano is a very good deal indeed, no regrets! The only thing left is to get a screen protector and the cover so that I will be scratch proof. LOL!

Last night I watched Bolt. Nice cartoon movie. The dog is SO CUTE! But the funny thing is, how the dog can be as big as the human. In fact, the dog’s face is bigger than the human’s face. Well anyway, is just a cartoon movie.

Oh ya, by the way, Happy 22^nd Birthday Meng Sang! Another year older, another year wiser, another year with more problems. =) May all your wishes come true ok!

Promise it will be my last post of the day

Sky looks dark from my office. I think it’s either going to rain soon, or it already started raining. Today is the first day I parked my car at the season parking area and it’s an outdoor car park. What’s worst, it’s next to the building I’m working to, not the building I’m working at. So when it rains, I will get wet. I need to get myself the small folded umbrella. I used to have one, but I do not know where I put it. Its Esprit’s some more!

I attended a meeting earlier along with 2 of my supervisors. It was a vendor for this company. They are trying to convince us real hard to buy their item and on our side, we have to convince our management to choose them too! LOL! They tried real hard, I hope they will get at least one of the company’s project.

I’ve been in this meeting twice already. It’s nice being the one to decide and people wanting you to buy their product. Meaning you play an important role huh! Now I know what I want to work as when I graduate. I would prefer to be in the sales department and then move up to be a manager. That’s my objective. Something I would like to achieve by the time I turn 30.

Another 1 ½ hours to go. I don’t know how to waste my time so I just had to blog again. Sorry if you readers get bored. But understand me; I’m just trying to buy time. During these 2 weeks of work, I have read all the blogs that I can possibly read, check all my mails that I can possibly check, replying all my mails in FB and friendster that I can possibly reply and even finish half my internship report already. I have another 10 more weeks to go after tomorrow and I really hope that there will be something for me to do. I’d rather complain I’m so busy than to complain I’m so bored.

At least even I’m very busy like how I used to be when I worked in HP years back, I don’t feel sleepy at all even though the night before I only slept for 3 hours. But when there is nothing to do, no matter how long you sleep, you just feel like sleeping even more. If I’m not mistaken, next week there will be 2 public holidays one is for all and another especially for Selangor. I wonder if our company is under Selangor? I hope so, and then I will only need to work for 3 days next week.

Since this weekend is a long one, because Monday is a holiday, my earlier plan was to go down to Singapore to do some shopping! Yes yes, I’m a shopaholic! That’s just me. Last 2 weeks news flash was that Bangkok’s airport was closed down due to those Thai activists who were protesting outside the airport but today it seems that the case has been settled and the airport is now open. So I guess my trip to Bangkok will be resumed? Earlier, my dad wanted to cancel it or either post pone it. But I don’t think it is necessary now. So I can’t go to Singapore, since I’m going to Bangkok. I can’t be shopping at both places, unless I have unlimited amount of money!

Can anyone tell me, how to make fast money? LOL!

Whoever who reads my blog, will think I’m too boring that I have to blog twice a day. Well, I am really very bored here in the office. Only sometimes I have things to do but most of the time, nothing!

My friend asked me yesterday. Will you accept someone who is 12 years older than you and who is a DJ? Hmmm…I don’t mind him being a DJ but 12 years older? Wow! I know people will say age doesn’t matters, but for me it does. 12 years is like a whole cycle in the Chinese calendar. Is not because I think he is too old or what but then, I just feel uncomfortable being with someone so many year difference from my age. I told her, she need to think it through before she makes a move.

It’s been almost 11 months since I last saw my cousin. She put on quite some weight and her “2 mountains” are much bigger now. LOL! Last time mine was bigger but because I lost quite some weight throughout this year, it shrunk and now hers was much bigger!! LOL! I’m not obsessed or anything, but then why is it when most Asians end up in western countries, they will always gain weight!?

I sometimes complain that I’m short and fat. Why I’m not tall enough to wear anything I like? Why isn’t my skin as smooth as some people? Why can’t my legs be more slender? Why can’t this…why can’t that? But when I see some people who are worst than me, I should be thankful enough that I’m not that bad after all! Yes, appreciate what you have.

Nano

GOOoood Morning! Welcome! Welcome!

I sound happy today right? Greeting everyone to my blog!

OK, here it is, I received my new Ipod nano from cousin last night. She just came back from Australia. Before she was back, she asked me whether I wanted anything from there. This was how the conversation went:

Evie: Yuen, you want anything from here or not since I’m coming back on Wednesday?

Yuen: Erm…nothing that I can think of besides chocolate…(which I love most which can make me happy even when I’m down)

Evie: Aiya, I know la chocolates, other than that?

Yuen: Cannot think of any other things already. What’s there in Aussie?

Evie: Never mind la, I go walk around see see got anything or not for you ok?

Yuen: OK!

Evie: Oh ya! Any electronic gadgets that you want from here since cuz it’s cheaper and if it’s more than $300 can claim tax.

Yuen: Hmmmm……..Yes! Ipod Nano please!!?? How much is it there?

Evie: It’s about $269….eh no, $279, still cheaper than Malaysia right since the exchange drop already?

Yuen: Yeah yeah..can can, even if it’s $279 is still cheaper by almost RM100.

Evie: Ok la! Then I will try to get for you. What color you want?

Yuen: IF red will be the best choice, if can’t you choose between the purple and black

Evie: Alright!

Yuen: Thanx a lot!!

So there goes, my Ipod was on the way. I chat with her last Friday, and on Monday when I saw her online, I just asked her again about the Ipod. She told me she haven’t it yet cause she was away in some place together with her parents who went there for holidays so she didn’t had time to buy for me. And since she hasn’t pack, and it was already a Monday when her flight is on Tuesday in the midnight, she might not be able to buy for me! =( (heart almost break). But then she told me, unless you’re willing to wait till the 24^th December when one of her friends will be coming back, then she can ask them to help buy for me. Though long, but it’s still worth. So, I agreed. BUT then the night before she flew off, she called me and asked me which color do you prefer? She said the purple didn’t look very nice and if I want another color apart from black, she recommended me pink. I didn’t like the pink, so I just ask her to get me the black! What’s the best part; she only got it for $253! Wow, I save even more!!! I love her for being able to get it for me before she flew back to Malaysia! Thanks a million babe!!!

I tried to transfer songs to the Ipod but then because my itunes was the older version so I had to download the newer version instead. Last time I had an Ipod shuffle and it got stolen last month when I got snatched thief at my aunty’s housing area (let’s not talk about this robbed case in detail, it terrified me till now).

I didn’t have wireless connection in my house at Klang, so I couldn’t proceed and had to stopped and think of a way to transfer the songs. I didn’t want to use my dad’s pc because it is full of virus. Moreover the Ipod is new; I don’t want any harm against it. LOL! It’s my part time lover now. Whenever I feel lonely and bored, the only entertainment I get is from my Ipod. So maybe today I will drop by Starbucks or something to update my itunes version then I can start transferring songs tonight. Ooohh I can’t wait!

Yay! Yay! I got my Ipod Nano at last!

I might seem like a very happy girl, but actually deep down inside me I’m not. Yes, I might have own anything I want because I’m just an only daughter, but what I really want in life has not been achieved yet.

I always try to please someone without knowing whether am I pleasing myself or hurting myself. I’m sick and tired of being like that, but I just can’t take it away from me. Maybe I’m just brought up to behave like that. I give more than I get in returned. Yes, I know there is no harm giving more, but sometimes too much is not a good thing because things will be taken for granted instead.

It’s so difficult to be a human being in this world sometimes. When you’re too good and people get jealous, they’ll talk about you, when you’re bad, they’ll talk about you too. So how? Just be a dog or any pet also better la…Everyday also get food, get sayang, get to go jalan- jalan sometimes. *Sigh*

Will I regret if I’m going to make this decision?

Will my parent be so upset over me?

Will I get the best or the worst from what I’m going to do?

Please tell me…

If I Were a Boy

If I were a boy
even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’ll be faithful,
waiting for me to come home, to come home.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
think i'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
you thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
and you don't understand, ohhhh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy